Chapter 1 The familiar warmth is never late

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My name is the end of the north, the north of the north, the end of the end. Yesterday was my happiest day, because I finally saw Lin Cangnan again, he was still so good-looking, still so warm. I came to college, and the university gave me a lot of advice.

This is what I wrote when everyone in the class organized to write the quotations of the freshmen, and I was ridiculed by Cai Qiang halfway, "Yin Beimo, do you want to be so infatuated, I asked you to write your dreams, and I actually wrote about your man here, it's really shameful!" ”

I'm not wrong, my dream is to one day be able to go to college with Cangnan. I still remember how cheeky I was at that time, and Xichen said that I was like a little slut being raised by men at that time, and I was very annoying.

Xichen is my best friend who has followed me since I was a kid and has followed me all the way to college, and my personality is different from the north and south poles, but he is very good to me.

What does it feel like to like someone? What does it feel like to be in love? It's just that I think about that person all the time, and I can't help but laugh when others say that name.

It's just the scene where I recall the heartbeat of such a happy heart every few minutes, just like me at that time, thinking about Cangnan and single-mindedly.

On the first day of school, my heart beat twice or three times faster than normal per minute on average, and before I could get off the train, Cangnan called him to complete the enrollment procedures and wait for me at the gate of the train station.

I never looked in the mirror before, and I refused to put it down in front of the mirror along the way, for fear that one of them would accidentally mess up my hair or stick dirty things on my face. So there were layers of mist on the mirror, and it was nothing else, it was the sweat of my palms.

"Xichen Xichen, do I look pretty? Spiritual? Is it moving? If you Cangnan would like me? I kept grabbing the corner of Xichen's clothes and asked, while trying to straighten my hair, but I didn't sleep well last night, my hair was frizzy, would it look uncomfortable? What if Cangnan thinks I'm messy?

"Okay, my eldest lady, you're enough, you're already very beautiful, your natural appearance is the most moving, we're about to get off." Xichen finally woke up from his sleep, pinched my face with both hands and smiled.

I like Xichen's smile, very gentle and gentle, if I were a boy, I would definitely like such a girl, a girl like a lily.

"Really? You're not comforting me, are you? Do you think I'm naturally the most beautiful? I looked at Xichen in surprise, desperately pulling at her clothes and not letting go.

"Mmmm, you can think like that." She pulled the clothes out of my hand and nodded like a chick pecking rice, why did I always feel like she was perfunctory to me?

I remember reading a sentence before, because I loved you, so all the people I fell in love with in the future are a little like you, so I look at everyone who looks like you, but not your face.

But Cangnan, he is so special, so deeply imprinted in the center of my mind, so that all the recognitions I encountered later can no longer be similar to him, and they can't make me settle and make me have illusions.

More than a year apart, 500 days and nights, whether he is still the same as I remember, whether he is still the warm, careful and simple teenager, before getting out of the car, I have been very worried, my heart is up and down, I am afraid that my memory is too good, and I am afraid that he is really too good.

There is a person in this world, for you is full of light, whether it is in the crowd, or the traffic, or the bustling city, no matter how many people around you, how much time has passed, you can still find him at a glance.

knows his location at a glance, so how long has passed, no matter how much time has passed, he is still the person who has been identified with his heart.

Cangnan is probably such a destined person for me, otherwise how could I not worry about not finding him at all, otherwise how would I see him standing at the door in the distance as soon as I got out of the train station, otherwise how could I ignore the bustling crowd around him, otherwise how could I not see the crowd and see all his familiar figures.

I have seen the most beautiful back, the brightest eyes, the warmest smile, that is my favorite you.

For some reason, I suddenly didn't want to go any further, lest I spoil the frozen scene, lest my walk would also be a disturbance, lest I was not beautiful enough to be qualified to walk to his side.

"Hey, Cangnan is there, did you see Beimo there!" Xi Chen pulled me in the direction of Cangnan and beckoned desperately to Cangnan, "Song Cangnan, we are here!" "It's a pity that Xichen's voice has always been so gentle, the crowd is too crowded, and we can only move step by step.

Cangnan finally heard our voice, turned his head to look at us, and the moment his face was all displayed in my eyes, my eyes suddenly turned red, and I suddenly felt that I had all kinds of grievances to tell him.

Suddenly, I wanted to tell him about the days he had left, my happiness, my sadness, my trivialities, my vigorous stories.

It seems to have grown a little taller, is it one meter eighty-five? It seems to have turned a little whiter, is it because I study too hard and don't have the opportunity to go out to bask in the sun and blow the wind? It seems that he is a little thinner than before, but do you still like to eat northern pasta and love southern white rice?

Cangnan used to eat three bowls of rice at a time, and he said that he didn't often eat rice in the north, but he only preferred this pearl-like white rice. He also said that he didn't often see gentle southern girls in the north, but he only liked a southern girl who was not gentle, not like water, and not gentle.

He rushed into the crowd to greet me like a cheetah, his expression as nervous as mine, through the sea of people, through the noise of noise, I could not see his eyebrows, nor could I hear his voice.

"Go this way." Suddenly, someone next to me grabbed me, and just as I was about to hit someone, I heard a familiar magnetic voice, and turned my head in surprise just to meet a boyish smile, there was no liquor in the shallow dimples, but I heard the sound of a drunken broken wine bottle in my heart.

After he took us out, we all stopped to gasp for air, Cangnan handed us mineral water, and patted me on the back dotingly, "You drink slowly, don't choke." ”

At this time, I had the opportunity to take a good look at him, with slightly curly brown hair, he looked good without careful care, soft like a baby, and people couldn't help but want to touch it, which was special to his French mother.

The deep eyes and thick eyelashes that even girls are ashamed of, and the high nose bridge naturally make him a little more manly. But his face is not so angular and prominent, but a little sleek and childish, and the shallow but obvious dimples that sometimes appear on his smiling face make him a little more playful and a little less serious. Who said that delicate facial features must be a man, Cangnan used delicate facial features to deduce a warm and childish taste, which made people feel very comfortable and at ease.

He is simple and transparent, but also loves and hates clearly. He smiles at everyone, but only cares for those he likes. He is so good that I can't bear to tell him all the mundane things, I just want to protect such a clear and clear glass heart from a trace of pollution.

"Shouldn't I have a deep hug after not seeing each other for so long? I have to remind you. Cangnan opened his arms and stared at me with a wicked smile, instantly feeling his whole face hot.

I was amused by him all at once, and threw myself into his arms very face-savingly, there was a faint smell of tobacco, and the white T-shirt was slightly moist because of the struggle in the crowd just now, and I could hear his heartbeat, a flutter, so powerful, so loud, vibrating my whole life.

"Are you actually smoking behind my back?" I stood on tiptoe and rubbed his curly hair, and sure enough, it was still so thin and soft to the touch.

This is my favorite thing to do, every time I am unhappy or in a good mood, I rub his hair and laugh or cry, so Cangnan always wonders if his place in my heart is a position that a curly dog can replace.

"Well, the curly dog seems to be a little more comfortable, and you can still hold it in your arms, you can toss it as much as you like, and you can take it out for a walk if it's okay."

"You can hug me too," he was about to come over, and I broke free from his embrace and asked him with a wicked smile, "Then can you let me go out for a walk with my neck in hand?" ”

"Okay, you, you actually deliberately tricked me." He deliberately turned his face away from me every time, and when I leaned over to see if he was angry, he suddenly turned his face and grimaced at me to startle me.

But every time I was always afraid that he was really angry, I couldn't help but lean in to see if his face was really sad.

"Sister-in-law, don't doubt the simple big brother, I smoked the cigarettes, and I hid the women." At this time, a person behind him walked over with a smile, and naturally took the suitcase in Xichen's hand and smiled at her gentlemanly, "If you want to be a light bulb and take luggage, how can you treat a weak and weak beauty like this?" ”

This is Luo Tianyi's appearance, unexpected, humorous. At that time, he was young and sunny, with a stylish and uninhibited personality, as if there was no difficulty for him in the world at all, and it seemed to be his daily life like a fish in water, but who would have thought that there would be so many incredible stumbles and so many shocking waves later.

"You said that you guys are really too boring, and they were busy picking up their girlfriends and forced the sound to me, but people are apes, and they are not on me at all." He walked over and punched Cangnan, then turned around and smiled at me generously and boldly, "I have been listening to Cangnan since yesterday, and it is better to see than to hear, and sure enough, it didn't disappoint me, it is a beautiful embryo." After a pause, he glanced at Xichen and corrected it, "It's wrong, it's two beautiful embryos, and my name is Luo Tianyi, so I'll give me more advice in the future." ”

Only then did we notice that he was followed by a girl, with a pink high-waisted tutu skirt, white high heels, a huge pearl necklace around her white neck, waist-length wavy curls, and a beauty that came out of TV. She stared at me without blinking, did there be something dirty on my face? I subconsciously touched my face and looked at Cangnan strangely, but he obviously didn't understand what kind of play was being played.

"Yindi, this is the end of the north, the sister-in-law I told you, and her friend Zhao Xichen." Cangnan smiled a little embarrassedly and said, deliberately saying the word "sister-in-law" very seriously, which seemed to be a joke but was prominent. Before I could say hello, she was a little annoyed but still jokingly smiled at Cangnan, "I don't have a brother, where is my sister-in-law, Song Cangnan." ”

On the way back, Yindi kept talking to Cangnan intimately, talking about interesting things about going on vacation.

Xichen quietly pulled me and whispered, "Beimo, you seem to have a strong rival in love, do you want to take measures" I smiled at her and didn't speak, in fact, I don't know it, but compared to those days separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, I can see his face like this, hear his breath and touch his eyebrows, even if there are three or two people in the middle, so what?

I don't want you to be embarrassed, because I want to be the one you like the most and the one you don't want to say goodbye the most.

During the evening walk, Cangnan and I finally had a chance to speak alone, he apologized vigorously, telling me not to think too much, his nervous expression and incoherent words instantly made it even more difficult for me to pretend.

I gave up my deliberately elongated face and couldn't help but laugh at him, "Fool, how could I be angry?" You deliberately broke her away in order to protect me, so you didn't want me to think too much, and you deliberately said so much, I didn't have time to be moved. ”

"Really? Then if you pull my ear, I will believe that you have punished me, and my heart is fine. He squatted down and approached me, his eyes closed like a lamb to be cut.

"You remember, I'm about to forget." His words recalled the memories of that year, that was once we agreed to go climbing the mountain together, but I waited for a morning and did not see him, and then I was so angry that I went up the mountain by myself, but I was sunburned and suffered from heat stroke, not to mention, and my foot was accidentally twisted and lay in bed for a week.

Cangnan lowered his head and came to me to apologize, I pulled his ears and scolded, and finally felt a lot more comfortable, but his ears were red, and there were finger prints, which made me blame myself again, and quickly asked him if he was okay.

Beimo, if you are unhappy in the future, you will pull my ears and punish me, don't hurt yourself by being angry with yourself, and don't take it to heart when you are dissipated after the punishment is over, okay? It was at that time that Cangnan said to me seriously and stopped all my grievances.

"How can you forget, it's your privilege." He looked at me dissatisfied, his mouth pursed as if he had forgotten something important, as if he had missed a wedding.

Kitamo, you know? Why do I remember so clearly, because in these days when we were apart, every time I thought of you, I would review these memories, I was afraid that when I saw you again, I would not be able to answer, it would make you unhappy, and I was also afraid that you would forget, we must have someone to remember.

That can also remind the other person, right? When there is a quarrel like that, there is also a person who bows his head first, right? Every time I spend with you will be taken to heart and forever.

In the future, every time I quarreled late at night, I would cry alone and remember what Cangnan said, and then I fell asleep with peace of mind, because I never had to worry about waking up tomorrow without news from him, because I knew that one of us would always bow his head tomorrow, most likely him.

Who told you to be so short, how can I let you reach my shoulders without bowing my head? These were the most heartwarming and sarcastic words I have ever heard.

At night, Xichen's mobile phone was placed on the table, and the screen lit up and dimmed, again and again, I subconsciously leaned over to see who it was, but when I saw that sentence, I suddenly felt very selfish, and hugged Xichen's thin shoulders in the middle of the night to give her some warmth and confidence.

Remembering that I forgot to report a letter to the North Road and forgot to call him back, I was going to make a call to the North Road, but I looked at the time and only sent him a message, North Road, can we be dull and spend a long time in the future?

Until a long, long time, Beilu didn't reply to me, maybe he couldn't be sure, or maybe he also remembered the girl who smiled like a flower like me, and when would the long-lasting regret stop.

Qingfeng, I toast you with a glass of wine, please take the past away and leave her.

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