Chapter 86: A Rainy Day and Your Shelter from the Rain's Eaves
Long-term love is all about falling in love with the same person over and over again.
There is someone who will look at you very gently at a certain moment and tell you, it's okay, I'm going to give you an endless sense of security at any time, so that you don't feel that the world is so bad.
Shen Duchen is such a person for Qi Yan.
Although he is indifferent by nature and never takes others seriously, but every time he faces his little friend, he can't wait to give her the tenderness of the world, some people are like this, no matter when, she is safe enough.
"I just dreamed that it was on fire and then I was trapped inside, everyone was laughing, I was the only one who ran in, and it was me, and then I cried and scolded you for not saving me........." Qi Yan was incoherent, she didn't know what she said.
"I don't know why I have such dreams, as if I'm going to lose you in an instant." Qi Yan has never been so hypocritical since she was reborn, because in her opinion, this is something that she doesn't need to worry about at all, he controls everything very well, including his feelings for you, but he didn't expect that just occasionally about the previous clips, she was thrown into the abyss.
It's not that she can't remember what happened before, she was forced not to let herself remember, but she didn't think that she dreamed it in her dreams.
"It's fine."
Shen Duchen could feel her fear because her whole body was trembling.
This little girl has always been like this.
For the first time, I showed myself my nervousness, and her imminent separation, including her sense of security of gain and loss, and told myself, don't leave me, if you leave me, I may not be able to live.
"Qi Yan, don't be afraid, no matter what time it is, I won't leave you." Shen Duchen patted her back gently, telling her to calm down.
"I don't know why I dream like this."
Qi Yan herself felt very strange, because this was something that she had never experienced in her previous life, but it was very strange, that dream was too real, and the reality made her think it was what had just happened.
"You know that I will never make useless plans, no matter what time Qi Yan is, you don't have to be afraid, even if the whole world abandons you, I will stand behind you and be your whole world."
Shen Duchen had never said such things to this girl before, because she was too young for her to understand these things.
But now he found that the other party might be understandable, otherwise he wouldn't have relied on himself so much every time, and he wouldn't have been the first to come to him after an accident.
She was still too young, and his original intention was to wait for her to grow up, and then propose to her, and the two officially started dating, and when they reached the legal age, he would marry her and give it to her
A grand wedding, no matter what, she will only be her only wife.
He thought it all out.
The only thing I didn't think about was that the heroine was insecure.
"Shen Duchen, I also know that this is just a dream, but this dream is too real, so real that it makes me feel scared." Qi Yan herself felt a little unbearable, how did she tell the person in front of her, but I was reborn, in the last life, because we all died too miserably, so I have resentment.
Everything seemed to be a dead end.
After they got off the plane and arrived at a small town in South America, they found that it was raining, so they stayed at the airport for a while, Qi Yan seemed to have lost the shadow on the plane just now, and stuck out his tongue a little helplessly: "Sorry, I didn't expect a heavy rainstorm as soon as we got off the plane." ”
"When I checked this guide, didn't you find it? It is famous for its torrential rains. Shen Duchen's words were light, and he didn't mean to blame the other party, but he just felt that the little girl probably didn't take the strategy seriously.
"I have seen it, but there is a beautiful beach here, and there is a legend about lovers, and I came here because of that." Qi Yan drooped the child, obviously because he was told and then unhappy.
"I don't mean to blame you, I'm just saying that we might be able to wait until the rain stops and find a hotel to rest for a while, and then go back tomorrow, okay?" Shen Duchen really used all the patience in this life.
Qi Yan nodded aggrievedly.
Unconsciously, the initiative was already in the hands of Shen Duchen, from the very beginning of booking a hotel to the time when the two of them took a taxi to the hotel, Qi Yan did not react, until the two of them walked into the luxury hotel suite, Qi Yan realized: "Didn't I take you on a trip?" How did you end up taking me with you? ”
She was very cute when she said this herself.
Obviously, I still haven't reacted to why it's like this.
"Is there any difference between me and you, between you and me?"
"I don't think there's a difference."
"yes, if there's no difference, why care so much?" Shen Duchen saw her sad face, and subconsciously wanted to pinch her face.
"I just think you're so tired, I can do things like this for you, but I didn't expect you to end up with you." Qi Yan is really a not very qualified virtuous helper for himself.
"So you're going to rely on me more."
"Huh?" Qi Yan didn't quite understand what he meant?
"So what I mean is that you have to rely on me more, because I can do anything, I can give you more of a sense of completeness, so you can rely on me without any scruples in the future
On me, stop worrying and no more nightmares. "Shen Duchen never says too long words, and only when he treats his children, he will be very gentle.
Because his little friend is slowly growing up.
So it's important to have someone by your side to guide you.
"But I want to work as hard as you do, and I can make you proud." Qi Yan had such a plan from the beginning, she could handle everything well when she was alone, but by Shen Duchen's side, it seemed that she was born with a lack of roots.
"You've been working hard, I can see your efforts."
When Shen Duchen treated Qi Yan, he was more and more like a child, because he knew that this little girl lacked self-confidence, so he tried his best to make her confident.
"Shen Duchen, I think you are really good, how should I live without you?" After the banquet, Qi collapsed on the bed in the hotel, and it could be seen that her words were definitely sincere.
"So you're going to never leave me for the rest of your life."
"Don't worry, I have this awareness."
"What do you realize?" Shen Duchen lay directly next to her and looked at her when he said this, the latter did not react, and subconsciously turned around, but did not find it, and fell to the ground, looking really miserable.
"Why are you so frizzy every time?"
Shen Duchen looked at her, speaking with a characteristic teasing.
"It's not all about you coming here to scare me." Qi Yan felt very aggrieved because he didn't do anything, and then he became like this.
"So you mean I scared you?"
Shen Duchen asked a slightly dangerous question.
Qi Yan's instinctive desire to survive was on the line: "I don't mean that, I want to say that I am lying there, no matter who comes to talk to me, I will be startled." I was taken aback. It's not that because of you, I'm taken aback. ”
Shen Duchen: "........."
Sometimes I really can't understand this girl's brain circuit.
Because the more you understand, the more you will get into it.
"Okay, we're going to tidy up and rest, don't worry about this matter, we're going to play tomorrow." Qi Yan saw that the other party's expression was a little strange, and subconsciously asked him not to think so much.
"Does your ass still hurt?"
They all fell to the floor just now.
"No, it won't. There are carpets. ”
Qi Yan shook his head, in fact, it really didn't hurt at all.
"Since it doesn't hurt, you should be allowed to fall a few more times."
"What are you kidding, how can you keep making me fall a few more times."
Qi Yan felt that he was really a straight man sometimes
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When she is hurt, she comforts herself, and in other cases she acts like a monk who has no desires, and from time to time she will scold herself.
God, what kind of person is Shen Duchen?
Even if she is reborn in a lifetime, the last thing she can understand is the person in front of her.
No matter when, he is like wearing a mask when he faces himself, although sometimes it is the most real side, but it is also the most real and kind side, Qi Yan doesn't know what is behind the violence and blood.
Shen Duchen gave himself the feeling of having a disease in his previous life. The paranoid man, who locks himself in his room because he is afraid of leaving, is together with two people every day, no matter how much he hates him, no matter how he scolds him, he is indifferent.
But in this life, he is like a different person.
The last time those tyrannies were completely non-existent.
She didn't know if it was her own reason or the other party's reason.
It is very likely that it is because of his own reasons, because he is too well-behaved in this life, and he listens too much to his own words and relies on him too much, so he does not show his tyrannical personality.
"Shen Duchen, what if I want to leave you one day?"
Qi Yan didn't really want to leave, he just wanted to test the other party.
"Then I'll lock you up and lock you in the house."
When Shen Duchen said this, her tone did not fluctuate in the slightest, as if she was saying a normal thing, but the seriousness in her words made her see such a real side.
"It's against the law, you know?"
Qi Yan instinctively wanted to correct his thoughts, because he was a living person, not an object to fiddle with.
(End of chapter)