After eating, Yang Fan proposed to sing.

"I haven't heard you sing yet, I don't know if it's good or not?" Yang Fan smiled.

Li Huinan shook his head and said, "That's quite ugly, are you sure you want to listen to it?"

Yang Fan pretended not to believe it, "Old friends, I've known each other for so long, what are you afraid of?" ”

"Oh, yes, how long have we known each other? I haven't even counted. ”

"It's been six years."

"It's been six years, it's been a long time, you remember, it's pretty good."

"You're stupid, don't you have time as friends."

"Hey, I've praised you for nothing."

"You're not yourself, you're worse than me." The two entered the private room, and there were some snacks and drinks on the table, which were not opened.

"Take what you eat, don't want money."

"You rent this shop for a lot of money, right?"

"It's not rented, this is my shop, but it's going to be rented out in a few days. I don't want to do it anymore, my mother has been looking for a partner to start a family in the past few years, I'm really scared, I don't have that mind now. ”

After listening to him, Li Huinan was a little lost, or the gap between the rich and the poor was too big, "So what do you do later?" ”

"I want to travel by car for a while and come back."

"That's good, like I've been working part-time and don't have time to have fun, so I envy you."

"It's okay, you can resign, I'll play with you."

"That's not good, I don't have that much money."

"Eat and live with me, and you will accompany me around."

"Well, it's not good."

"It's okay, my family is quite rich, not inferior to you."

After saying this, Li Huinan felt teased. "You won't take me for ......"

Before Li Huinan finished speaking, Yang Fan came directly: "Girlfriend?"

"No kidding."

"Actually, it's okay, use you as a cover, and my mother won't keep forcing me to look for it, killing two birds with one stone."

"Do you really think so?"

Yang Fan smiled evilly: "Otherwise, what do you think?" The voice was extremely ambiguous, which made Li Huinan tremble. The man continued, "You might as well think about it."

"You're a little too sudden, I don't even know how to answer."

"It's okay, I still have to leave in a few days, you have to come and tell me, if you don't come, it's okay."

"Okay, I'll think about it, and I'll give you the news later." Li Huinan coped casually.

"What songs do you sing?"

"In addition to old songs, they are more popular ancient songs."

"I think there's a good song "Red Zhao Wish", it's been very popular recently, you should be able to, right?"

"I will, will you?"

"I sure will."

"Or together."

"Okay." Saying that, Yang Fan handed the microphone to Li Huinan, and the two sang.

Carved flowers in the hands

The blade twists and turns into a painting

Famous merit tower

It's a house somewhere by the bridge

The spring breeze bypasses the red veil at the ends of the hair

Embroidery was given to him

The eyebrows are strong and the eyebrows are intended to be used as a dowry

White hair on the pillow of vigorous quicksand

Wine in a glass gesture

Young and elegant, freshly dressed and angry horses

It's just for a moment

It is inevitable to miss the eaves of childhood

Unpredictable change

Separated by mountains and seas

Turn around and calmly sencha

One grows

Resend a piece of the past

Exile all hopes

But there was some absurdity

I remember what you look like

A body of cream

Who lifts the pen only two lines

In another corner you are well

and sold this vicissitudes

You're still on my heart

Carved flowers in the hands

The blade twists and turns into a painting

Famous merit tower

It's a house somewhere by the bridge

The spring breeze bypasses the red veil at the ends of the hair

Embroidery was given to him

The eyebrows are strong and the eyebrows are intended to be used as a dowry

White hair on the pillow of vigorous quicksand

Wine in a glass gesture

Young and elegant, freshly dressed and angry horses

It's just for a moment

It is inevitable to miss the eaves of childhood

Unpredictable change

Separated by mountains and seas

Turn around and calmly sencha

One grows

Resend a piece of the past

Exile all hopes

But there was some absurdity

I remember what you look like

A body of cream

Who lifts the pen only two lines

In another corner you are well

and sold this vicissitudes

You're still on my heart

One grows

Resend a piece of the past

Exile all hopes

But there was some absurdity

I remember what you look like

A body of cream

Who lifts the pen only two lines

In another corner you are well

and sold this vicissitudes

You're still on my heart

"You sing very well, what's not good about it."

"It's just that this song is more familiar and often sung."

"If you want to drink something, it's on the table, you're welcome."

Li Huinan looked at it and didn't like it very much. "I'm not thirsty yet."

"What other songs do you like, I'll help you order."

"You sing, I love to hear you sing."

"What, don't like it?"

"No, I don't know much, I can learn a little bit from listening to you sing."

"Okay then, I'll see what's trending lately." As he spoke, Yang Fan began to search for songs. Li Huinan leaned lazily on the sofa, soft and comfortable.

This time passed for more than three hours.

"Are you sleepy?"

"A little."

"Why don't you sleep here, and I'll send you back tomorrow."

"That's embarrassing, it's still not possible." Li Huinan got up and prepared to leave.

"Then I'll send it to you."

"I'm in trouble."

"You're polite to me, we've known each other for so many years."

"I'm still curious, you are relatively rich and good-looking, how can you remember me."

"I don't understand what you say, but other people are not impressed by the truth, many people add me to get a partner, I don't like it very much. You're different, you don't have anything to do with me but singing, and you feel comfortable. Looking at your personal dynamics, I think you're a little melancholy. ”

"Really? Possibly. ”

"You cried that day, and I was still quite distressed."

"Thank you, good friend."

"Would you like to bring something to eat?"

"No, I'm not a big snacking."

The two went downstairs and happened to run into Yang Fan's mother. "Mom."

"It's ......"

Li Huinan looked at the old man in front of him, with a little gray hair, wrinkles on his face, not tall, slightly fat, smiling and looking like a person who was very easy to contact. "Hello Auntie, I'm a friend of Yang Fan."

"Friend, it's beautiful."

"Auntie is also very good-looking."

"Aunties are old, not as good as you young people."

"Then I'll go, Auntie."

"Remember to come to play often, our Yang Fan has no other hobbies except singing every day, you go back and persuade him to go outside more."

"Well, got it, Auntie."

"Go, Yang Fan will send the girl."

"Got it."

When he walked out of the bar, Li Huinan realized that it was raining outside, and he didn't bring an umbrella.

"Where do you live?"

Because she didn't bring an umbrella, she had to sign up for the dormitory. During the trip, the two chatted about the past, from acquaintance to meeting, no one expected that it would be so fast for six years, and they felt that time was flying.

"Okay, I'm here, I'm really bothering you today."

"How can there be trouble between friends, what I'm talking about is something, you should think about it."

"Got it, go back quickly." What to consider, think of a ghost.

However, the picture of Li Huinan and Yang Fan waving happened to be seen by his roommate and filmed. Everyone is talking about whether Li Huinan is looking for a boyfriend, and a new round of gossip has started in the dormitory. If nothing else, when Li Huinan returns to the dormitory, they will definitely ask if it is her boyfriend and how they met... If Li Huinan said no, they would definitely say that they didn't believe it, and then took out photos and began to torture to extract confessions, so in the end Li Huinan chose to remain silent, Li Huinan knew that this kind of thing could not be explained, and the more she explained, the more unclear she became. Everyone lost their curiosity, so they returned to normal, no matter what they said, she didn't participate or speak, and it didn't take long for no one to mention this matter, and the big guys all went to watch TV series and variety shows again.

Li Huinan, who was lying on the bed, thought about the daytime, felt that she was quite bold, asked netizens, and went directly to someone's house, the other party was a man, why did she trust her so much, and if something happened, she didn't want to think about it. In fact, what if she thinks about it, she has long been numb to the world, except for her mother, she has not met other people who love her, lonely, indifferent, desolate, she always says this about herself, like a dandelion, the wind blows and goes there, fluttering, no fixed place, no protection, she envy, very envious of the girls around her, good family background, many friends, good mentality. She longs and tries hard to change her inferiority, every effort fails, she always can't take the first step, her heart is too fragile, and she has to pretend to be positive and healthy.

At night, I think back to my childhood, tears flow uncontrollably, wet pillows, too bitter, I have been longing for love, longing for attention, she can't forget, it was a deep sting buried in her heart, it was difficult to pull out, all bad things happened in that period, being bullied, ridiculed, disrespectful, I can't forget the heartache of being bullied by classmates, I don't understand the gratuitous abuse of others, unprovoked provocations, dark childhood, nightmare childhood, hellish childhood, can't get out.