The owner's son came back late, and Li Huinan was already asleep.

There was a whirring outside the door, and Li Huinan could hear it clearly, it was the owner who was reprimanding his son.

The son is also not angry, listening to the voice is complaining that his parents are too careful.

"You still drink, the New Year, you look at the people, everyone is harmonious, jubilant, our family is a lot of drunkards, I don't know what friends you are with, drink like this ghost, day by day people are not worried, what fox friends and dog friends, you are not small, and it is time to start a family."

"Mom!"

"Okay, you have a reason for what I said, and I refute it, can being a mother really harm you? Look at your dad, we are also old, you should also grow up, your grandma is not good, and she is often forgetful, you grow up, and help us share a little, can you? ”

"Don't bother, I'll go to bed."

The owner and his wife could only sigh and stop talking, Li Huinan listened to the footsteps of the three people going upstairs, which became smaller and smaller, and she couldn't hear any other information.

Li Huinan is very sympathetic to the owner, his son is rebellious and can't control it, which is a very headache for his parents, although the old couple often say that their son is not good, but it is all for his good, this kind of strong love, full of love, Li Huinan dreams of it.

"It's a pity, everyone has their own life, have their own trajectory, the way you came has already been chosen for you, nothing can be up to you, the way back is the same, why life is full of routines, even if the mechanism is exhausted, in fact, it is empty, I think that life is manipulated, someone played a big game of chess, you are just a chess piece, just a toy, what happiness is not so important." Li Huinan hurriedly blocked her never-ending suspicion and quarrel, because she knew that as long as that specific time passed, she would definitely fall into it endlessly, and her nerves would be very tired, slowly losing herself, no resonance, no sense of identity, and finally the responsibility was all shackles, and the peach died and became another devil in her heart. She knew that she had a severe split personality disorder, she knew its dangers, and even said that it was not impossible to destroy herself, to kill herself, and not only that, but she might celebrate, and revel. She was very afraid of the other side of herself, too dark.

Li Huinan thought that she would receive a call from her father or her brother at night, but tonight was too quiet, and she couldn't help but feel a little sad: maybe the family was very busy and had too much to do, or they were too happy to play and forgot the time and being alone.

Li Huinan kept telling herself that in fact, they explained it very well without calling.

But touching her hands, Li Huinan wanted to fight but didn't dare, she scolded herself for being cowardly, incompetent, no courage, no guts, these have nothing to do with money and social status, just fear, fear from the heart.

Intermittent network, can't do anything at all, can't hear or see, maybe someone else has called, just because the signal of the house she rented is too poor, she always has a reason to excuse her embarrassment, but she knows better than anyone else that only the phone can't go out, there is nothing that can't come in, it's just that you may be forced to hang up if you call in.

She told herself how much she didn't care, in fact, she cared about how much, so it was impossible to guess how much a woman had a needle in her heart.

I can't do anything for the New Year, I can only sleep.

The day was dawning, and the two old women living at the door were the earliest in the whole room, and they also had a dog, very well-behaved, and they didn't bark much, the dog was not big, and the corgi was about the same size, Li Huinan didn't know what breed it was, so I felt that this dog didn't bite people, and it was quite easy to get close to people.

"Grandma's morning."

"Morning, you're going out?"

"yes, go to the supermarket and get some snacks."

"Oh, you're not going home for the New Year?"

"No, it's the New Year."

"There you go."

At this time, the old man's dog ran out of the room, sticking out his long tongue and wagging his tail incessantly.

"Is it hungry?"

"No, I just fed it, this little guy is just greedy."

"Blessed are the dogs who love to eat, come on, I'm leaving."

Li Huinan, who was walking on the street, knew that he was still followed by a puppy.

It's just that on the road, the shoe accidentally cracked, this squatting, Li Huinan saw the old man's dog followed, and the little guy just watched from a distance, it squatted there and watched, very quiet.

"You little fellow, why are you so polite? No wonder grandmothers treat you as a pet, why don't you go back, not afraid that your owner will be distressed? And how did you get out? Why have you always had a crush on me? Li Huinan was bored and teased this puppy, although the dog couldn't understand it, it didn't affect Li Huinan's enthusiasm at all. Let's go, I'll buy you sausages, or other delicious food, do you want to go with you, and send you home after eating. ”

The dog seemed to understand, and nodded, with a small mouth open, a tilted head to kill, very cute, about to sprout a bloody face, of course, there are some exaggerated ingredients, who made Li Huinan too simple and love it.

"Open your mouth, as long as you open your mouth, I will give you a mouthful, don't cheat."

That's how Li Huinan hung the stomach of the dog all the way, and then gave it to the grandmother.

This is the first time Li Huinan has entered her grandmother's room, and there are a lot of empty bottles in it, as well as some cardboard boxes.

"I was looking for it, but I didn't expect to run away with you, my chubby little fellow."

"Grandma, why do you have all this in this house?"

"We old people don't have any jobs, and I don't have any children, so of course I don't have anything to do except pick up rags."

"Grandma, may I ask you a question?"

"You say, we have lived for so long, we all look down and don't look up, we don't speak, we don't know each other."

"Yes, I work every day, the time is very tight, I don't sleep enough, I am groggy every day, fortunately it is the New Year, and I can finally have a good rest."

"Breaks are paid, right?"

"There must be Chinese New Year, but not much."

"Oh, good yes, kid, what question were you going to ask me?"

"I really don't remember it, I can't remember what I asked."

"Haha, I forgot it so quickly, it's really a simple brain, so am I, when people get old, they forget what is also the front foot and the back foot, people are old, and their brains are not good."

Li Huinan blushed when she heard this, and she was a little overwhelmed, and she was embarrassed to stay in someone's room for too long, after all, it was the first time to talk at close range, and it was not a good start to say it too enthusiastically, Li Huinan knew it well.