Chapter 190: Suicide

At this time, when I think back then, I should not know what it is.

The man he has never met, just because his parents made a covenant, regarded it as a lifelong trust, and when he was still in the boudoir, he decided to live and die with him, the reason? The whole world understands the four words of chastity and martyrdom.

As I lay in bed, my body and mind were still excited about dying like this, and I never delved into whether it was worth it or not, until I ...... The man I had never met was waking me up through the window.

He said: "Miss Shu really loves her? If this is the case, my Gu family will definitely stick to the marriage contract, even if there is no written agreement, but my family has tokens in my hands, and there are witnesses, as long as Ling Zun still cares about fame, I dare not say anything and have no faith, the girl is willing to die and keep her promise, and she will never live up to the girl's sincerity. ”

"But Miss Shu, we have never met, why is the girl's love born?"

"If the girl is just because of morality, then it is unnecessary, our father is a friend, so the marriage between the two of us is set, but the two elders can no longer be friends, so it is reasonable to cancel the marriage contract, why should Miss Shu waste her life because of shame? Miss Shu did not live up to her talent, she could swear to God, she voluntarily canceled the marriage contract with Miss Shu, and if there was a half-word slander of the girl's name in the future, Gu Jicang would not be able to die well. ”

"Miss Shu, is the dogma you abide by really that important? Why do you have to be punished by death when you have done nothing wrong? ”

"It's just that Ling Zun broke his promise, and it was the two of us who voluntarily dissolved the marriage contract, and everyone could live without burden, why did Miss Shu have to die? Is it true that a person lives only with the slightest meaning of being disciplined? Miss Shu, I beg you to think about it carefully, if you still insist on the marriage contract, Jicang will not back down, but for the sake of a vain promise, is it really worth it? ”

yes, is it worth it? It is impossible to know who made this law, whether the person who made it or not, why should I take my life for this law? Is it worth it? Everyone felt that this agreement could be abandoned, and no one suffered because of it, so why should I defend it with my life?

Shu Niangzi still feels ridiculous when she thinks about it now: "I thought about my father at that time, and thought that he was a cold-blooded and ruthless person, but later I thought about it, I should have misunderstood my father." Yes, he is not a gentleman who keeps his word, ruined

Qianmeng's climb to the top of the gate again is for his career plan, but he may not have thought about me, at least the person he chose, that is, my current husband, is indeed a good person, and my father was afraid that I was hopeless at the time, why would I rather die than understand his hard work. ”

She took Chungui's hand: "I live very happily, so I can't forget your father's persuasion back then, I think if it weren't for him, I would be a wisp of dead soul now, dying inexplicably and confusedly, it's really vain." I thought about repaying it, but then I heard that your father was also married, and was in harmony with your mother, Qin Se, and I thought it would be nice that both of us had our own fulfillment. ”

"I'm so glad that my father was able to convince my mother at that time." Spring returns from the bottom of my heart.

But suddenly, I felt teardrops on my hands.

"I heard about it the year after your father's death, and I felt sorry at the time, saying that he was my savior, but I didn't expect that I would end up in this life. I also sent someone to inquire about you and your mother, but at that time I received the news that I had passed on to an heir, and my life was relatively stable, because after all, we were separated by two places, and I did not think about contacting each other again. I didn't expect you to encounter so many dangers later, until I heard the gossip in the capital, I actually knew that you were married to the grandson of the Zhao family, and I also knew that your mother had unfortunately passed away. ”

Saying that, Shu Niangzi's expression couldn't help but be solemn: "The capital is a vanity fair, and the personnel of the Taishi Mansion seem to be simple, I am very worried that you are alone, and I don't know how much suffering and grievances you have to suffer. ”

Spring Return: ......

Saying this, I am indeed suspected of not knowing what to do.

Shu Niangzi smiled again: "Although you refused to accept my gift, but it also let me know that your child is somewhat guarded, but I am not so anxious. ”

"I didn't expect the mother of the world to be so suspenseful for the younger generation."

"Then you tell me the truth today, what is Zhao Jibe's person?"

"Xianggong is a decent person." The spring return answer is serious and bright.

Shu Niangzi smiled: "That's good, but although you are good, you are only in the Taishi Mansion after all."

It's a grandchild, you are Mrs. Shen as the master to marry into the door, you still have to beware of the old lady of your family, although she is an old Bodhisattva's appearance, whenever she sees people, she is kind and gentle and peaceful, but the eldest brother of your old lady, An Luhou is a ruthless person! ”

Speaking of which, even in her own pavilion, Shu Niangzi still couldn't help but lower her voice: "Concubine Hui is the concubine of An Luhou, and gave birth to the youngest ten princes, the emperor is after her, but he has not canonized the rest of the concubines, although the emperor is not like the first emperor, but his love for Concubine Hui is also well known, your old lady will not say it, An Luhou is bound to spare no effort to abolish the prince, but you are Mrs. Shen......"

Shu Niangzi clenched Chungui's hand: "In short, you have to be careful yourself, don't get involved in the battle between the grandson and the ten princes, if you are in a dilemma, you might as well tell me immediately, and I will think of a way for you...... My mother-in-law is the sister of the Empress Dowager Shengde, several nephews and daughters-in-law, I am fortunate to be able to win the favor of the Empress Dowager, and when there is an opportunity in the future, I will also introduce you in front of the Empress Dowager. ”

Shu Niangzi's words are really shallow and profound, but this shows more and more her protection for Chungui, and Chungui is very grateful.

After going home, he also said it to Lan Ting, and Lan Ting also agreed: "If Shu Niangzi can introduce Huihui to the Queen Mother, it is indeed a good thing, the Empress Dowager Shengde is not an ordinary woman, if you want to talk about the first woman since the founding of this dynasty, it must be the Empress Dowager Shengde...... It's not sure what kind of demons are dancing in this world. ”

The information in these words is so rich that Chungui can't help but want to get to the bottom of it, but looking at Uncle Zhao's pile of tall and messy books, he still swallowed all the questions back, and he will try it in a few days, and after that, it is not too late for her to ask about the great achievements of the Empress Dowager Shengde.

There is nothing new in listening to the report that came out of the canal on this day

"Shu Niangzi is a person who is the same as the outside, after sending you out, she turned around and told her daughter to treat you as a sister in the future, and in front of her mother-in-law, she also praised you, saying that she was the only god in the world."

Spring Return: ......

It was Qingping's report that made Chungui feel terrible.

"Today, the slave maid asked Mrs. Hou, Mrs. Zhu...... It was a suicide back then! ”