After deciding to break off today, I felt very empty, and re-read Wang Xiaobo's prose, which included an article "Why Do I Write", although Wang Xiaobo's writing in that era was not quite the same as now, (because there was also a so-called "thought prisoner" in that era), but I can still feel his love for writing from his words.

So why do I write?

I thought about it briefly, and for me this question is not too complicated.

I use words to record my thoughts and post them on the Internet, obviously not just to make myself happy, but I also hope that the friends who see my words can feel the ups and downs of the stories I describe.

That's why I write.

But this is an extremely complicated matter, and I feel like I'm talking to myself, and I can't do a good job of laying out and refining my outline.

In the story, Ziyou, as a modern person, travels to ancient times parallel to the Qing Dynasty.

She is a relatively lazy ordinary person in modern times, no different from the crowd, and can be any one of us commuting to and from work, but she travels back to ancient times to be completely different.

She also slowly realized this.

Because the education and ideas she received since she was a child are much more advanced than in ancient times. (Refer to our Nine-Year Compulsory Education)

She knows the trajectory of the times.

She knows that if you want to change the world, it will not work by relying on the power of one person alone, and human beings are social animals, and they must change the world through division of labor and cooperation, continuous learning and communication.

What Ziyu wants to do is to speed up the historical process from the Stone Age to the Age of Enlightenment to the Steam Age.

It's logically perfectly workable.

It's like the first to build an atomic bomb with great difficulty.

The second was much less difficult to build an atomic bomb.

She knows how technology works in society

1. Basic research (this is the driving force at the bottom. For example, make a needle and study how to make it)

2. Applied research (apply it to production. After making the needle, experiment to see if it has practical value)

3. Industrial technology (industrial enterprises actually make it. Mass production after determining the value. ）

4. Daily life (These products reflect into daily life.) Feedback from users after it was put to market. ）

5. R&D investment (all of this is achieved through R&D investment. ）

Based on these points, the conclusion is that the development of science and technology is inseparable from talents and resources.

Talent breeds only when it is well fed.

The deep utilization of resources will only be discovered, researched and exploited when people have enough to eat.

Therefore, the first step was to raise the level of agriculture at that time.

In fact, our modern agricultural level, although the yield is very high, there is also soilless cultivation, but it is still small-scale production, human beings up to now, the basic principle of growing food is still the same as thousands of years ago, but people now plant a little more fertilizer, the means will be a little more, and the background of globalization, can communicate with each other.

Modern agriculture mainly pursues the factory production of grain, getting rid of the limitation of relying on the weather for food.

Ziyu's pursuit is to increase food production and liberate labor so that human beings can have deeper pursuits.

This is the main thread in the life of the Son.

These ideas are easy to say,

It's too hard to write,

Maybe it's too hard for me,

How to design and sub-partner with a common pursuit?

How to design the resistance encountered by the child when chasing dreams?

None of what I've written is ideal.

That's a question of my abilities.

Although I don't want to break the change myself, but my strength doesn't allow it.

It's hard for me to write about how I want to feel for the time being.

I want the logic to be smooth, the characters are full, easy to understand, the text is relaxed and interesting at the same time, and I can feel the pursuit of Ziyou, and the influence of love, family, friendship, etc., on Ziyou, and at the same time it can also cause thinking.

....

I can't do it yet, so I'll stop writing first.