Chapter 42: Self-Knowledge

Men and women are not the same in the end.

For example, the man said that it was about marriage, and the woman was afraid that the child would suffer, so she left a trick, "Let's talk about the engagement first, leaving a little buffer room." Our family has to prepare well. ”

"That's the same thing." Zhong Hecheng is not too anxious, after all, Chu Sui is younger, and logically speaking, he is the one who does not panic.

The two elders discussed for a while, and soon came to a conclusion: "Come to think of it, I am engaged at the age of twenty-two, and it is just right to get married after graduation." ”

It's almost settled, but parents always have to pretend to be democratic, and in turn ask Chu Sui's opinion: "What do you say? ”

"Everything." He didn't have a problem with anything.

Everyone was happy.

After the two families finished eating, Chu Sui was asked to send Shi Yan back.

While driving, he looked at his phone several times.

Shi Yan pursed her lips, she didn't think he was just bored to take a look, a person who frequently looked at his mobile phone was definitely tired. But she didn't know his situation at school, and she just finished talking about the engagement today, and she didn't want to conflict with him, so she pretended not to see it.

She thought for a moment and said, "Chu Sui." ”

He paused, glancing sideways at him.

"I'm four years older than you, women are older than men, it's not that easy, can you, give me some security." Shi Yan's voice was a little flustered, "At the beginning, I was with you, I really thought you were doing that, and I just wanted to play with you." I feel like I'm going to take you to death, but now, I know that's not the caseβ€”"

Shi Yan sighed: "You chose me just because I look like that woman, right?" ”

"Chu Yue."

"What?"

"Her name is Chu Yue." Chu said.

Shi Yan was slightly stunned, he introduced the appearance of this person, it was too solemn.

He must have liked her, she thought.

But what about that Zhao Xin? What is it?

Shi Yan has to figure this out, she wants to know what the latter means to Chu Sui.

……

When Chu Sui was driving, he was a little absent-minded.

I sent her to the door, and I didn't even plan to get out of the car and sit for a while, I was about to leave.

Shi Yan said: "Do you want to get together with Zhu Shixin?" ”

They hadn't seen each other in a long time.

"Another day." Chu Sui said lightly, "If you have anything, you can also ask him for help." ”

"Can't I look for you?"

He said a little coldly, "Yes." ”

When Chu left, he didn't say goodbye to her.

I don't know why he left in such a hurry.

……

Zhao Xin was waiting at the door drowsy, and when he was about to fall asleep, Brother Gongzi was late.

She drooped her eyelids and said, "Otherwise, leave me a bunch of keys." "If he wasn't there, it would be convenient for her to go in, and she wouldn't have to blow the cold wind in the middle of the night.

Chu Sui raised his eyebrows and said, "If I didn't come back, you wouldn't have gone to Zhang Xiaodie's for one night?" She has taught you how to pinch me, shouldn't you have a good relationship? ”

Zhao Xin said: "I'll pinch you? ”

He looked down at her.

Zhao Xin: "Do you know what kind of animal you look like?" ”

"Like what?" He opened the door and was the first to enter.

"Like a snake. Selfish, cold-blooded, hypocritical. She listed them one by one, "And mean, you were really mean when you were in high school, and you had to call me from the village aunt, which caused everyone in the class to look down on me." ”

Chu was a little absent-minded: "You are stupid." ”

Zhao Xin stopped talking.

Chu Sui's kung fu of hitting a rake is also very good.

"If I scold your village girl, you won't shake out that you are the daughter-in-law raised by the old man for me? In this way, you are a village girl, and my face is dull. ”

Chu Sui thinks that if Zhao Xin has a little guts, where will he be bullied like this.

"I can't say that."

Brother Gongzi, who was about to pour a glass of water to drink, stopped, turned around and glanced at her with half-squinted eyes, and his voice was extremely weak: "You can't say that it's my daughter-in-law, you can say that Chu Yu kissed you?" ”

In order to prove that Chu Yu was not bent, she couldn't even care about her innocence.

Zhao Xin was silent for a while and said, "I said that, what should Chu Yue do?" She likes you so much, if I say that, she won't accept it, she'll be sad. ”

Chu Sui didn't seem to hear it, he was pouring water, and for a while, there was only the sound of the water dispenser knocking.

Zhao Xin also felt that he shouldn't talk about another person, so he shut up with interest.

When Chu Sui went to take a bath, she was shocked to realize that the atmosphere just now was terrible.

When he came out, his face was not very good, and he didn't open his mouth to talk to her, and according to normal times, he would definitely sneer at her.

Zhao Xin's relationship with Chu Sui during this period of time made her understand him better, for example, when he said you, it may not be that there is something, but he doesn't talk about you, which is a state of ignoring you.

She and Chu Sui are now the attention of the whole school, and a little wind and grass can affect the attitude of her classmates towards herself, so it is an inevitable trend for her to coax Chu Sui to come.

She watched him lie down, probably trying to sleep.

Zhao Xin leaned over and rubbed him.

Chu Sui didn't move.

Zhao Xin didn't think he was asleep, thinking of the little white rabbit he saw on TV, his beautiful appearance couldn't even bear her as a woman, it should be able to have some effect, right?

Thinking of this, Zhao Xin didn't hesitate anymore, and parroted: "Don't treat me like this, people are afraid." ”

Chu Sui: "......"

He stretched out his foot under the covers and kicked her.

"Chu Sui, you turn around."

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

"Turn around."

Chu Sui was impatient: "You think you are a sweet Lori?" How high are you and don't have points in your heart? Do you think that Lori is one hundred or six or seven tall? Don't make a noise, rest. ”

Zhao Xin shrank in fright, whether his tone was really impatient or fake impatient, she still judged it.

During this time, only today his tone was really fierce.

Probably because he was too fierce, she felt that the place where she was kicked by him hurt a little, Zhao Xin turned on the light, only to find that it was a little purple.

…… This is the force that wants to kick her away, right?

Is it really so disgusting that she learned the little white rabbit just now?

But Zhao Xin is more sad, she is a girl, can he be so vicious?

She turned over and looked for ointment, but although Chu Sui didn't look very strong, he obviously didn't have any injuries, not even ointment.

Zhao Xin didn't find it, so he had to lie back again, and then he opened his mouth to talk to her: "What are you looking for?" ”

"Ointment, you just kicked me purple."

Chu Sui frowned, turned over, and was about to check, but was blocked by Zhao Xin, but she was a little embarrassed: "It's okay, it's not serious." ”

He had to look.

Zhao Xin simply stretched out his foot to him, look at it, look at it, how you like to look at it.

Chu Sui's eyebrows tightened even deeper, turned over and took the phone, called a substitute, and brought the medicine from the pharmacy.

Zhao Xin took advantage of his injury, and it was caused by him, so he didn't dare to throw his face at him, and said: "Can you be like me, digest it yourself when you are angry, and don't ignore people at every turn?" ”

Chu Sui said: "You don't say that I am like a snake, how can a snake treat people?" ”

Zhao Xin was speechless, and remembered a paragraph: "By the way, I saw someone say that a snake that spits out milk, what is it?" ”

She finished speaking, and then found that Chu Sui's eyes had changed.

It turns out that the contradiction between men and women will pass after a sleep.

Chu followed the ignorance of her just now, and took the initiative to sleep with her, he bit her ear and said: "Zhao Xin, happiness is to be fought for by yourself, there is no need to think about others all the time, understand?" ”

She was already asleep tired.

Chu Sui didn't bother to care about it anymore, in fact, it wasn't interesting, and he didn't think about the future with Zhao Xin.

The days of the two of them are still passing day by day.

Until one weekend, Zhao Xin came out of the examination room after the final exam, saw Chu Sui waiting for him, and the invigilator also saw it, and quipped: "You two are really inseparable, and you have to wait for the exam." ”

Chu Sui dealt with the teacher with a faint expression, but Zhao Xin felt a little strange in his heart.

They walked down the long corridor, and Zhao Xin said, "Are we in love?" ”

In fact, Zhao Xin still hopes that he can say yes, after all, she still likes him a little. Chu Sui looks good, girls are visual animals, and it is difficult to refuse him.

Chu thought about it and said bluntly: "No." ”

He looked at her sideways and told her about the family order: "My birthday is still a month." ”

"I know." She remembered his affairs much more clearly than she remembered herself.

"After this birthday, I'm going to get engaged." Chu Sui's gaze did not deviate by half a minute, and saw her from the beginning of the dazed, to half a minute later, a little overwhelmed, and gradually red eyes.

Zhao Xin responded lightly: "Oh." ”

I felt that I was too indifferent to be like this, and added, "Congratulations." ”

There was something strange in his heart, he couldn't say what it was, but in fact, this was the ending that had been decided a long time ago, Zhao Xin couldn't give him anything, she couldn't give him the future and love, it was inevitable for him to find someone else.

Chu Sui retracted his gaze: "But there is still a month, this month, you can still follow me." If you can't bear it, you can do it until you get married. ”

Zhao Xin said, "Is it Shi Yan?" ”

"Hmm." He answered.

"When you say that, I know it's her." Zhao Xin said, "I have one more exam later, and it will be five o'clock after the exam." Your lab is busy, so you don't have to wait for me, I'll just finish my meal by myself. ”

Chu Sui was just about to speak, but Zhao Xin had already run away.

He originally planned to catch up, but it didn't help, he really liked Zhao Xin who would please him like this, but he wouldn't change the ending for her.

But in the last month, he will try to follow her until he gets married.

When Chu Yu is willing to tell her who is her savior, she should be able to recover quickly.

Chu Sui finally turned his head and went directly to the laboratory.

No one noticed that Su Xiu, who was at the end of the corridor not far away, widened his eyes.

……

Zhao Xin's last subject, Introduction to Tourism.

She could feel that the situation was not very optimistic, and she remembered similar things, but somehow suddenly forgot all of them.

Zhao Xin was particularly irritable during the exam, and the last two questions were not written, so he handed in the papers and left.

She was supposed to go to dinner, but she couldn't. Finally, she sat under the big banyan tree at school and watched people play basketball.

Chu Sui noticed her at a glance with the sports committee member in the class, hurriedly stopped what he was doing, and walked over to her: "Zhao Xin, why are you here?" Chu Sui went to the restaurant just now, you can go over and find him. ”

Zhao Xin said: "I didn't see him. ”

"I'll give you a call and ask him what floor he is on in the cafeteria." The sports commissioner made a gesture to get his phone.

Zhao Xin hurriedly stopped him: "No need, I'm now... I don't really want to eat. ”

The sports committee is not only good at sports, but also careful, and knows a seven, seven, eight, eight: "Quarreled? ”

Zhao Xin was silent.

"It's normal for little couples to quarrel with each other, don't look at Chu Sui this person is a little arrogant, he doesn't have any temper with you, it's definitely good to be coquettish, don't worry." He reassured.

Zhao Xin had no choice but to nod.

In fact, she didn't control herself, and she lived with him at the beginning, her purpose was to rely on him and not let her classmates bully her. I don't know how I have to add some personal feelings into it.

Chu Sui never admitted that she was her girlfriend from beginning to end, and denied it when asked by friends several times. It's just that every time she happens to make him angry, she thinks he is angry.

Zhao Xin asked herself, she had long known that Chu Sui was not ordinary to Shi Yan.

It's just that there is still a difference between the beginning and the present, Chu Sui didn't say that Shi Yan was his girlfriend before, but now that she is his quasi-fiancΓ©e, Zhao Xin can't do anything to destroy people, Chu Sui is there, she can't live anymore.

It's best not to contact him either.

However, Chu Sui definitely knew about the engagement a long time ago, and he never told himself, which still made Zhao Xin a little angry, so she didn't want to see him now.

"You go play, I'm leaving." Zhao Xin said to the sports commissioner.

"Goodbye then."

"Hmm."

……

She went back to her bedroom.

Zhao Xin hasn't been back for many days, and she's afraid she'll have to come back now.

When the two roommates came back from dinner, they were stunned when they saw her, and then greeted her politely: "Why are you back?" ”

"Chu Sui also went back to live in school, and I want to come back to live, because the learning efficiency here is a little higher."

The roommate smiled meaningfully: "Young Master Chu Sui is afraid that he won't be able to bear it, right?" ”

Zhao Xin smiled.

She was a little worried about Su Xiu at first, the two of them had conflicts, and it was always a little weird to be in the same room, but at about seven o'clock, she hadn't seen her yet, and was told by the other two roommates that Su Xiu had also moved out.

Zhao Xin paused and said, "It's good." ”

"That, Zhao Xin, we don't have any opinion on you, don't think about it."

"No, it won't." But Zhao Xin also knows that they have no opinion on Su Xiu, to put it bluntly, they are middlemen, listening to gossip is just joining in the fun, and people are not bad.

That night, Zhao Xin changed into a new quilt cover, and then ate the snacks handed by his roommate for the first time.

The other party was a little surprised, and then smiled kindly at her.

The exam is a very tiring physical work, today is still two subjects a day, and now that the exam is over, Zhao Xin's brain can be regarded as a little relaxed, and soon she will be sleepy.

Sleeping in a daze, she heard the mobile phone ringing, Zhao Xin knew who it was, but did not answer.

The other party continues to fight.

Listening to the ringtone of her mobile phone, she could know that Chu Sui was definitely very irritable at this time.

Zhao Xin didn't hear it, but her roommate downstairs watching a movie called her: "Zhao Xin, your phone has been ringing for a while." ”

"I'm sorry." She sat up, opened the door and went to the balcony.

There were students who came back late, who drank too much and passed by noisily downstairs.

Zhao Xin waited for the group of people to leave before picking up the phone.

Chu Sui split his head and covered his face and asked, "Where are you?" ”

"At school." Zhao Xin looked at the sky covered with stars, "I went back to the dormitory after the exam, I wanted to tidy up my things, but I didn't expect to fall asleep." ”

Of course, Chu Sui didn't believe it, but he didn't break it, he had to give her time to digest it.

"Aren't you supposed to be in school today?"

"The bed in the dormitory, suddenly I couldn't get used to sleeping, so I went home."

Zhao Xin felt that the word "go home" was a little harsh, which made her feel as if she had stolen something from others.

She didn't know how to answer, so she simply pretended not to hear it, and Chu Sui said again: "Why didn't you have dinner today?" ”

"Eat." Zhao Xin didn't want to tell the truth, "I shared snacks with my roommate in the dormitory." I ate a little too much and didn't eat. The other two people in our dorm room were still very nice. ”

Zhao Xin saw the two shadows in the door, so he added such a sentence.

Then she paused, and found that she seemed to be sleeking out as well.

Chu Sui was originally worried about why she suddenly came, but now that she knows, she didn't ask much: "Then I'll hang up first, and in the next few days, you probably won't be able to see me." ”

In the next week, Chu Sui was going to take his new work to participate in the Internet Plus Student Competition, and he went back today to make love to her, so as not to starve for so long.

Zhao Xin responded vaguely, and after entering the dormitory, he found that his roommates had a good face and beckoned her to watch TV together.

"No, I'm really sleepy, let's watch it together tomorrow."

It stands to reason that Zhao Xin should know more news than everyone else, but only she doesn't know about Chu going to the game, and the other two roommates know.

So Zhao Xin stayed in the dormitory, and no one felt anything. On the contrary, Zhao Xin said good things about them today, which made them feel that Zhao Xin was good.

The next day, when they bought breakfast, they also took one for Zhao Xin.

Zhao Xin was very grateful and invited them to watch a movie in the evening.

Chatting with Zhang Xiaodie by chance, she smiled and said that she was willing to invite everyone to dinner, give gifts, and take other people's soft hands, and the relationship would naturally get better.

Zhao Xin was thoughtful.

Chu Sui gave her a lot of money during this time, plus the end of the final exam, the school began to have a holiday, so she invited her classmates to have a meal.

Everyone has nothing to express, so they have to wish her and Chu Sui a hundred years of happiness.

Zhao Xin pondered these words in his heart, and only felt a little funny.

The classmates thought that she was very good with Chu Sui, and only she knew what was going on.

really responded to that sentence, cold and warm self-knowing.

……