Time goes back to the present......

"Happiness to pain in others, joy in the calamities of others – Spinoza"

"This is one of the greatest malices and vices in human nature, Miss Luo Wenying, and its name is jealousy."

Wen Yifan spoke slowly in a flat tone, and he couldn't hear any emotion.

"There is such a girl, she was born in the countryside, her parents broke up because of her gender, the girl followed her mother to the city to start a new life, at this time, she was one year old."

"Since kindergarten, she has been taught by her mother to be angry, to study hard, to change her destiny, she is ignorant but more obedient, so her academic performance is very good."

By the time she reached primary school, her grades were still excellent, her mind was maturing, and she began to realize that she was different from others. She felt inferior, this inferiority complex may come from her life experience, or from the lack of father's love, or just the family's financial situation, in short, seeing those people talking and laughing, looking at their beautiful clothes, she felt inferior. ”

"One day she asked her mother, why didn't she have anything that everyone else had?"

"'You don't have what others have, because you have something else that others don't have,' Mother patiently replied, 'You have a smart brain and excellent grades, so the present predicament cannot hinder you, fate has given you suffering, and it has also given you the way to change your suffering, and all you have to do is to follow this path and work hard.'" ”

"Gently stroking her daughter's head, the mother continued: 'The world itself is unfair, child, we can only change our destiny on our own, with our own hands. No amount of charity from others will help, so even if we are in pain, even if we have soiled ourselves by struggling in a mud pit, we have to fight to change it. ’”

The young girl's words were taken to heart by the young girl, and she began to see the world from a different perspective, and studying harder made her already excellent grades extremely good, and even skipped a level. At this time, she no longer had inferiority, but gradually began to be proud of her intelligence, gradually, she got used to the feeling of the stars holding the moon, used to the feeling of superiority, this feeling is so tempting, how many people have spent their lives pursuing it, and a little girl who has just entered elementary school has felt this sense of superiority in advance. ”

"When she reached junior high school, she liked this pleasure even more, her already well-qualified face and her hard-working figure made her extremely beautiful appearance, coupled with the girl's incredible academic performance, she deservedly became the school flower and the crush of all junior high school boys."

"In the high school entrance examination, she was naturally admitted to a key high school - as a free student, the girl at this moment met someone who was not moved by her charm, which made her pride deeply frustrated, which made her begin to have a great interest in how to make everyone obsessed with herself, so she began to study psychology, and at the same time, her own studies did not fall behind."

"After learning all about psychology, she began to experiment with some means, and the results were remarkable—boys who were not interested in her became her fanatical suitors, and she just watched it all quietly, laughing in her heart—but that's it."

"People who can be manipulated and controlled by me are not worthy of being my boyfriend. The girl thought so. ”

"The inferiority complex of the past is long gone, replaced by an almost insane desire for control and conceit."

"Later, when the girl was admitted to university with psychology, this time she no longer felt joy, but instead calm, looking at the people who were excited about herself, happy for herself, and wished her well, she only felt a sense of disappointment in her heart, and these people were nothing more than that, all of them were 'dependent variables' that would be controlled by the actions or achievements of others."

"And that includes her mother."

"But when I got to college, it was all broken by the appearance of a person."

"This person's name is Gao Wenqing."

"She is as good as a girl, she came here as a free student, she is a psychology student, her body and face are not inferior to girls, and she is even more beautiful, and more importantly, she has a happy family."

"My father is a well-known entrepreneur, my mother is a novelist, and her family is very wealthy, and she has no worries about food and clothing."

"In this moment, the girl feels the pressure, the loss, and when a person falls from a height, the pressure that comes to his face will drive him crazy."

"The girl used to feel the feeling of others holding the moon for the stars who were crazy about herself, and she felt the feeling that everyone was proud of herself, but now this feeling has been taken away by others, and the pride she once built up has disappeared in an instant, and those inferiority complexes and self-denial once again come to her heart."

"During that time, the girl lost her self-confidence, became silent and depressed, and the changes naturally did not escape her mother's eyes."

"But until one day ......"

"'No handouts from others will help, even if it is painful, even if you have soiled yourself by fighting in a mud pit...... the words that once gave the girl motivation came back to her heart this time."

"It's a pity that this time, it opened the abyss in the girl's heart."

"Even if it's painful, even if it's dirty yourself."

"A whole new emotion called jealousy burned in her heart, and jealousy turned into malice, and then evolved into ugly killing intent."

She began to keep a diary, not to record the events of the day, but to compile a logical story, with her as the main character, her as the supporting character, and the theme as ...... School violence. ”

"The girl who is familiar with psychology knows how to control others, and she continues to maintain a depressed look, adding a lot of details to it, and even cutting her own hair, thus laying the foundation for the rest of the control."

"After making sure that the classmates around her have noticed the changes in her, and have established a deep friendship with Gao Wenqing, the girl knows that the web has been woven and it is time to send the prey into this nirvana."

"After burying countless hints of revenge and anger, sadness and depression in the diary, and adding many elements that could be used by her mother to kill, the girl was convinced that her mother would be inspired to kill absolutely, and she hesitated a little before putting down the diary, but she did not give up."

"If my mother is also controlled by others, then I don't have to feel sorry for her."

"The plan went well, when the mother talked to her and said that she wanted to talk to Gao Wenqing, the girl was sure that her plan was already ripe, so she threw out the time she had prepared, and the plan with her was good, and the mother really found her hint and planned to use the scavenger to get rid of her."

So she began to arrange and persuade Gao Wenqing to set the class reunion on that day, and since Gao Wenqing was her good friend, she agreed, and Gao Wenqing's status as class president, the classmates also accepted this suggestion.

"On that day, the mother really did not disappoint the girl, although there were many details in the middle, such as the mother killed Gao Wenqing with her own hands, which made her a little uneasy, everything was almost according to plan."

Then, as the girl expected, the mother was caught as planned. When everything she made up was reported and discussed by the outside world as the truth, she knew that she had succeeded, and the person who robbed her perfect name had already fallen from the throne of perfection and was spurned by everyone, and she naturally inherited everything from her, including the doctoral degree that originally belonged to her, and became the only perfect person. ”

"The girl's name is Luo Wenying, this year, 22 years old."

"My story is over, Miss Luo Wenying."

Wen Yifan gently closed the book and calmly looked at the girl on the dissecting table.

Both fell silent at the same time.

"How did you find out?" Luo Wenying's expression became calm, and she was like the flustered girl who used to be.

"In this world, as long as it is artificial, it will leave traces," Wen Yifan chuckled, "because human beings themselves are not perfect." ”

"No, it's just hard for human beings to become perfect," Luo Wenying said, "It's just that I haven't reached it all along, and I will always strive for this perfection." ”

"It's a good thing to strive for perfection, but it's a pity that by the time you have the idea, it's already imperfect." Wen Yifan just said quietly, "The fanatical desire for perfection that is blended with the conceited inferiority complex that has evolved into madness is itself a deformed existence. ”

"In fact, Ms. Luo Yanhong also has a certain responsibility, she did not sort out your emotions correctly when you had low self-esteem, but instead exported a lot of negative energy and negative cognition of the world for you, and then guided you to produce a strong emotion called 'self-satisfaction', creating an extremely terrifying character, that is, the absolute affirmation of oneself and the absolute denial of the outside world."

"The deformed personality instills in you a false notion that seems to be self-deception, but is actually a kind of self-knowledge, that is, 'I am the first', you frantically force yourself to believe this lie that you have made up, turn it into the truth, and in order to keep this hidden scar disguise from being revealed, you go crazy to improve your abilities, and study psychology to feed it with a thick layer of armor. While the impact of striving to improve one's abilities is positive, there are also huge flaws in it, and these internal flaws are not affected by external protection. ”

"Suddenly, one day, you meet a person who can't catch up with you even through hard work, and the existence of this person easily shatters the false lies you have constructed for yourself, you realize your imperfections, and the false confidence you have built up over the years collapses in an instant, and everything is lost."

"But at this time, you originally had a chance to nirvana, no longer obsessed with perfection or imperfection, it was enough to just do your best, but unfortunately you walked into another abyss."

"Killing intent."

"The killing intent makes this deformed state of mind ugly and impossible to look at, it is hidden in everyone's heart, it will bloom in an instant, and tear apart all the reason and humanity of that person, and there is nothing left."

"It turns you into a monster."

"Now, please look in the mirror, look at yourself in the mirror, look at yourself, what has changed?"

Wen Yifan picked up a round mirror and put it in front of Luo Wenying. But he didn't want such a simple move to directly make Luo Wenying lose control in an instant.

"Nope! Take it away! Take it away! Luo Wenying shouted loudly, as if she had seen something extremely terrifying, she shouted loudly, her eyes were closed, her hands were tightly grasping the dissecting table, her toes were tightly clasped, her body was drenched in sweat, and tears had already soaked the pillow.

"Why? Why say this! I obviously didn't do anything wrong, but the world is not fair! She shouted, "Even if it's painful, even if you dirty yourself, you have to fight, what did I do wrong!" That's what you taught me when I was young! ”

"Even if you become a monster, you have no hesitation!"

"That's right! Even if it becomes a monster! Luo Wenying's eyes widened instantly, staring fiercely at herself reflected in the mirror - the ugly and foul-smelling twisted monster, "What about becoming a monster?" I was perfect! They all adore me! That's enough! Even if it's a monster! Hahahaha......... Hahaha......"

Screaming mixed with laughter, she stared at the mirror, her eyes showing a bit of intoxication.

"It's beautiful......"

"It was perfect...... ......"

"It is difficult to heal others, and it is difficult to heal others." Wen Yifan's fingers slowly fiddled with a small piece of pocket watch, "If it is the heart of self-healing, I'm afraid it is definitely incurable!" ”

"However, if it is to heal the hearts of others, it is much simpler," Wen Yifan gently put the pocket watch next to Luo Wenying's ear, "You are a person who heals the heart, but you are also a heart patient, please trust me and let me get rid of this abyss called 'control' for you!" ”

"Click-" The pocket watch was closed, and the sound of metal clashing made Luo Wenying's body tremble, the pupils in his eyes dilated, and his body weakened.

"After the world is plunged into darkness, you will gradually fall asleep and gradually get rid of all these shackles," Wen Yifan's voice became soft, "When you wake up, you will start to be in many places, and those places have the same characteristics - beauty, where you will find your perfect self." ”

His right hand slowly covered Luo Wenying's eyes, and Wen Yifan leaned into her ear and said softly, "Sleep." ”

The sound of slow breathing came, he put away his pocket watch and slowly took off Luo Wenying's clothes.

When he stripped her of all her clothes, his perfect body was revealed, and after picking up the camera to take a picture, he raised his left hand slightly, which shone with a silver light.

"Thank you for the story called 'Control', Miss Luo Wenying."

The left hand fell, and after gently brushing her delicate neck, the world was only red.