Ever since the old homeless man died, I have been ostracized under the bridge, and when I picked up the rags, my peers made trouble, and everyone knew that I was a white-eyed wolf with no conscience. Back then, the homeless old wine bottle raised me with compassion, and now that the old man is dead, this kid doesn't even let go of a flat fart.

One day I returned to the bridge and found myself robbed of my place by three homeless men who were roasting a stray dog that had been stolen from nowhere, and the ground was covered in blood. I was about to pass over, and their eyes were cold and cruel, and they were all playing with knives in their hands, and I knew that I couldn't stay under the bridge.

I left the bridge and walked aimlessly down the street. I don't know how long I'll be trapped in this world, maybe I'll leave when I'm dead.

I came to the river, looked at the black water that was rolling and flowing, and my heart slowly became firm. I didn't think of this method for a long time, and if I commit suicide, I will naturally leave this world.

I stood by the river, a little hesitant in my heart, after all, it was death, and the process was painful. I was determined to jump, when I heard someone shouting, "Classmate." ”

I stopped, looked back, and there was a beautiful girl standing behind me, delicate, with cute bangs, and her eyes blinking at me.

For some reason, I saw that she was very familiar, and I felt an inexplicable sense of closeness.

Suddenly I remembered who she was.

When I caught the dog demon, I met a rich man named Zhao Lao'er, and his only daughter was bewitched by the dog demon at that time, and I rescued her. Later, my only daughter gave me a token, a black crescent-shaped stone, which I wore around my neck at the time, and then I forgot about it.

Now seeing the girl in front of me, that memory germinates again in my heart.

I was about to speak, and when I remembered that I couldn't speak, I immediately silenced me.

The girl came over and whispered, "Classmate, you come down first, is there something you can't think about, can you talk to me?" ”

She thought I was going to kill myself. Actually, yes, I really want to kill myself. But the reason for suicide is not that he can't think about it, but that he thinks too much.

I thought about it, forget it today, jumping off now will have a bad effect on this girl. I don't care, it's not good to cause her trouble.

I jumped down from a high place, and the girl was a little sad when she saw that I was particularly dirty, and asked her classmates if they had eaten, and I invited you to eat.

I didn't say a word from beginning to end, not even an expression, so I followed her to a restaurant in a daze.

She gave me a pound of dumplings first, I shook my head to show that it was not enough, she asked me to order it myself, and I asked for a bowl of mutton soup, three shortbreads, and two tea eggs. She said in surprise, classmates, don't break it for you.

I smiled, I have never eaten such a stable meal since I was a child. As soon as the things came up, the wind swept away, and the bowl of food was full, and I could barely walk with my belly covered.

During my meal, she didn't move a single chopstick, and kept persuading me to make me think about prescribing something and not committing suicide.

After eating, I gestured to thank her and turned to leave. She grabbed me, "Classmate, you're too dirty, go take a shower." ”

I still had unswallowed crumbs of cake in my mouth, and when I heard this, my mouth moved a few times to stare at her. She blushed, "I mean, take you to the public bath to take a shower and change your clothes." So that you can say goodbye to the past. ”

I thought about it and simply listened to her arrangement. We came to a nearby public bath.

I went in to take a shower and she waited outside. I took a comfortable hot bath, this is the first time in my life, and I hummed so comfortably. Then let the mud master rub it for a good meal, and he could rub off two catties of ash, lie in the rest hall outside, drink a little tea and watch the big TV, and have a good sleep, anyway, the girl spent money.

I slept for two hours, and when I came out refreshed and refreshed, I saw the girl waiting for me outside, still holding new clothes in her hand.

I had an expression on my face, without any expression, and when I put on my clothes, my whole person suddenly looked new.

"Where do you live, I'll send you back." The girl said.

At this time, I was a little annoyed, was she a little too enthusiastic. I made a gesture to signal her not to follow, and I staggered out, and when I looked back, she was no longer there, and I guess I was leaving.

I don't have anywhere to go, let's commit suicide, but thinking of the shower I just took and the clothes I just changed, it's really a bit of a loss to die like this, it's better to wait for two days to get dirty clothes and bury them, and it's not too late to die.

It was very cold, so I went to a park and found a sheltered place behind the latrine. I spread out the torn newspaper I had picked up, and was about to lie down to sleep, when the girl suddenly appeared like a ghost with a serious expression.

I frowned, is this girl a pervert who is actually stalking me?!

I wanted to scold at the time, but I swallowed the words in my mouth again, okay, I tortured me so much before, I didn't even open my mouth, I met you, a gentle countryman, and wanted to force me to speak, hehe, no way!

I simply ignored her, just lay down on the newspaper, and turned over to the back wall of the toilet. The girl squatted in front of her and whispered, "It's too cold here, classmate, I'll take you somewhere." ”

She came and pulled me, I pulled her away, she pulled a few times, I pulled a few times. Then I got sleepy, so I fell asleep.

I slept until dawn, and I stretched out and sat up, and was startled, and the girl was on a bench not far away, with her chin on her hand, and she was dazed, dozing, and her head was lit up again and again.

I wanted to leave, but I couldn't bear it. I rummaged through the few gross tickets and steel hammers I had on my body, and went outside the park to buy millet porridge and a few buns and brought them back. She was still confused, and I carefully placed breakfast beside her, and turned to leave, when she suddenly opened her eyes and grinned and said, "Got you." ”

I gestured with my hand, and that meant what the hell you wanted to do.

The girl understood, tilted her head and said, "It's too cold, you'll freeze outside." I'll take you somewhere and wait until this cold snap is over. ”

I gesture with my hands, meaning no. She pulled me and said firmly: "You have to go with me." ”

When we were pulling, a few masters who practiced boxing in the morning came and asked what was going on. I felt a sigh in my heart, and the girl immediately said, "This is my boyfriend, it's awkward." ”

An old lady taught me that the young man doesn't know how to be considerate of his girlfriend at all, how handsome this girl is, you are really born in happiness and don't know how to be blessed.

I was very helpless, and suddenly figured out one thing, and now the things I encounter are all tests of Meng Po, if she doesn't test and understand, this matter has no head, just listen to her arrangement. Anyway, you have a thousand plans, I have an old idea, and I don't talk when I die.

I followed this girl, she really took me to school, we were about the same age, and my new clothes were decent, and it was easy to sneak into the college campus. She was related to a teacher in the school backroom, and she happened to have a dormitory building to be demolished, which was still empty, and brought me there.

Not to mention, I haven't lived in a house with a shed for many years, and it's much warmer than outside, and the most tearful thing is that there is running water.

I don't have a big son on me anyway, she can toss as much as she likes, and it's useless to give me a beauty trick.

I stayed here from that day on, and the girl came to see the sky, sometimes bringing me food, sometimes talking to me. I didn't pay any attention to it, she just said if she liked to talk, I didn't say anything anyway, and I fell asleep when I got to nod.

Just like that, I can have a small half a month, I will be sleepy at eight o'clock that night, this period of time is simply too comfortable, full of food, sleep, full of food, no work, no thought. Eat and drink for nothing, live in vain, have no colorful phoenix wings, and have nothing to do.

I turned off the lights and lay on the bed in a daze, when I suddenly heard a faint cry behind me. In the middle of the night, I was full of spirits, could it be that I encountered some spirits?

Whether it's a spirit or a spirit, eat me directly, and I don't have to be tested.

I didn't move, still pretending to sleep, when I heard the girl's low voice: "Little beggar, do you know, the first time I saw you, my heart shook. For some reason, I see that you have a sense of déjà vu, very familiar, as if you have seen it in a dream. Your down-and-out appearance, I really feel distressed to watch. She cried very sadly: "But why do you always ignore me, am I ugly?" You didn't even ask me my name, I'll tell you now, my name is Zhao Yaqi. ”

My heart warmed, and I really wanted to sit up and talk to her, but I couldn't say the words that came to my mouth. She cried here for almost a night, and I just turned my back inward, and my heart hurt and warmed, but I couldn't say anything, so I could only grit my teeth and endure it.

After that day, she rarely came.

I had no money on me, so I had to go out during the day to pick up the junk and come back at night to sleep. That night, I was walking back with a handful of change in my hand, and as soon as I passed through the gloomy grove, I saw a figure swaying in front of me.

I walked over to take a look, and it turned out that it was three little ruffians with knives who were forcing a girl, it was Zhao Yaqi. The girl hugged her chest, squatted on the ground, and cried very much. The three little ruffians smiled and said, I'll let you play with our brothers today.

Seeing this scene, I sneered in my heart, it was another test, and I turned around and left. Then came the girl's scream, and she begged bitterly: "Don't, don't, I beg you, I beg you, let me go!" ”

I stopped, clenched my hands, and now I turned around and walked, even if I passed the test?! The threshold of conscience has not passed.