525 Way Out 9
In some corner that doesn't get noticed, there's a ship, very small, and it's a careful person who, if you don't look closely, will ignore this seemingly inconsequential detail.
When Shen Yueyin noticed this, her heart was touched for a moment.
This boat is blue, dark blue tones, sometimes mixed with some light blue, and there are many transitional colors in the middle, in short, in the whole picture, it is very harmonious, because it is too harmonious.
It's like it's completely integrated into this picture, and you can almost forget that this exists.
Shen Yueyin noticed, and after noticing, he could have further thoughts.
An Chenglin's angle seemed to be looking at this, and his eyes were soft.
It seems that it is not a simple thing to see, but a deep gaze, as if it can see something else through this small boat.
Other, very special and unforgettable things.
Needless to say, the intimacy of Shen Yueyin's relationship with the people around her is no longer necessary, but even if they are a close couple, if they want to have a long time between them, they still have to have their own space.
At this time, it is the best time, probably, Shen Yueyin is the best because she does not bother.
Shen Yueyin smiled, as if he looked at the painting with a soft gaze, and looked at the man in front of him like this.
The gaze is so soft.
Speaking of boats, it seems to have a special meaning.
For Shen Yueyin, the boat is a small sustenance.
In the past, after the rain, the recesses of the ground and the ponds that accumulated would give her a secret hope in her heart.
She thought it would be nice if there was such a ship up there.
In this way, her parents will definitely be able to come and see her through this small boat.
They must have something to suffer. Although I have never mentioned it and tried not to think about it, sometimes it is difficult to control the thought of this thing.
When you're awake, you can control it, but if it appears in a dream, what should you do?
Shen Yueyin smiled, she seemed to be a little lonely, remembering a long time ago, a long time ago, at that time, whenever she dreamed back at midnight, there might be tears in the corners of her eyes.
It's not so obvious, but it's moist enough for your fingers to feel.
So, the touch of her hand was able to tell herself that she was crying again.
Not in real life, not when I was alone, but when I was dreaming, I cried.
There seemed to be no shortage of tears, and the white pillow was also wet with a small piece.
Shen Yueyin rose in her heart, a kind of secret regret, in the dream, they were still reunited after all.
On her twentieth birthday, they celebrated her birthday, and as a result, completely unexpectedly, they served her a cake, sang her birthday songs, made a wish, and blew out candles.
Everything seemed to be warm and harmonious, except that after the candle was blown out, everything was gone.
As if the most terrifying and weird nightmare, she returned to the night when she was a child, and her parents abandoned her.
Her cry alone, so miserable, echoed in the countryside fields, and it was extremely lonely, not just the air.
And then there's a baby baby.
A child who has nothing to rely on, and is gradually becoming strong in disguise.
Later, the dream seemed to be a reality.
After recovering to the same age as when she was a child, her life seems monotonous, but in fact, it is also going on in an orderly manner.
There seems to be nothing wrong with reading, studying, being alone.
In short, only when I am in bed at night, looking at the shadow on the ceiling, will I have a moment of emptiness.
When you are empty, those who are deeply attached to your heart will appear.
It's like an angel, but it's also a nightmare.
What you can't get is always in turmoil.
She hoped that they would come, and she knew in her heart that this was just an extravagant hope, and that she could have this at first, and later, she was not so cruel to herself.
Yes, I always know what the biggest possibility is, but I'm still stupid and still want to believe in those things.
Obviously how many years have passed, it has been proven.
Probably not coming, really not coming.
If you really want to come, there are actually many opportunities in the past ten years. Whatever the reason, it won't be anything that hasn't been heard.
If the person you want to trust the most in this world loses you, what else can you do?
The lonely night was extremely desolate, covered with human faces, thin figures, she could only hug herself, tightly, without leaving a single gap.
A person is a world, and she finally embraced her own world.
Later, the children in the welfare home learned to make all kinds of paper stacks with the handicraft teacher, and she also learned a lot of strange paper stacks that could pass the time.
Among them, her favorite is still the boat.
And not just because it's simple.
There was a small fountain in the welfare house, and she put many, many boats on top of her.
It was not put down at the same time, but one by one slowly put it down, watching them, beside themselves, from near and far, slowly drifting away.
Any restless mood will also get a kind of salvation and calmness in this slow movement.
That's good, really good.
She almost fell in love with the feeling.
She had no direction, and neither did the boat, but she was able to pin her direction on the boat for a moment.
"Boat, take me where I'm supposed to go. Escape or not.
All in all, just get away from this place. ”
As the saying goes, my peace of mind is my hometown, however, it seems that it is difficult for her to find a way to truly have peace of mind.
Do many, many things, sometimes, just so that you don't have the time and the space to think.
However, in the dream, it is still uncontrollable.
Although Shen Yueyin had a headache and was annoyed, she still had to be sure of this matter.
There is nothing that can make her trust enough. At that time, it seemed to her that this was indeed the case.
Shen Yueyin felt a little funny, but the fact was that she pinned her hopes on the boat, and at some moment in her life, she simply believed that this thing without any vitality could bring her new life and hope.
It made a complete difference in her life.
She loves boats, she loves it. Trust it too.
What about dead things, if there is no enough thing to trust in life, then there is no problem with trusting without any vitality.
It will not be loyal to you, but more importantly, it will not betray you.