Chapter 120 is so sad
Some things look like they're back in the day.
"Don't read it, it's too much to write." Ou Fan took out the banana from the refrigerator, "Eat some fruit and go to the fire, it's hot, what time are you going tomorrow?" ”
"It's okay if I'm late, or go at the usual time, but can you drop me off tomorrow?"
Ou Fan promised the time to let Li Huinan listen to music, and felt that it was not good to keep his eyes on the phone.
"It's okay, I'll take a look. Oh my God, how could I have thought so much in my head at the time, you see this is written. ”
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"Sad Passages" (should be excited people don't want to watch)
If you're just a passerby in my life, that's fine.
01
I feel so bored, I don't know why I want to cry so much.
I thought I was the biggest winner, but I didn't know that I had lost so badly, and it was nothing more than that.
My sadness is sad, and you will never care.
Again and again beating and scolding, again and again sarcasm, and again and again hurting my heart.
Forget it, what's the use of bothering about this. You always only care about your own feelings, and you still say that you love me, you don't deserve it.
If birth hurts me, why should I bother? Time, I don't know if I follow you or you follow me, I always feel that we are standing on the same line of harmony.
Later, you said we were just going down the wrong path.
02
It's you who are unkind, don't blame me for being ruthless and unjust.
03
In the end, he was still a slave of jokes, and laughed at himself amorously.
04
Who doesn't go through the youth of youth, it's normal to meet a few scoundrels on the road.
05
Time flies, and we're honing our personalities.
06
Tears are superfluous, but if they flow again, they are still there, and they can't be broken, so don't worry too much about it, because it keeps betraying you.
07
Love burned my eyes and became a night in the day.
08
There is nothing to remember again, but not to start again.
09
What exactly is a dream? Torn, can it come back? In a word, the hatred is so deep. How can you still have the courage to face it. If you choose to be like a fool, why embarrass yourself?
10
The sins of the past life are exchanged for the pain of this life.
11
There is a kind of edge called the edge.
12
No matter what you lose, you won't let go, nothing is more important, even if you say stupid, stupid, doomed to bet for the rest of your life.
It was also prosperous, it was also gentle, the same feeling, the same helplessness.
It's a pity that time is too short to wait.
Only in dreams, there is no longer nothingness.
13
After coming out of that place, I thought a lot, and all these efforts were in vain. It was empty, and he couldn't take a step, and the whole person was paralyzed. No matter what it was for at first, this kind of ending was something I didn't expect. I can't sleep all night, and I only have an empty head. Who is not without a pass, it was like this at the beginning.
14
It's not the final pain, so there's no need to care.
15
If it's not the first time or the necessary meeting, it's better to see you again.
16
Leave the love to you and the loneliness to yourself.
17
It is not wise to look for light in the darkness.
It is very banal to look for darkness in the light.
It is unusual to look for the light in the light.
18
The intersection of the beloved and the beloved is blank.
19
I don't remember you, but my heart remembers your scent.
20
When I think about it, I've missed you.
21
If love is like the autumn wind, holding hands with you tightly. Fallen leaves drift down and sleep quietly. Do you remember that autumn, when you decided to leave? Maybe it's all a dream, but I just don't want to wake up. I don't want to remember, but I am deeply imprinted in my mind. Why do you want to reminisce, that feeling will never come back. Now I can only wander and wait, but it is only year after year. We'll never cross paths again, but I still can't forget it.
22
When I am helpless, I always think of you. Confide in you slowly until you cry and feel much better. How many times, you have been with me. What would it be like if you and I didn't want to see each other anymore? You, my second life, but you and I will be separated after all. Looking at it quietly, it seems to be engraved in my heart, afraid that one day I won't remember what you look like. You always like to touch my head and say gently: the sun is always after the wind and rain.
23
The story of that night, you walked into my heart.
Feel the warmth of every minute and every second.
Hold your breath, good memories of the past.
A small concern, an unbreakable fate.
Who is the spy who made love.
Thinking of you all the time, thinking of your face.
Sometimes I don't have a reason to be in a daze.
When I miss you, I will cry secretly.
Close your eyes, it's all you.
I don't know, if not, really in love with you.
A concern, a helplessness.
In the end, it only turned into lovesick rain.
The one who knows his heart, the one who loves him.
The buried love.
Sometimes, I don't know, what to say.
To separate, or reluctant.
Quietly watching you smile, silently listening to you talk.
Love, what a hurtful gift.
Quietly, broke into the heart.
I used to think that the bitter sea was difficult for the sky.
The cheeks that I touched still bear the scars of that time.
No matter how kind the heart is, so what?
You love it, it's her face.
Time flies, and everything changes again.
Those who can't get it, lose their hearts.
Everything, so what.
24
If the wind can be so chic, it is a great encouragement to me. Don't envy the pride of the mad one, because it's just ordinary green grass. Thank you for the kindness of God that let me indulge in this sweet dreamland.
25
Falling in love with someone has been linked to each other since then.
Fighting and making trouble, but they can't be separated.
Maybe you don't need much reason to fall in love with someone.
As long as you are good to me, I am good to you.
The road ahead is hard and difficult
As long as you are around, you will also laugh tears of happiness.
When you fall in love with someone, your heart is full.
In the sun, red cheeks.
Holding the orchid in both hands, I quietly felt the beauty.
There was a sound in the distance, and I remembered the person in the distance.
26
If there is God
Please give me a pair of wings
Get out of this prison
I'm going back
I'm going to go back after all
No one can stand in the way
Look, my mother
She spread her arms
She will touch her children
In the bones, blood
You can't stop it
I want to go back to my mother
Mother, your child is coming back
No one can stop you
27
At the beginning of ignorance, who said that it is easy to control the love of beauty, and who made promises to whom ignited hope.
You're not happy, you're in charge, and if that makes you happy, then it doesn't matter.
We are sad.
28
Before the ending, you may have guessed it.
Is the future very far away, and is the present real?
There is no unwavering protection, and there is no eternal protection.
The rain can't withstand the wind and changes direction and becomes disoriented.
When devoured bite by bite, the remaining half of the soul will also be sold.
29
Wholeheartedly waiting for a result, what kind of scene, will make you moved to tears, at that moment, knowing the meaning of the wind, just the feeling of madness.
At that time, when was it, I just remember being happy.
Every hour, it's okay, the tears in the corners of my mouth count the days.
This protection, this will not be abandoned.
Some people say that this is stupidity, this is self-deception.
However, there are some things that are not clear to the bystanders.
In this life, people are nothing more than entangled in a love word.
You should be true and chaste.
Know how to give, no need for anything in return.
A willingness, more powerful than anything else.
30
There are so many infatuations in this world that I forget how stupid I am.
There is some love in this world, which is not blessed, and it is scolded.
There are some things that don't need to be explained, only you know whether it's worth it or not.
31
All the way is poetic, and how, the wind blows and disperses. It can't stand the test of time, it can't stand the test. A few glasses of liquor will break the liver and intestines. Holding the end of the world is ultimately delusional.
32
The lights in Tsing Yi are bright, the red plum is not low, the cold river and snow, and the peeling is piercing. Blood-stained Yangtze River, eerie and terrifying. Obsession with the sword, delusional thoughts.
33
I can't hear from you anymore, and even the smile is far-fetched,
What to do, what to do.
How could I be sad if I hadn't suddenly seen your picture.
Stop-and-go, stop-and-go.
No matter how much you look back, you're still just a stranger.
No matter how nostalgic you are, you are still a stranger.
How to say it, how to understand.
Read it, or don't know anything.
Or maybe it's as incomprehensible as this night.
34
The person who loves is precisely the person who has no heart.
It's really hard for a relationship to last a lifetime.
Divide and merge, merge and divide.
What is unforgettable, what is inseparable.
After the wind and rain, there will be feelings, whether they are deep or shallow
, you will understand it yourself, why wait for others to say it.
35
From another perspective, will there be some miracles. Smiling, something, hehe, happened too suddenly.
Silence, remembering when I was a child, looking up at the stars with hunger. Amplified footsteps, long shadows. Dance, a lonely world. Word by word, who has too many wrinkles in the corners of their eyes.
36
Have you forgotten yourself, or have you long since lost yourself?
The sound of the wind blowing, so cold.
Ye'er, under the lamp, seemed to be mocking.
Helpless footsteps, firmly hovering at the crossroads.
In the smog city, you can't see the beauty of nature.
You and I are separated from each other, who gives whom a definite answer.
Maybe it's all waiting, maybe it's nothing.
It's been a long time, I don't know how long, such complex emotions.
Nothing, everything.
Under the moonlight, a kitten, is white.
Clumsy body, very cute.
I wanted to hug me, but I didn't want to bend down.
Later, it became clear that apathy represented deep loneliness.
37
Life, in the sea, is out of sight.
Give me one last chance and don't want to miss the encounter.
One day, I will slowly find out.
It's also a good choice to leave.
Could it be that this is the case that has been intermittent all the time.
Who said I couldn't cry, who said I couldn't laugh.
One day we all understand that the world is too small.
Once in a while, accidentally fall into the trap of your gentleness.
I'm so tired of walking.
The sea breeze blows, the waves roll, and the wind dances for whom.
Under the street lamp, a lonely figure wanders alone in an uninhabited alley.
Accidentally, who fell asleep again.
Sweet asleep, so happy.
38
In the world of feelings, inside and out, long and short, there are always thousands of unspeakable.
People who often watch Korean dramas know that that kind of love is a teenager's innocent fantasy.
Please look at this sentence: The city tower sings and dances, and the war horses laugh wildly on the battlefield. (Not Analyzed)
39
If you fall in love with someone, how do you learn to forget.
Groggy and tired, my heart is sad, and I still can't see hope.
Some people say that some people laugh, but they still don't understand.
Cherish the only possession now, fortunately, the ending was expected from the beginning.
For whom the night has opened its arms and wants to quietly embrace its soul.
Suddenly, I almost cried when I heard someone tell a story.
I can't tell what is filling my whole head.
I can't figure it out, I have a lot of questions, I can't say it, I can't tell it.
It's a strange feeling.
In the end, I still stopped, watched it over and over again, and was reluctant.
40
I have a dream with the person I love the most,
We were together, talking and laughing around the table.
I have a dream with people I miss,
We were together, holding hands and playing in the park.
I have a dream in which I have been pursuing,
We were together, and we couldn't help but dance happily.
I have a dream with all my friends,
We are together, cherishing this brief reunion.
41
When the tears remain, I know how fragile I am.
I'll give you a call, don't know what to say.
Tell a story, you say you don't have time.
Why, there is no choice, tightly chained.
I want to fly freely.
Every time I quarreled, I confessed my mistakes, but you never coaxed them.
The wind was strong, the night was cold, and the heart ached.
I had no strength and lay quietly.
I can't sleep, I can't open my eyes.
Who knows, after the injury, will it be the same as before?
Crazy, who remembers the original vow.
There are so many things that you can't say, and you won't listen.
Every time, the eyes are swollen and the person is tired.
Sometimes, I laugh when I talk to myself.
42
You are true when I am false, and you are false when I am false.
43
unforgettable, happy and sad every time.
Love yourself and bloom the most beautiful flowers.
Choice, the last choice.
Leave, let go, forgive.
Thanks, gorgeous turn.
44
How much gossip, I don't care. Good and bad, right and wrong, just like it.
by Loving Xinyu
45
Love is a poison that cannot be controlled to look for everywhere.
If you can't go back, how can you lose it.
I want to forget, who knows that it has already taken root.
A simple greeting, out of reach.
A recording will also cry wet the pillow.
Then wipe away your tears and immerse yourself in another world.
No matter how stubborn he is, he is not also a human being, and he is not flesh and blood, and he has feelings.
Hurriedly spoke, turned around and was a stranger.
Don't put it down? Attachment to what?
Maybe when that day comes, you can't see anything, you can't hear anything, maybe you won't be so stupid, embarrassing yourself and others.
46
The rich and the poor are happy to be in the way, and good and evil are enough. The hand of the ruler is not as good as freedom.
47
Memory is an empty city, but I love the romance in this empty city.
48
No man's land, what to say?
There is a group of people, full of blood, they say they are not afraid of death, the train comes, they say I am not afraid of death.
The journey is far away, and I am also confused, love, friendship, what happens when I let go?
When a group of people leaves, they become one person, saying that they are lucky or unlucky?
In the desert, in the oasis, no matter where you are, you don't know what you will encounter, it may be at any time, it doesn't exist, but you still believe in it.
Sometimes I ask myself, how are you doing now?
It's not good, no matter how depraved or positive, I don't know if it's right or wrong. Some people say that people who live in memory and reason are a kind of endless suffering. The world is so big, I want to see it, I don't know where the future holds.
I heard from friends how good Tibet is, what about the United States, what paradise, what fairyland on earth, all are fake, all illusory, all dreamers, who can laugh and who is stupid. There are many places you want to go, and the world is so big that there is nothing you can't go. Lazy, just an excuse, no money, who said you need money to walk? Don't care, what's that like?
In fact, it's not bad to be a walker.
49
Let's talk about Qi Baishi's old guy, it feels quite real. Many people boast that his paintings are the best in the world, so even the paintings of his relatives have risen in high prices. In the library, I accidentally looked at his information, the introduction, an old urchin.
I love to draw, I loved it when I was a child, when I didn't know what dyes, oil paintings, sketches... What is the painter, I don't know. When I was in the third year of junior high school, I realized that the cricket he imitated when he was a child was his masterpiece, and I always thought it was painted by a little kid. It's a very interesting painting, and when I grew up, I never saw his painting again.
In the past two years, Zhang Daqian's calligraphy and painting prices have been sold very high, the first two years at home, a newspaper, he is the first in each issue, conspicuous very, look, just smile, and then see if there are other people's works, no favorite just throw it away, yes, just stay and look at it slowly.
Share a sentence:
The most bitter thing in life, Mo Ruo is burdened with an unfinished responsibility!
50
The palm of the hand and the back of the hand, how to do it so that it doesn't hurt?
Hope is eternally vague and directionless.
People, I always feel that I want to laugh at myself while walking, too much desire, too much hypocrisy, and no matter how many tears I shed, I still have to mature.
Transgender, homosexual, bisexual, why blame, everyone has the life they want, you don't understand, just shut up. Not everyone reads, goes to work, gets married, and supports a family.
Hongchen was originally a net, so why bother to embarrass yourself and others. Negative world, in this case, you can't afford it, because you have no capital, but you can choose not to live up to yourself.
For the future, I am ready, watching myself grow step by step, this process is sour and full of laughter.
Old man, shall we watch the Big Dipper together?
51
Time is a knife to kill pigs, love yesterday, love now.
Life does not go through wind and rain, it will not grow, and it will not know what to cherish and what to give up.
When you stand in front of the temple, you say it's liberation, it's your own value, it's your own destiny. No, you're wrong. People don't just live by themselves, they go into seclusion, they don't become monks. The real wise man does not value fame and fortune, and the real cultivation is not in the temple, but in the heart.
Personally, I think that the number of monks should be controlled within a certain range. The country needs labor, and it needs to honor the children and grandchildren who serve the elderly. The presence of a large number of monks must hinder the development of the country. The loss of a large number of labor forces to the people and the country is immeasurable. Buddhism does not say that the common people are blessed, the so-called truth, goodness and beauty, right and wrong, through the teacher, the surrounding environment, roughly understood. There is no need to study life in detail, and there is no need to abstain from all desires. Friends who want to become a monk suggest that you go on a trip to see the world, find yourself, understand what you want, and what the value of your existence is to society. In fact, the house is also a kind of monk, but it will fall deeper and deeper, unable to extricate itself, and eventually die of a mental breakdown.
If you can't leave home, please don't leave home.
52
When reality comes, do we accept it, we resist it, or we remain silent.
The story is about to begin, I don't know how much courage it takes, no matter how much you struggle, it won't change anything because of your sadness and sadness.
Don't be unreasonable to anyone, don't lose your reason, no matter what you lose, life still has to be lived. If you are tired, ask yourself if there is anything more difficult than yourself. No pain, no gain. Actually, it's not like this, it's just that you live your life well, it's your spiritual comfort, and even if you don't have this, life is better than death.
Youth is the most precious period of life, and after it has passed, there will be no more. Everyone doesn't want to spend the rest of their lives constantly working hard and dying tired to realize their youthful dreams. So no matter what happens now, force yourself to work hard, youth is no longer there, cherish it. Don't miss the best time of your life, don't be gray-haired and still regret the unfulfilled ambition.
53
Learn to love and leave without hate. Actually, nothing has changed, it's just that your heart has too much stuff. Child, the road is still long, know your own heart, know what you want, even if you can never have it, isn't it more beautiful if you can't get it? At least I understand that there are still ties and cherish them for a lifetime.
54
Understanding beauty is an external beauty that comes from the heart. True, good, beautiful, false, evil, ugly, serious, you are wrong. The world is diverse, and people's cognition is growing little by little, with no end. While learning, it is more about thinking, and this kind of thinking is to be intentional, based on reality, and think for a certain purpose. Any activity that human beings engage in is based on profits, and the right method and correct attitude are the prerequisites for your success. Just because something can't be seen or felt on the surface doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
55
Girl, please remember that the love of beauty is innate, and there is no reason to pursue beauty. Don't use lazy explanations to say that you are more beautiful than her with makeup. Beauty is the external beauty that comes from the depths of the soul, your knowledge, your cultivation, are all manifestations of beauty. The ugliest person in the world, always, is ugly at heart.
Girl, please remember that when you enter society, please be self-reliant, learn to think independently, and have a correct view of right and wrong.
Girl, please plan your life well.
56
The princess stood on her tiptoes and danced happily.
Beautiful crowns, toss aside, sing to heart's content.
Pull back the curtains, open the windows, and feel every breath.
Feel free, don't care about those etiquette, don't pretend to be forced.
57
The teacher said that a poet can only be inspired if he is lonely, and he will create the most beautiful poems, poems that are drunk to the heart.
Now that more than ten years have passed, it is so sad to play the instrument again.
Empty room, dim, cold, quiet, what can be done now! I lost a true love and lost my job.
However, these can't make me fall, the future must be very beautiful, every step is difficult and fortunate, so determined, never give up, no matter how difficult it is, I believe that I have enough strength, and I will never back down from this. As long as there is a dream, everything can start all over again. Only perseverance can stop the pace of progress. As long as you are brave, youth will not be blank.
Passion and dreams go hand in hand!
Go for it! Proud of me!
58
Single-mindedness and all-or-nothing betting
When you get out of the car, it's the airport. Lugging heavy luggage, walking into the crowd, he looks so small and stupid.
At the reception, I stopped, it turned out that there are many lovers here, young and old. They snuggled up in their lover's arms, smiling sweetly.
Going down the first floor, a group of people ran over, like the underworld in a TV series. But that smile is destined to be the word 'not'. I smiled, said no, and walked on. I couldn't be happy that day, even though many people cared, my heart still hurt.
When I came back, it was raining in my hometown, and it was not too big or too small, and it was very cold. It was very dark, and I was walking slowly on the highway alone, thinking too much, but what could I do.
Single-mindedly forgive yourself for thinking everything too simple and desperate.
59
It's just a simple liking for words, and it's just a simple liking for being loved.
Passing by you in a hurry, following in the footsteps of others, suddenly disoriented. Something nostalgic on the street, reluctant to leave, or waiting for something, believing that it is around, but not noticing.
A little girl says that she is in love with a big brother, but the brother is very unhappy and says that she is too young. I thought I was rejected, and there was nothing again. As she turned to leave, the boy said I'll wait for you to graduate. In fact, they were not together, and the girl said thank you to the man and let herself understand what she wanted and what was right. She said that she just wanted to be protected, loved, cared for, and a kind of selfish possession.
The sea of people is vast, what can you do when you arrive?
60
Life is a beautiful landscape, and all wishes are like a rainbow after rain. No matter whether you are poor or sick and suffering, life is still beautiful.
61
All day long, stupidly thinking about happy things. There are a lot of topics every day, wake up, wake up. I want to hear out loud that my prince likes me. I like it, I like it all the time, and I like it all the time, and I feel like it. A shallow smile is a lot of habits, how much I like. Now, be happy. Simple to be loved, slowly learn slowly, time is not old, no matter how many teenagers, youth is still beautiful.
Silly girl, will be happy.
62
For a once, who was lost on the street corner, neither did crying nor laughing. I wanted to hold hands, but I found out that it was a person. In my ears, all kinds of noises, in my memory, all of you, are so clear and blurry.
When you come, the peach blossoms are in full bloom and the butterflies are flying all over the sky.
One is willing to wait, one is persistent, one is turning, one is empty.
Feelings, slowly faded.
Life goes on, and this is not an excuse for decadence.
Women, if you are a woman, learn to be a woman.
63
Love life, love nature, love life.
64
This string can't be played at all.
Beacon beauty, may the snow never dissipate.
65
Flying sand dancing lightly, love and hate entanglement, long velvet like snow, wandering the world, is finally delusional.
Heroes in the world, only you are different, holding the sword in the rivers and lakes, arrogant, talking and laughing.
Look at the vulgar dust again, it has nothing to do with me, the world is long, try to ask the reason, the empty mountains are swinging.
If you ask about life and death, a thousand years of loneliness, it is better to live a lifetime, end together, and solve the problem.
Dreams and butterflies become illusions, and they must be empty in the end, whether they are right or wrong, they are all in the past, so why bother.
Regardless of the original intention, no matter the reason, love has become hate, inextricably linked, and it must be given up in the end.