There is nothing easy for people to live in this world. Li Huinan said that the work was okay, but she needed too much care at her age, and women were generally very anxious to get married when they reached twenty-four or five, and children should go to elementary school at this age in their hometown. Fortunately, Li Huinan's father was not in a hurry to marry her off, although it was usually said that it was sold, in fact, it means that he could not really sell it if he was free in modern marriage. The candidate for the son-in-law is also picked, the age must be appropriate, the family background should not be too bad, at least a little better than his own family, the boy has more or less a career, and the parents cannot be a fool. The relationship can't be too complicated, it's best for people to be a little honest and trustworthy, and they are a material to live by, and ordinary people are good in terms of height, weight, and appearance. Li Huinan remembered that two years ago, there was a daughter of a family in the village, free love married a poor man, the man's father died in a car accident before marriage, there was a brother and a mother left in the family, the mother was a good thing, and she had not been in contact with it before, this life was terrible, saying that the daughter-in-law was lazy every day, and she didn't know how to honor the elderly, cook a meal or something, her mouth was very broken, and she said a lot of bad things, some people said that it was because she had gone away and was mentally abnormal. Later, he ran away with others and never came back. As for my younger brother, he is mentally ill again, and he has no money at home, so he can only close the door and let the house not go out. These men didn't say it to the woman, the woman felt that she could bear it for love, and she couldn't help but prepare to run back to her mother's house, where did she think that the man chased after her was a burst of punches and kicks, and was going to divorce, which didn't make the mother's heart soft, looking at the two-year-old child, how could she not want him to suffer, plus the traditional concept of trouble, and other people's various lobbying, and went back, the two got better for a while, and something happened again, and the man began to have nothing to do again, until one day he cut off the woman's head, the blood was first-class, and all the feelings before were over, Completely collapsed, the divorced man disagreed, saying, unless I die. The woman didn't dare to force him too much, especially when she later learned that the man was mentally ill, but he was better than his brother, but across a mental illness, normal people didn't dare to do anything, he killed you and he was fine, and if you killed him, you would be fine. As the law stipulates, special care is given to the mentally ill.

Thinking that this kind of thing happened to her, Li Huinan, who is also a woman, was scared and frightened, she was afraid that she would be a person before marriage and no one would be a ghost after marriage. There are many different things before and after marriage, love in every way before marriage, punch and kick after marriage, kick out people's lives, and miscarriages. Some are still because the woman can't give birth to a boy, all kinds of difficulties, your in-laws will fix you, you can't help it, after all, it's the man's territory, you say no, don't say it, you can only swallow the grievances yourself. Dare to say it again? My mother's family replied to you, you shouldn't have it in the first place, you have to go, it's okay now. As soon as a woman gets married, the man's family is an outsider, and his own family is a guest, and all kinds of grievances can only be broken and swallowed in the stomach and rotten to death, which is easy to explain why the woman suffers from gains and losses after marriage, especially in the pregnancy and lactation stage, which is unreasonable, irritable, and depressed. In recent years, there have been many suicides of pregnant women, just because they don't care enough and don't have a sense of security.

Li Huinan looked at the desolation behind women, she was afraid, looking forward to love, and wanted to stay away from them, contradictory and painful. What scared her the most was that she was like a neighbor's daughter-in-law, the young couple were in the same school from elementary school to college, it stands to reason that the two should be super sweet after marriage, but the woman did not get pregnant for three years after marriage, which began to make trouble, the man disliked, the man's parents disliked, all kinds of difficulties, the hen who said not to lay eggs in front of her face, it is better to be alive than dead. The family teamed up to kick the woman out of the door, and within a month, she married another one. At that time, the two of them got married Li Huinan was really envious, a fairy couple, childhood sweethearts, two little guesses, the relationship is so good, just because of a child, the woman's reputation stinks, and everyone knows that there is an old hen that does not lay eggs has been divorced, and no one wants it. Although this is very rare, it is a big shadow in Li Huinan's heart, and it is a terrifying existence.

Her mother has been beaten and scolded since she can remember, and so are others, she can't believe that there really is a single-minded and unchanging love in this world, she always believes that people will change, but she longs to have, maybe, maybe she can meet it.

Looking at Yang Fan again, she feels that in fact, two people are still two worlds, economic disparity, cultural differences, many are different, she doesn't believe what rich people say, she just thinks Yang Fan is a good person, a good person, and nothing else. The care of her temporary boyfriend makes her like it, satisfied, as if it's good to be like this all the time. In a room, you sleep with yours, I sleep with mine, usually say hello, pass the time when you are bored, go shopping and watch movies together, it's good, no other. Li Huinan feels that what he should lack is not a lover but companionship, a robot that appears at any time when he is helpless and sad, can comfort himself, has no idea about himself, what he says, that person will listen quietly, and occasionally tell himself jokes, in fact, this will be until he dies, if he keeps doing this, he is really satisfied.

After decorating the living room, go back to their own room. Li Huinan is a cranky person, sometimes he will sleep until dawn when his eyes are closed, and sometimes he will not be able to sleep all night and continue to work the next day without any problem. Tonight, her mind began to get sick, there was no reason, she was thinking too much, there were not many people to talk to, staring at the phone messages for a long time, there was nothing to say, people who wanted to chat. Habitually open the sticky notes, start to write some words, or write about yourself, or write about others, every sentence is emotional enough, every sentence is heartfelt, every sentence pierces the heart, and every sentence is insensitive, as if writing for the sake of writing, writing stopped for about an hour, and unconsciously wrote about 2,000 words.

The details are as follows:

(1) I married into your family at the age of 16, and I still remember my father crying next to me, and my mother smiling and talking to others, I didn't feel anything, I only knew that I was here for your family. At that time, your grandfather was in his 50s, and he was not in good health, and he passed away within two years. All the people in that compound felt distorted and hypocritical. Even though I knew he was like this, I didn't leave, because I didn't know where to go, where my home was. At that time, I was married, and I took root there. How can there be any happiness for the children of poor families, if they marry into a big family, they can still have enough to eat, and if they marry the same as themselves, aren't they all a lifetime of hard work? I don't know what love is, I don't know what the so-called ideal is, what the pursuit is, I just know that I can eat enough and be treated like a human being, which is very satisfying, after all, women at that time really had a very low status. In front of me, there were several older sisters, my father gave them all away, and my mother never said anything. She just wanted to get another boy for herself, I knew my father loved me very much, but that love was only for a moment after all. The saddest time I've ever seen him was the day I got married, and that day he got drunk and said something, and then he didn't say anything. I never blamed my father, at least he loved me, he gave birth to me, and I don't blame my mother, she gave birth to me. In this world, I don't have love or hate, just just be ordinary and just live a good life.

(2) Guo Xiaoya met Chen Jiahui in middle school, the two became best friends, and they were admitted to the same university together, fortunately they were in the same dormitory, and the relationship was better, with bunk beds, and the two often slept in the same bunk.

Sophomore year? Guo Xiaoya met Jiang Liang, the two were good at that time, Jiang Liang was very sunny and handsome, and he sang very well, Chen Jiahui was very fascinated, and he didn't know how the two did it, Jiang Liang and Chen Jiahui were together again, but he hadn't broken up with Guo Xiaoya yet. It didn't take long for the two boats to come to light.

"For more than a year, you and I have slept in the open room, are you and her too?"

"I don't know what you're talking about?"

"I saw you walk in until the next day."

"What nonsense!"

"Do you want to check the surveillance, my best friend and my boyfriend got together, what am I?"

Guo Xiaoya finally broke up with Jiang Liang, Chen Jiahui was full of apologies to Guo Xiaoya, but it was impossible for the two to go back to the past, Guo Xiaoya applied to other dormitories, and everyone graduated after three months, at this time Jiang Liang proposed to Chen Jiahui to break up, but at this time Chen Jiahui was pregnant, but she didn't know that Jiang Liang ruthlessly said goodbye, the sea of people was vast, there was nowhere to look, what could I do if I found it, if I didn't want it, I didn't want it, it was an abandoned woman, I disliked it, Chen Jiahui was lonely and helpless, In her painful days, she found that she always missed the past so much, how happy she was to miss Guo Xiaoya, she really didn't want to lose her, no one was better to her than her. Chen Jiahui's parents divorced when she was very young, her father and stepmother had a child, they didn't care about her at all, and the money for college was also her own work-study, Chen Huijia regretted that she shouldn't have been so impulsive before, and was blinded by her eyes, but she didn't dare, she didn't have the courage. Time passed again and again, when it was time to find a job, she found out that she was pregnant, Chen Jiahui was entangled in whether to kill the child, saving herself the same misfortune as herself, but she didn't dare to tell her family, no one took care of her when she went to the hospital, and if the abortion needed to be signed by the family, what should she do, she was very scared. Fear made her call Guo Xiaoya, she was nervous, and she didn't know if she had changed her number, and whether she would ignore herself.

"Hey ......"

“……”

"If you don't speak, I'll hang up."

"Alas, wait."

Guo Xiaoya heard that it was Chen Jiahui's voice, she had a bad premonition, she must have encountered difficulties, Guo Xiaoya actually missed Chen Jiahui very much, after all, she and Chen Jiahui have been inseparable for many years, there is really no need to make trouble for a man, let alone a scumbag. "Are you alone now?"

Chen Jiahui cried on the other end of the phone, and Guo Xiaoya stopped talking.

"Xiaoya, I ......"

"It's okay, it's going to be fine."

"I'm pregnant."

Guo Xiaoya was taken aback, she was only eighteen years old, it was quite scary to have a child at the age of eighteen.

Guo Xiaoya went to Chen Jiahui's residence, a very small house, a little damp, and the house was messy, and then Chen Jiahui was a lot haggard, the whole person gave people a half-dead state, the low ponytail is still what Chen Jiahui hates the most, the house is full of instant noodles, you can imagine how unhappy Chen Jiahui has been during this time, breaking up is indeed a painful thing, I have experienced it, but fortunately, it is not so miserable.

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay, how are you lately?"

"I, I'm not qualified to say such a thing."

"It's all gone."

"Kid, I don't know what to do."

"If you want to stay, then stay, we will take care of it together, if you don't want to, I will accompany you, don't put too much pressure on yourself."

"Xiaoya, I'm afraid, I'm so scared, I'm sorry for you, this is retribution." Guo Xiaoya gently stroked Chen Jiahui's head, "Don't be afraid, I'm here." ”

Chen Jiahui finally chose to go to the hospital, she is still young, she is not capable, the child is still a scumbag, and she will not be happy if she stays.

The operation went smoothly, only a few minutes, and there was no pain.

"Are you okay? I bought some of your favorite buns. ”

"I'm hungry indeed."

The two got back together, and it was also a very happy story.