Chapter 39: Insomnia
Father Fang nodded: "Pay attention when you speak, don't be too rushed." ”
Fang Zhi nodded: "Okay." ”
After chatting, Fang Zhi went to sleep, and Fang Zhi, who was lying on the bed, began to think about what happened today.
Thinking back to what happened today, Fang Zhi actually felt that he was very annoyed, and the more he thought about it, the more annoying he became.
Fang Zhi shook his head and wanted to get rid of everything, but he couldn't drop it, but instead he remembered more of what he had said and done before, as well as his expressions, attitudes, and inner thoughts when he did other things.
After Fang Zhi thought of these things, he suddenly felt that he was very naïve and a little disgusted, Fang Zhi didn't know what was going on with him, he checked his condition on the Internet, and explained to himself that he only slept not very well and was under too much pressure.
Fang Zhi thought about it, and it was true that he had been under a lot of pressure recently, and he was about to conduct a regional evaluation, but as a result, such a thing happened in the class again, and when the meeting came, he would be scolded by the dean at the conference, and even have to deduct money.
When there was no way to continue living, Fang Zhi could only force himself to fall asleep quickly.
Tick, tick, the sound of the alarm clock hands walking is a reminder to people in bed who have closed their eyes but are very conscious.
The person on the bed opened his eyes, turned his head to look at the time on the alarm clock, then turned away, sighed, continued to close his eyes, and forced himself to let his head go blank and fall asleep, but he could only do nothing.
From ten o'clock in the evening to two o'clock in the morning now, Fang Zhi's head was not only not blank, but there were more and more chaotic things, more and more past events were piled up in his head, and Fang Zhi couldn't breathe.
I don't know if it happened or remembered what happened, but suddenly Fang Zhi sat up from the bed and began to hug his body, panting heavily, and fine sweat broke out on his head.
At this time, Fang Zhi's little face did not have the vigor and liveliness of her peers, her frowning brows, clenched fists, and cold hands and feet all showed that she had too much irritability and anxiety.
Today is the thirty-eighth night of this semester and I haven't had a good night's sleep.
From the day he recovered, Fang Zhi began to be unable to sleep, went to the hospital for examination, chatted with his parents, and finally had only one answer, the blood was not flowing through, and the pressure was too great.
Mom and Dad tried to find a way to take Fang Zhi outside for a walk, but the result was still the same, Fang Zhi still couldn't sleep at night.
Slowly, Fang Zhi no longer went to the hospital, and no longer liked to talk to his parents about some messy days, because Fang Zhi knew that there was only one result of going to the hospital for examination, and chatting with his parents would only make him feel that he was too hypocritical, and there was a solution to everything, so why talk a bunch of nonsense here, it was better to solve it himself.
Slowly, Fang Zhi began to sleep all night long, even if he fell asleep, it was only half an hour, and the rest of the time, Fang Zhi began to look at the ceiling, looking at the scenery outside, sometimes he was irritable and wanted to smash everything in the house and even beat himself, at this time Fang Zhi would open the window and blow the night wind.
I want to use the cool night breeze to blow all the things in my head away.
Thirty-eight nights, Fang Zhi was not tired, but he didn't know how to solve it.
Fang Zhi sighed and walked out of bed.