Chapter 58: Feels Like It's You?

Looking at An Manman's resolute back, which did not look back, until he disappeared from sight, Shi Xiaobo felt like he had lost the whole world, his heart was heavy, his heart was empty, and he went to the bar to get drunk with a heart like ashes.

He drank cup by cup, recalling in his mind that An Man didn't want to answer the question he asked, Shi Xiaobo suddenly sneered: It is finally clear in his heart that An Man has someone he likes in his heart, and that person he likes is Jenson!

From the very beginning, the appearance of Jensen, the feeling between the two of them getting along, doomed Shi Xiaobo and An Man to an impossible ending.

Shi Xiaobo clearly felt the tearing in his heart, it hurt, it hurts! She has liked a girl for three years, but in the end she can't compare to a person who has been around for less than a year.

Shi Xiaobo was drinking wine and pondering in a panic, he couldn't figure it out, even if he didn't understand An Manman, how could the reasons that An Manman said be convincing?

As a man who doesn't cry easily, Shi Xiaobo's heart hurts so much that he can't help himself, he will sneer, he will laugh at himself, and he will be lost...

Shi Xiaobo drank wine in various mood changes until the driver took him home.

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Seeing that his son was still vigorous and proud when he went out in the morning, but when he came back at night, he was like a frosted eggplant, with a lost face, Shi Ruyu didn't have to guess, Shi Xiaobo was obviously emotionally frustrated.

Shi Ruyu, who felt sorry for her son, asked Aunt Wang to make a little sobering soup and went to Shi Xiaobo's suite.

When I opened the door, I saw Xiaobo looking at "How Good It Would Be If You Understood Me" in a daze.

"You went to her today?" Shi Ruyu asked softly with distress.

"Well, she still rejected me!" Shi Xiaobo's face was expressionless, and after a sigh, his heart seemed to be like stagnant water.

"Actually..." Shi Ruyu put down the sobering soup, sat next to Shi Xiaobo, patted his son's shoulder with one hand, and made a soothing motion.

"The last time I talked to her, she told me, and it was just... I see that you like him so much, and I can't bear to tell you. ”

"Mom, what did she tell you?" Shi Xiaobo turned his face and looked at Shi Ruyu, the corners of his eyes flickered, like an injured child, waiting for his mother's warm care.

Shi Ruyu lowered her eyelids, and her tone was as calm as her eyes.

"I have learned about her family, she grew up in a small town, her father did a small business, her mother took care of her and her brother full-time, this girl was very strong since she was a child, and she was very hard-working, some time ago her father was in a car accident, all the medical expenses were borne by her, not only that, over the years, she sent money home from time to time, and also for her younger brother to go to college for graduate school..."

Shi Xiaobo's heart tightened one by one.

"Her view of love is very mature, which is related to her family environment and growth experience, as she herself said, she has experienced a 5-year relationship, so she knows very well what she wants the future and life to look like."

Shi Ruyu took a deep breath, removed her hand on Shi Xiaobo's shoulder, and stood up:

"Son, a lot of times emotionally, we can't force it, so..."

Shi Ruyu didn't know if his comfort to his son was useless, but whether he said it or not, the pain in his heart was destined to be borne by himself, even as a mother, he couldn't do anything.

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On the other side, Jensen, who had finished the dinner with Chen Xiaoxia and Wu Yikai, had already returned to his home, recalling what Chen Xiaoxia said: I like you too.

I was excited in my heart, thinking if I should find a suitable time to confess to An Manman?

Jensen, whose heart was as sweet as honey, washed up with a happy mood, and then sat briskly on the sofa in the living room, picked up a few architectural magazines and flipped through them.

Suddenly, his eyes didn't know what to star, and he began to wander, and he was out of his mind for a while, and then his expression began to be solemn again, repeatedly pondering what Chen Xiaoxia said to him, what... An Man also likes the love stories in the book? What else... An Manman also published a book? The book is going to be made into a movie? Something...

Looking at the excitement and the fact that he also liked his own things, he remembered what Chen Xiaoxia said about these fragments, Jensen scratched his head, leaned back on the sofa, crossed his hands on his chest, frowned, lowered his eyes, and recalled: It seems that I have seen any books that are going to be made into movies?

It seems...

It seems to be...

Jenson immediately got up, strode to the bedside table, and saw "How Good It Would Be If You Knew Me".

Yes, it seems to be the book!

This book is like his beloved thing, it is sitting on the table neatly, the cover is still brand new, if it were not for the fluffy and not tight between the pages of the main text, it would not have been thought that this is a book that Jenson has read over and over again!

Jensen picked it up lightly and turned to the first page, his gaze seemed to be suspended with An Manjuan's neat words, which were fluttering gently:

Wish... Love is what you look forward to!

Seeing this line of words, Jensen seemed to be more sure of his conjecture, and the love story that An's full of expectations should be this book...

At this time, Jensen's expression was stretched, the corners of his mouth were raised, and he looked sly happy.

He suddenly felt that if this was really the case, he and An Manman were completely people of the same world, and they had the same love pursuit, and wasn't this what he had been looking for?!

What's more, now, An Man seems to have a good impression of himself!

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Staring at the book, looking intently at the three words "Thousand Knots", Jensen sneered slightly, his eyebrows and eyes crooked:

He is really close to this Qianqianjie, and when he first met An Manman, she was reading this book.

And the cover of this book is still the house he bought in the Shanhai District [Fence Courtyard], which is a coincidence!

The most important thing is that if you don't guess wrong, the girl I've always liked should also like the love of this book!

Come to think of it, although I used to be curious about who Qianqian was and why he wrote such a story, but now I really want to thank Qianqianjie, because of it, Jensen is much more persistent in An Manman's heartbeat!

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Then, Jensen moved to the study, turned on the computer, and logged in to the book circle of "How Good If You Knew Me" with the screen name [Simple Forest] again.

[Emoji: Broadcast] "How Good It Would Be If You Knew Me" is about to be remade for film and television, thank you for your continued support and encouragement!

[Emoji: Scattering Flowers] [Emoji: Scattering Flowers] [Emoji: Scattering Flowers] [Emoji: Scattering Flowers] [Emoji: Scattering Flowers]

Jensen looked at this notice in a trance, and his fingers that were stretching out and typing suddenly retracted, this book is really going to be made into a movie?

Then, he suddenly remembered what Chen Xiaoxia said, his fingers clenched slightly, and his heartbeat began to fluctuate:

An Manman is also an author?

An Manman also published a book?

And the book is going to be made into a movie?

Wait a minute!!

Could it be... Could there really be such a coincidence?

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Jenson struggled to control his conjecture, taking a deep breath to calm himself as he leaned back in his chair with his fists clenched, his whole body stiff, his mind a little confused, his eyes in a trance.

It seemed like a long time had passed before Jenson got up, strode quickly to the square table on the edge of the sofa in the living room, took the pen from the pen holder, and took out the blank paper from the drawer.

I quickly came back to the study and sat down, took a deep breath several times, until I felt that my heartbeat was fluctuating a little, and then slowly recorded some clues:

1. The first time I was in the three-day bookstore, I saw An Manman's behavior of reading this book was different from that of normal book lovers.

2. An Man read this book, but didn't buy it that day? (The book was later found at her house.) )

3. I accidentally found a circle of friends posted by An Manman, the content of which was "They all say it's fake, but who will believe it." Is this what the author expects? ”。 Moreover, the accompanying picture is the artificial sea he took her to last time.

4. In the book "How Good You Should Be If You Knew Me", there is a clip of two people walking on the beach.

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The essence of Jensen's strong logical way of thinking is beginning to be exposed, and instead of guessing, it is better to sort it out first, and he thinks and recalls little by little, and records are simple in rows.

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5. The last time I learned from Luo Cheng, my sister-in-law's best friend knew the author, and I learned that this author Qianqianjie was working in the LRO advertising company.

6, today I learned from Chen Xiaoxia that An Manman is the author, and the books she writes will also be filmed.

7, Chen Xiaoxia revealed that An Manman once said that the love she wanted was also in the book, and it was in the book she wrote.

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The more Jensen thought about it, the more nervous he became, and the more he wrote, the more excited he became, listing all the relevant things he knew in as much detail as possible, even if he seemed to think that the answer was probably the one he had guessed in his heart.

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8. The last time I went to Anman's bedroom, I found the book "How Good Would You Be If You Knew Me" at home, and the cover slogan was: I hope love is what you look forward to!

Moreover, she also made a lot of notes in the book "How Good It Would Be If You Knew Me".

(Isn't that obviously out of line with a reader's behavior?) )

9. The second time I met An Manman at the Three Days Bookstore, she was holding some books about screenwriting, and Jenson thought that An Manman was studying at work.

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At this point, Jensen couldn't write anymore, and the heroine of the book "How Good Would You Be If You Knew Me" began to appear in her mind, as if she had the same quiet and gentle character as An Manman, and the same simple and plain clothes...

Jensen had a certain idea in his mind: only the book written by the author himself, expressing the story he wants to express, will be shaped by himself...

Thinking of this, Jensen is even more sure: An is full of possibilities, perhaps, it is a thousand knots!

And thousands of knots may be full of peace!

They're supposed to be... The same person...

All kinds of conjectures and thousands of thoughts were surging in his heart, like a lake waiting to be unloaded, and Jenson's expression looked calm, but in fact, his excited heart could burst at any moment!

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