The occurrence of this incident disrupted everything Li Huinan, and she was very devastated, looking like she was falling into the dark abyss on the other.

More inhuman than before, more like a madman.

Holding the kitten at night, constantly turning her body to see if there are fleas or the like, looking at them one by one, the cat was annoyed, kicked off its legs, did not dare to sleep in bed, ran to its own nest and slept quietly.

stared blankly at the window, silently weeping.

The mother saw that the light was still off and knocked on the window. "Rest early."

Li Huinan didn't speak, turned off the light directly, and lay on the bed, her mind was full of bits and pieces of the past, both joyful and painful.

"Do people live in this world to suffer? Why my pain is greater than my joy, why misfortune happens to me. ”

Zhang Yuhao came to propose marriage again the next day, saying that the marriage had been done a year ago.

"It's too early to get engaged, and get married after the year."

"No, we're both the oldest, and it's the same in the morning and in the evening."

"I'd better wait for her to come back, I don't know what the girl means."

Zhang Yuhao sent some wine and cigarettes, which voted for the old man's preference, and he was very satisfied with it, and felt that it was very good and a blessing to have such an uncle.

In the evening, his father called Li Huinan to the front room. "The guy came over today, saying that he wanted to get married before the New Year, what do you think?"

"You can do it anytime, as long as you think it's good, I have no opinion."

"What nonsense, are you living or me?"

"Really? In the past, when I was looking for a partner, you didn't say you didn't like it, no, but now that I'm with you, you don't want to. ”

"Do you talk to labor and management like this?" Saying that the soles of the old man's shoes were about to come up, fortunately, his mother stopped him, Li Huinan took this opportunity to run away, and she went to Chen Jiarui's house.

Chen Jiarui's parents were asleep, but fortunately they didn't alarm too many people.

"What's wrong, running out of the house, you had a conflict with your parents?"

Li Huinan wanted to cry, but she held back and hugged Chen Jiarui. Chen Jiarui was stunned by this hug.

"Can I sleep at your house today? I don't have any friends. ”

"But I don't have any extra room in my house, so you sleep on the bed and I'll make the floor."

"No, can you hold me? I'm scared. ”

"Not so good."

"Then you're still holding me now, you said it's not good, why are you holding me so tightly."

The man was suddenly embarrassed, "Okay, but I don't know what I'll do, after all, a man and a woman have a bed in one room, and you still want me to hold you, I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself." ”

"If you can't control it, you can't control it, just say whether you keep me or not."

Chen Jiarui was frightened by Li Huinan's words, and quickly touched his head. "No fever, are you crazy?"

"If you don't keep me, I'll go somewhere else."

Looking at Li Huinan like this, Chen Jiarui was not at all worried about her wandering around, in case she ran into a bad guy, it was a big deal to tighten her pants at night.

"Okay, you come in."

The room was quite big, just a bit cold. "It's so cold, you tell me that you are laying on the floor, and you are not cold, are you stupid, you don't want the meat you give away for free, and push it out, no wonder you don't have a girlfriend."

"Honest man, isn't that it."

Li Huinan deliberately kissed Chen Jiarui, looking at the shyness of the man in front of him, red. "It's so fun, it's honest at first glance. But you are not an honest person, after all, you were so bad before, maybe the current honesty is also pretending, I don't know you, you say you are honest, you are honest, all are lying to honest people. ”

"You didn't drink bars, why did you start talking nonsense."

"Haha, go to bed, hold me, sleep." As he spoke, he cried again.

"What the hell is wrong with you? Can you tell me what's going on? You're not like that? ”

"Who?"

"Such a casual person now."

Li Huinan sneered. "You shouldn't be very happy that there is a woman who takes the initiative to give her a hug."

"What are you happy, what you are when I am, I am not such a casual person, I am not who makes me do what I want, I am also a principled person. Hurry up and say what's wrong with you? Did you have a fight with your parents? ”

"No, it's just that I'm getting married."

"What, you're going to get married, so you don't like him, and your parents forced you?"

"No, can you let me lie down quietly, don't ask so much?"

The man didn't ask anymore, but his mind was still spinning.

"What are you thinking?"

"It's nothing, as long as you're happy, if you really don't want to, tell your parents, I'll help you, I'll marry you."

"Will you marry me? Are you really going to marry me? ”

"If you want, I will."

"Whatever happens?"

"What's wrong? Did he bully you? ”

"No, let's sleep."

Chen Jiarui hugged Li Huinan, a little lost, a little sad, I don't know if it's for me or her.

At night, he still didn't control it or did it, and Li Huinan didn't resist.

"I really can't control myself, I'm sorry when I hear that you're going to marry someone else."

"It's okay, that's what happened today, as if it hadn't happened."

"No, I slept with him, so you don't need to be in charge."

After listening to Li Huinan's words, Chen Jiarui felt even more uncomfortable, and the more he felt sorry for Li Huinan.

"Don't feel guilty of yourself, it's okay, I'll get married in a few days, do you want to come?"

"If you don't go, you won't be embarrassed, but you're obviously unhappy, why do you want to marry him?"

"You know I don't want to."

"If you wanted to, you wouldn't have come to me yesterday, would you?"

"You think too much, I'm just, let's be honest, I'm a person with mental problems and a serious split personality, do you understand that?"

"So what? You torture yourself and me, do you think you are so happy, is it the result you want. ”

"Yes, I'm in a good mood today, nothing happened to us, that's the end of it, and I won't come again."

"I, I can't call the shots for you, if you're not happy, you can still choose to come back before I get married."

How much Li Huinan hopes that the man in front of him will say that he wants to protect her, for her, maybe these can only appear in film and television works, and she doesn't think about it anymore, there is nothing to wait for, after all, she has never liked this person, she just wants to give Zhang Yuhao a green hat, maybe it is to spoil herself, so what, from that time Li Huinan has no future, and his body has been like this for 30 years, how can it be normal, not to mention that he is still a seriously ill patient who needs guidance in spirit.

"No need, goodbye."