Hello little angels~

On December 1st, this article is about to be put on the shelves!

Chapter 148 Qiuqiu, let's give a first order!

Each of your subscriptions is crucial to this article.

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The little angels who support the genuine version will get the following features that are included by the author:

1. In this chapter says capture the author;

2. Irregular small theater broadcasts;

★3. Choose the direction of the plot branch.

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Next is the happy selling miserable link, and the little angel who is in a bad mood can retreat.

Ahem, aren't you gone yet? Then I'm starting to sell miserably~

(takes a deep breath and yells) I'm so miserable!!

Since May this year, it has been more than half a year, and not a single drop of manuscript fees has been credited to the card. (The cumulative manuscript fee will be issued when the total amount is 200 yuan)

Who can withstand this sub-son! So as early as the end of September, I was very prescient and ready to look for a job.

The exam was scheduled from the end of October all the way to the beginning of December, and I kept going back and forth between the two cities, walking on the way to the exam, but ...... The autumn recruitment is almost over, and I still haven't got any offers.

My parents both knew my codewords. When I wrote my first book, "Beauty Crazy", I hid it from my family, and then the whole person was in the wrong state, fainted while running, and the electrocardiogram showed accelerated sinus cardia, but the body couldn't find anything wrong. Later, I went to see a psychiatrist and found out that I had mild depression and anxiety, and I couldn't hide it from the codeword.

The doctor prescribed medicine, but I didn't take it because I was afraid of dependence. At that time, when I was anxious and uncomfortable every day, I would read the text of a certain god of our Xianxia, and when I read it, I would forget any fear and pain for a while.

I thought that the articles I would write in the future must also bring happiness to everyone.

That's the reason for this article.

After that, I earned a little money writing conversations and happily shared these things with my parents.

It's a shame to say that I wrote the article in January 2018, and I only got 646 yuan for joint full attendance when the first book was finished in August 2018.

After that, there was another long wait.

In January ~ April 2019, I earned a little bit of list rewards and reader feeding by dialogue, with a total of no more than 4,000 yuan.

In May 2019, I started to prepare this article, but so far the manuscript fee has not been accumulated to 200 yuan and cannot be distributed.

The essay was written for two years, and the manuscript fee was less than 5,000.

I don't dare to mention the code word anymore.

Because, I haven't been paid for a long time.

Because, when my mother heard me say that I was going to take the exam, she was very happy, and when she heard that I was going to write words, she would just say, "If you put your energy into writing books, in the end, you will have nothing." ”

At least, I don't have anything right now.

There is no manuscript fee, no offer, and even lost his hair and physical and mental health.

I can't argue with that.

I once thought that if I went to a big city to be a game copywriter and combine my interests with my work, even if I didn't get married, even if I was 996 or 007, I would definitely be very fulfilled and happy.

But my parents are old and not in good health, so they need me to stay and take care of them.

I compromised and tore the wings of my dreams with my own hands.

When I grow up, I should be a feeding crow.

At the end of August, because of the above reasons, I told the editor that I would not write, and the editor was a little sorry and angry.

Later, I thought about it and felt that as an adult, I could choose to find a job, code words, and have a family.

"Xie Xiaobai" can chase his dreams to his heart's content in the world I have shaped.

I can continue to chase my dreams through the compromise method of writing online articles.

Tomorrow is the day to see if my five months of perseverance have been effective.

I'd be happy if I could get a 300 order.

If not, it's a big deal that I'll work hard to finish the book and start all over again.

Just as the testimonials were being written, my father called.

He was racking his brains for my final interview on December 4th, saying that he had a friend who was good at interviewing, and he wanted us to get to know each other and ask her to tutor me for the interview.

I said if I could talk about it after the 1st, I was preparing for tomorrow's release. My father didn't think it was right and felt that the interview on the 4th was more important.

Code words are in my heart, bigger than everything about me personally.

Even if you can't be understood, you are willing to brave the wind and rain and move forward alone.

Besides, I'm not alone.

Since writing this article, I have met a lot of people.

Thank you to the editors, to the authors who chatted with the water, and to the booklist owners who supported this book.

And, of course, most importantly, all of you who are reading this book.

It is with your support that this article has been known to more readers time and time again.

Thank you, little angels!

I know that my writing skills need to be improved, and a lot of the plot is sometimes difficult to master. Thank you for your tolerance and support, I will continue to learn and continue to work hard!

Strive to bring you more happiness!

Please continue to advise in the future!

(Don't forget to place your first order!) First Order! First Order! ）

30 November 2019

Xie Jungu

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