Chapter 63: Self-Knowledge
At three o'clock in the morning, the sun shone through the curtains and directly into the room, hitting the faces of the men in the room.
Chu Sui tilted his head in repulsion and opened his eyes.
Splitting headaches.
Chu Sui rolled over and got out of bed and went into the bathroom.
Soon he heard a knock at the door, and he paused and walked over to open the door.
The Internet celebrity face outside the door saw his appearance, was stunned for a few seconds, and then glanced at it from top to bottom.
At the top is a face that is not a mother and will not be overdone, and the figure without clothes is much better than what I saw in the bar last night. plus a tattoo, the appearance of a ruffian and Sven, can't help but make people blush.
Chu Sui said lightly: "Something? ”
The Internet celebrity's face came back to his senses, and his face was flushed: "You were quite drunk last night, so I came to see you, and then asked by the way, do you want to have breakfast." ”
He frowned, he almost forgot the specific things last night, only remembered that it seemed to be a conflict with Zhao Xin, Chu Sui paused for a while, and said, "In the wine I drank last night, I was stimulated." ”
Not necessarily, but in short, it stimulates the nerves.
"No wonder." The Internet celebrity face suddenly realized, "No wonder you went on stage to dance a striptease." ”
Chu Sui: "......"
"Hurry up and prepare, you're going to the arena later, you're one of the backbones, it's up to you whether we can fill up the competition points."
Chu Sui himself also attaches great importance to the competition, so he didn't have time to think about it, and he had to finish today's preliminary round first, so he quickly got ready.
Zhao Xin saw him the first moment he came in from the backcourt.
He also saw himself, but he didn't come up, probably yesterday's incident also embarrassed him.
Zhao Xin smiled and quickly looked away.
Then she saw Chu Sui and Wang Zhuo come together, the two didn't know what to say, the latter quickly walked to her side, and said, "He told me to apologize." ”
Zhao Xin calmly: "Hmm." ”
"He's got something added to his wine." Wang Zhuo said, "I said, how could he be like that." ”
Zhao Xin said, "Yes. ”
Wang Zhuo looked at her seriously for a long time: "Are you still angry about yesterday's incident?" ”
"Nope."
He was even more confused.
Zhao Xin knew what he was wondering about: why was she so unconcerned about talking about Chu Sui?
How can two people who have had a period of time be keen on anything about each other? Although it is put down and passed, no matter how breezy it is on the surface, once the other party is mentioned, it will still be sad in my heart.
Wang Zhuo didn't ask much, he and she were not from the same school, and there were still many things to deal with, so he quickly walked away.
Zhao Xin didn't stay long, and walked away when Chu was in the game.
Before leaving, she seemed to hear his teammates shouting, "Come on!" ”
Zhao Xin somehow remembered that when he was competing in China, he once always wanted to bring himself along, but she refused. She thought that if she had followed him at that time, she would probably have shouted such a word of cheer.
Excited, proud cheers.
But now it's absolutely impossible.
She can politely say "come on" now, but she can't be as impulsive as she was when she liked him.
At the same time, Chu was not the fastest when he finished the race, and there were several Chinese players in the same race who were faster than him. But overall, the results are good.
He subconsciously glanced down the stage, as empty as ever.
Chu Sui shrugged indifferently and walked in the direction where his teammates were, a few people talked and laughed, and when the morning session was over, they soon left together.
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Originally, Chu followed Zhao Xin, and before the finals, there would be no more contact.
But Wang Zhuo had to take Chu Sui to eat together, probably to solve the misunderstanding between the two of them that day.
Zhao Xin didn't know that Chu was there in advance, so she asked Wang Zhuo to bring her friends to the place where she lived, how to say that eating at home could also save Wang Zhuo a sum of money, it didn't matter if it was more or less, it was mainly authentic Chinese food.
She waited for the two of them when she was almost finished cooking, and the moment Chu Sui came in, Zhao Xin's smile shallow down.
Chu Sui glanced at her casually.
Wang Zhuo said: "Zhao Xin, I just think that you may be a little uncomfortable in your heart, Chu Sui really has no ill will towards you." He doesn't know, but I brought him to you. ”
Zhao Xin didn't speak.
Chu Sui is not light, not serious, sorry.
Zhao Xin was silent for a while before walking to the dining table.
Chu Sui left them a private space and said, "I'll go to the bathroom." ”
The house rented by Zhao Xin has a private bathroom, and the bathroom is still very new and clean.
Chu Sui glanced at her shelf and saw a bottle of used men's perfume.
Of course, this could not be used by Wang Zhuo, and it only took Chu Sui a second to find out who the owner of the perfume was.
- Chu Yu.
Chu Yu was sick, probably to cover up the smell of medicine on his body.
Chu Sui thought absentmindedly, Wang Zhuo, that straight man, probably never thought that Zhao Xin would have other men's supplies here.
Then Chu Sui smiled, he had time to pity others, but it was better to pity himself. He is not necessarily much better than Wang Zhuo, he doesn't even know where she is for so long, and she specially got a mobile phone number in the Hidden Country in order to fulfill her lie in the Hidden Country.
Of course, it was also Chu Yu who knew much more than him.
And he was lying on the hospital bed, still waiting for her call, he said that he was so miserable, and it turned out that she didn't know anything and lived her chic life outside.
It's not that he can't accept this result, it's just that she doesn't reply and hangs herself, and she doesn't make her clear, so that on the day the old man died, he was still thinking about them, if it wasn't for Zhao Xin telling Chu Mei that she had a boyfriend, then he felt that she would be reconciled with him when she came back.
So in fact, before that, she didn't pay attention to herself, and she didn't reply to her messages, and he hadn't been very angry. Until then, although I was angry, there was still a lot of waiting period.
If Zhao Xin had made it clear a long time ago, he would not have had such a misunderstanding, and he would not have waited for her year after year with hope.
Chu Sui stayed inside for more than ten minutes before walking out, and he didn't know what he said, Zhao Xin's face finally got better, but he still didn't talk to him in the end.
He didn't care, anyway, he came today, just to give Wang Zhuo face, originally he didn't plan to see her again, it was best to be a stranger, otherwise he didn't dare to guarantee that he would stab her to death with a knife.
Chu Sui felt that it was not worth it to owe her life.
So in order not to disturb his life, it is necessary for him to stay away from her.
Men are good at this point, reality, no matter how hard they can't get over, after a long time, it will pass.
But Zhao Xin's white lotus can't be washed in vain with him.
If it's not White Lotus, it will never talk to other men while not telling him for two years, until the end of the break.
Chu Sui thought casually and did it opposite Zhao Xin.
A small table, because of his sudden addition, the whole atmosphere suddenly became a lot more depressed.
Especially when Chu Sui touched her under the table, she instantly felt her scalp tingle.
And Chu Sui looked around for a while, and found that there were a lot of things in the room that Chu Yu would use, such as those pill boxes on the cupboard, and slippers that didn't fit Wang Zhuo's feet - this was definitely impossible to buy for Wang Zhuo, it didn't fit at all.
Wang Zhuo was deceived by Zhao Xin.
As for why Zhao Xin found Wang Zhuo, to a large extent, it may be that he can get enough money to go to school, and Wang Zhuo's family is not bad, the reason why he went to work is probably because he gave his money to Zhao Xin, resulting in his own insufficiency.
And Chu Yu, I just heard that she and Zhang Xiaodie were going to get engaged, she lost a backer, how good it would be to find another one.
And in the first year, in order to be with Chu Yu, she didn't take care of herself. Later, Chu Yu left halfway, and in order to show a little backbone, it was naturally no longer convenient for her to find herself.
Chu Sui tugged at the corners of his mouth and glanced at Zhao Xin meaningfully.
This glance made Zhao Xin's throat tight, and she didn't know why, she suddenly felt uncomfortable.
Wang Zhuo hadn't found out yet, but just sighed: "Only when you go abroad can you find out how good it is to live with your own people." ”
So he pays attention to harmony, people in a country should get along well, right?
Chu Sui's smile became more and more obvious, cold.
Wang Zhuo is really too simple, obviously some people are treating him as a wronged leader.
Zhao Xin was more and more nervous by him, and finally knocked over the water glass in front of him.
"Why was it so careless?" Wang Zhuo hurriedly leaned over to look.
"It's fine." Zhao Xin took out a few tissues and wiped them.
Wang Zhuo smiled embarrassedly at Chu Sui, then remembered something, and said, "Zhao Xin, my mother urged me to find a partner, and I told her about you." ”
He added, "At the end of this year, let's go back together, shall we?" You come with me to meet my mother, she really wants to see you. Don't be afraid, my mom is fine, and she will definitely be good to you. ”
Zhao Xin's face turned slightly pale, and he reluctantly said yes.
She is actually somewhat repulsed, not because she is unwilling, but because she still has some things that she hasn't let go, and if she has some words, she hasn't asked Chu Yu clearly. Seeing parents is a very serious matter, and before she figured it out, she was actually a little irresponsible to Wang Zhuo.
But Wang Zhuo didn't ask her for anything, and she couldn't say a lot of refusals.
"Don't be nervous, why is your face so white." Wang Zhuo felt funny and pinched her nose.
Chu Sui wanted to laugh a little, but his expression was a little sarcastic.
Zhao Xin looked at it, and suddenly understood what he meant, but she didn't seem to be able to deny anything, at the beginning she was with Wang Zhuo, the purpose was indeed not pure, she just wanted to find a partner for herself, so every time Wang Zhuo had some tight movements, she would avoid it.
At this moment, she was stuck in her throat, and this feeling was really terrible.
So she quickly hid in the kitchen while they were drinking.
The two men outside were at ease.
Then she heard the sound of someone standing up, Zhao Xin couldn't tell who it was for a while, and then soon someone came to the kitchen, and what she saw was Chu Sui's face.
He leaned against the door, looking at her with a cold smile and no emotion.
Zhao Xin didn't admit defeat very much, although he felt a sense of oppression, he still stared at him calmly.
"I'm not as bottomless as you think." Zhao Xin said, "Believe it or not, I didn't think about taking advantage of him. ”
Chu Sui said casually: "Before you say this, maybe you should take a look at what you have at home." ”
He pointed to the cupboard: "This is Chu Yu's." ”
He pointed to other places again: "That is also Chu Yu's." ”
"There are also bottles and cans that I saw in the bathroom, and there are a lot of Chu Yu. Even the shoes on Wang Zhuo's feet are Chu Yu's, right? ”
Chu then concluded: "What is this called your home?" Is it still your and Chu Yu's home? Does Wang Zhuo know this, have you confessed to him? Do you dare, do you dare to tell him, Wang Zhuo, although you are my boyfriend, my family is full of other men's things? ”
Chu Sui's successive questions made her speechless.
Whether she dared or not, Zhao Xin really didn't confess, and then she remembered that a few days ago, when Chu Yu came here, he came to his room, and he didn't stop him in the end.
Zhao Xin just had no reason and was reluctant to stop Chu Yu.
Chu Sui said lightly: "Wang Zhuo, although he is honest and good, he is not the object of your thoughts. You don't think it's enough to get him hooked, do you? Why the are you calling you back? Do you think I really like you? Zhao Xin, I have been in the Chu family for so many years, and you have not experienced Chu Yang's regret before marriage.
So for the sake of the Chu family's reputation, don't think about doing something that will reach the sky in one step. ”
The relationship between Zhao Xin and the Chu family must be picked up seriously, and it can always be picked up.
She didn't want to have any contact with the Chu family, and Chu Sui didn't want the Chu family to have a bad reputation because of her.
Zhao Xin's eyes flashed slightly.
When this kind of argument is made, it's really easy to make people's hearts beat fast.
She was not a person who quarreled a lot, so naturally she couldn't say anything to defend at this time, so she only said calmly: "I am indeed waiting for Chu Yu." ”
Chu Sui paused and stopped moving.
"Something happened between us, but he didn't tell me what his plans were, so I haven't quite made a decision yet." Zhao Xin said dryly, "I'm a little sorry for Wang Zhuo." ”
Chu Sui looked at her coldly.
"I should probably like Chu Yu a little." Zhao Xin was a little helpless, admitting this somewhat ridiculous fact.
Although Chu Yu came and went suddenly that day, she felt as if something was wrong, and she was always hoping for something.
Chu Sui smiled and said, "Oh, you like Chu Yu." ”
But it's not surprising that before she left two years ago, didn't she also say that she was with Chu Yu.
If it weren't for the fact that she was flying with Chu Yu, she wouldn't have ruthlessly refused to give him any response in his situation.
Zhao Xin's insecurity completely exploded at this moment, in fact, she also wanted to know a result of Chu Yu, and sometimes, she thought that her mood would also deteriorate.
Zhao Xin shed tears, Chu Sui leaned against the door, and the two of them were speechless for a long time.
Then Chu Sui said: "Since you admit that you like Chu Yu, you can't be with Wang Zhuo." What do you think he is, a safe haven? I won't put up with it, my friend is stupidly kind to a woman who doesn't have him in his heart. ”
Especially Chu Sui, who still wants to get him into the company to do things, but he doesn't want Wang Zhuo to be hit by emotional injuries in the end and lose the heart of work.
Zhao Xin took a deep breath and didn't say anything, just hung his head and passed by him.
The moment Wang Zhuo came out, she closed the door.
"Zhao Xin, what's wrong with you?" He came out of the bathroom and was nervous when he heard the noise.
In his eyes, she was like a porcelain doll, and Wang Zhuo didn't want her to be hurt in any way.
He looked at Chu Sui with some complexity: "Are you ......?"
Chu Sui said lightly: "It's her own problem." ”
Wang Zhuo stopped talking, but knocked on Zhao Xin's door very worriedly, and it took a while to open the door, and said with a smile that it was okay.
Then Wang Zhuo took the initiative to hug her, she dodged a little, but in the end she did not refuse.
During the whole process, Zhao Xin didn't raise his head halfway, and seemed to be very scared to look at Chu Sui.
The man said indifferently: "You probably have something to deal with, I'll go first." ”
Chu Sui walked out of this small two-bedroom apartment.
With the flickering light of the corridor, his whole body seemed to be cold, and his face was so cold that there was no expression.
When he got out of the elevator, a drunk bumped into him, and he was going to curse a few words, but the moment he finally looked up, he couldn't help but be silent and walked away.
During the whole process, Chu Sui only glanced at the other party.
He soon returned to the hotel, and the Internet celebrity's face lit up when he saw him, and he hurriedly walked up and gave him the things he bought today: "Chu Sui, you should smile more, it's a pity not to smile if you look so good." So I'm sending you some candy and I hope you can sweeten it. ”
Chu Sui stared at the cute candy in his hand, looked at it for a long time, and finally raised the corners of his mouth and gave her a sincere smile.
In the past, his smile was cold and unsightly, or detached and polite, like now, almost never before.
It seems that the spring breeze warms up, and everything recovers, giving people a feeling like a spring breeze.
The Internet celebrity's face was stunned.
Chu Sui took a serious look at her for the first time in history, except for the facial features that are exactly the same as many Internet celebrities, in fact, her whole person still gives people a positive feeling.
How to say, it's sunny.
Compared with Zhao Xin's lifeless appearance of drooping the corners of his mouth at every turn, not saying anything, and not caring about anything, it is actually much more pleasing to the eye.
"Thank you." When Chu Sui returned to the room, he said seriously.
The Internet celebrity's face was a little shy, she covered her face for a while, and heard the person next to her quip: "Ru Jun, Chu Sui's eyes were almost full of you at that glance just now." ”
The Internet celebrity's face was a little happy, but she frowned sadly, she didn't think she had that kind of charm.
After all, Chu Sui's ex-girlfriend is the famous beauty Shi Yan.
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