383 If she were the Virgin White Lotus
He spread his legs apart, elbows on his knees, and his fingers interlocked.
He lowered his head, his eagle eyes were deep, the broken hair on his forehead was spilled, and his voice was powerful and powerful.
"This is Xiuzhen's willingness, and the family agrees, otherwise he will not be allowed to come. If he doesn't want to do it, he will open his mouth himself. Since he didn't refuse, it means that he is willing. ”
The man's tone is very cold, as if it is none of his business, his expression is serious, and his mind is level-headed, but it seems to lack a little human touch.
Qi Suya scratched her neck: "If I can rush here, I won't take Xiuzhen into the city." His personality can be seen as an ability, a shortcut, but if you hurt the enemy by a thousand and lose yourself by eight hundred, this is contrary to my original intention. ”
Su Murong suddenly looked sideways at her: "If people are too kind, it may not be a good thing." ”
Qi Suya lowered her eyes, and she pondered. "I'm not a good person. When necessary, I can do whatever it takes to achieve my ends. However, until that 'necessary' comes, I want to do my best to preserve my humanity. ”
She was in a trance for a moment.
"If the human heart is really dark, it will no longer be human. Even if the darkness is constantly swallowing, this last pure land is my line of defense, unless there is really no room for turn, otherwise, I want to guard it to the death, so as not to lose myself. ”
He may not understand, but this is what she has learned.
The last days are really complicated, all kinds of people, all kinds of things, see a lot, and my heart will be cold.
However, if you are assimilated by those negative people and things, you will become a demon. So, is it still her?
She wanted to keep herself, and she was firm in what she believed in.
People say that they hold sharp weapons in their hands, and their murderous intentions arise from them. Her character may be scolded as the Virgin White Lotus. But she held a butcher's knife in her hand, never to kill, but to protect herself.
It's not that the last days are necessarily ruthless, and it's not that the last days can only create ruthless murderers. Even if there seems to be something wrong with her heart under the baptism of the last days, she still retains the most basic human nature.
If this is the White Lotus Mother, then, after seeing the cruelty and bloodshed of the last days, she was not swallowed up by those negativity, and she was proud of her Mother of the White Lotus.
Rather learn to be generous, not to be a villain.
She also has times when she is angry, and when she is upset, she may say some angry things, do some angry things, and even want to do it crisply.
For example, if someone provokes Lao Tzu and makes Lao Tzu unhappy, Lao Tzu will kill him and kill his whole family.
But that's not chic, it's not a happy grudge, it's not refreshing, it's a big fool at most.
She is not selfless, nor is she unselfish, she has her own careful eye, but she wants to carry out her beliefs and live as she wants. Instead of being influenced by other people's ideas, it is not blindly following the herd and going with the flow.
If she can't get used to her, she also can't get used to each other, so she doesn't get together.
This is her way, the way of survival, the way of life.
……
Xiuzhen needed to rest, Qi Suya was busy all night, driving into the city overnight, she was also a little tired, and decided to take advantage of this time to catch up on sleep.
When she entered the bedroom, Su Murong was still sitting in the living room, staring at the closed door, thinking about the girl's desolate appearance before.
Suddenly, he seemed to have lost his mind.
"If people's hearts are really dark, they are no longer human?"
He lowered his head slowly, staring at his hands, and only now did he suddenly realize something.