Lan Ting stretched out his hand and made a slight comparison: "At that time, I only had this nod, and from here, my body could be completely blocked by the tree pole, and Cao's mother didn't find out that I was there, she thought that the wall had no ears." Of course, I didn't expect my mother to come to the garden to relax after scolding me, and Cao's mother probably also took a fancy to this secluded place, so she chose to talk to her mother. ”

Chungui originally didn't intend to interrupt Lan Ting's narration, but after Lan Ting said the above words, he was silent for too long, and Chungui couldn't help but ask softly: "Why is my mother-in-law scolding?" ”

"Because of Wei Guanzhi."

Spring Return: !!

"At that time, I was already enlightened, in the past I was living in the outer academy, but that day I heard that my mother was unwell, so I went to my mother's room to ask the province, but my mother was not in the house, I saw that there was a book of poems on my mother's case, so I opened it casually and read it, the poetry collection was written by Wei Jun when he was a teenager, maybe I can't call it written, because I recognized it as my mother's handwriting, it should be my mother's private copy of Wei Jun's poems, which has been treasured, I saw a few words written on the title page of Wei Guanzhi's collection, but I didn't know who Wei Guanzhi was.

After reading a few poems, my mother entered, and saw that I was reading the collection, so she immediately reprimanded me, and snatched the book, as if afraid that I would defile my mother's treasures, and that day, I clearly saw in my mother's eyes hatred, not the deep responsibility of love, and my mother reprimanded me for retreating quickly, and warned me not to step into the room without her permission in the future. ”

Lan Ting's tone was very calm, as if the old thing had been too long, and he would no longer be confused and aggrieved by the gratuitous reprimand that time, as if all the grief and anger had been calmed down with the passage of time, but Chun Gui knew that this was not the case.

Indifference and alienation have broken off the normal state of a mother's treatment of her children, let alone hatred?

No one can face their mother's disgust and be calm and unmindful, without getting to the bottom of it.

"I was sitting there that day." Lan Ting pointed out the window: "Hear the conversation between Mother and Mother Cao clearly." ”

"Mother said that Zhao Jiangcheng's son, what qualifications does he have to tamper with Wei Lang's poems, what kind of person is Wei Lang, how can he allow worldly people to defile and defile, I thought at the time that this was really not my delusion." Lan Ting smiled in a daze, and lowered her eyebrows: "Mother Cao said, 'Madam, the eldest brother was also born to you in October." ”

At that time, thanks to Cao's mother's words, otherwise, he should really wonder if his mother was born, because he was only Zhao Jiangcheng's son in his mother's mouth, and he thought that if he was really just Zhao Jiangcheng's son, he would probably not be so sad, because in this way he could still understand his mother's disgust.

But my mother did not deny the blood relationship between them, but just cried and expressed regret - in my life, the most regretful thing is to have to obey the words of my parents and marry someone I can't love at all, although Zhao Jiangcheng is a famous child, what can be compared to Wei Lang? He is not worthy of my true affection at all, he is not worthy of my marriage, I should not have children for him, he is not worthy, he is not worthy at all.

Lan Ting even remembered what Cao's mother persuaded - madam, the slave knows that you still don't forget Wei Lang, but who made Wei Lang already settle his family? Even if you and Wei Lang are like-minded, but in the end, there is no fate, the old man is not as good as Wei Lang, but Mrs. is really respectful, why should Mrs. be so bothered because of the past

What about grinding yourself?

"I knew that my mother-in-law originally belonged to her, and she was forced to marry into Zhaomen by the order of her parents, so I always thought that the marriage of the matchmaker of my parents' life was rare and happy, but this was the convention, and I never complained about my mother-in-law, right?" After listening to Lan Ting's narration, Chun Gui could only sigh at that old story.

"I don't complain, but I care, I am puzzled by how magnificent Wei Guanzhi is in my mother's mouth, so that after my mother missed him, I regret the incompleteness of my life so much, I care more about what I didn't do wrong, why did I take responsibility, why did my mother give birth to me and hate me, I can't agree that my mother is regretful, and it is not until today that I know that what kind of love is actually my mother's wishful thinking, or the wishful thinking of everyone in the Zhu family, Wei Guanzhi has never responded to his mother's admiration, and even his father may have been kept in the dark, he never knew about this old thing, but only I was the only one to bear the fault in this marriage, think about it, it's ridiculous. ”

Lan Ting shook her head and smiled: "I now, it seems that I really complain about my mother, in her life, there are many people who value and cherish, her parents and her brother, her reputation and her family, and her love that she can't ask for, but I am someone she can give up without hesitation, she ignores my expectations for her, Huihui, when my mother was abandoned by the imperial decree, I couldn't stop it, I couldn't persuade the emperor to take back his life, but I begged my mother, I believe that as long as I wait until my grandfather returns to Beijing, I will not sit idly by and watch my mother's grievances, this matter is not without a turning point, Before the dust settled, I begged my mother to be patient for the time being, go back to my home first, and wait patiently until my grandfather returned to Beijing, and everything would be revealed, and my grandfather would be able to get justice for my mother.

But Huihui, my mother just looked at me coldly at that time, she said that I didn't have to wait for my grandfather to return to Beijing, I could turn the tide, she asked me to see the Empress Dowager Shengde, and told the Empress Dowager Shengde that I had witnessed a private meeting between my father and Mrs. Shen. ”

Spring Return: !!

"I rejected my mother, because I don't want to slander innocent people, my father and Mrs. Shen have no selfish feelings, if I obey my mother's order, I will push Mrs. Shen into a desperate situation with my own hands, I don't understand that my mother and Mrs. Shen obviously don't have a life-and-death hatred, and they don't have to save themselves like this, obviously there is a way to get the best of both worlds, why did my mother have to slander Mrs. Shen.

My mother looked at me and sneered, she said that if I didn't do this, I would be discredited by my mother's family, she said that the Zhu family would never tolerate an abandoned woman, she said should I look coldly at my maternal father, my uncle was disgraced, but worried about an outsider who had nothing to do with it? She said Zhao Lanting, this is the benevolence, righteousness, courtesy and faith you have been taught since childhood, you are a hypocrite like your father. ”

Lan Ting raised his eyes, looking out of this window, it seemed that he could vaguely see that the childish child who was full of grievances and confusion back then was himself back then, but at that time, he never thought that one day he would lose his mother so quickly.

"I begged my mother on my knees, but she pushed me away, saying that since I didn't want to follow her plan, there was no need to pretend anymore, and I thought that my mother was only complaining because she was angry and worried, and I thought that my mother just needed time to calm down. The next day, my mother returned, I quietly followed, I wanted to follow my mother back to the house, I would persuade the grandfather to be at ease, I would persuade the queen mother to appease the mother, but the door of Zhujia Street was closed, and they turned my mother away!

Mother knelt in front of the street gate,

I took out the sharp dagger in my sleeve and stabbed myself to death, right in front of my eyes. ”

"Don't ......" At this moment, Chun Gui couldn't help but want to stop Lan Ting from continuing to narrate.

She suddenly thought of the moment when the dead man was stabbing herself to death in Wang Jiugui's house, Lan Ting quickly blindfolded her, but at that time she felt that the trembling person was Lan Ting who was sheltering her, so it was, so it was, he was still a child, and he actually witnessed his biological mother stabbing himself to death in front of his eyes, how frightened Lan Ting should have been at that time, how helpless, how, blame himself!

But what's wrong with him? Should refusing to slander the innocent and not wanting to distort the facts be his original sin?!

"My mother didn't get angry immediately, at least when I rushed forward, she was still conscious, but she still sneered at me, she said Zhao Lanting, don't forget that it was your hard-hearted heart that killed me and your biological mother, you should never forget that you are also an accomplice."

"You're not!" Chungui felt that she was simply indignant, she couldn't understand why as a mother, she would be so cruel to her own flesh and blood.

"I know I'm not, because when I heard that the Zhu family did not allow women to be abandoned, I thought of letting my mother live in the Xisheng Pavilion first, but my mother didn't listen to my pleas at all, she said that she had abandoned the Zhao family, and she didn't need someone surnamed Zhao to take care of her, because my surname was Zhao, unless I helped her slander Mrs. Shen, unless I could trick the Empress Dowager Shengde into forcing the emperor to take back her life, otherwise I would no longer be her son, but I can't violate my conscience, even if time is over, I still won't make another choice.

It's like my mother will never be between the Zhu family and me, there are other choices.

The mother was angry, the door of Zhu's street was opened, and the old lady Zhu let out a sad voice, but he didn't cry for his mother, he even claimed that he was uneducated, and the family was unfortunately abandoned by the woman, but fortunately, the unfilial daughter knew her mistakes and changed her mistakes, and atonement for her sins with death, so the Zhu family saw the reason why her mother knew her mistakes and could change them, so she welcomed back her mother's body and buried it. ”

"So don't ...... from that time"

"I saw through the hypocrisy of the Zhu family!" Lan Ting closed the window, turned around, and closed her eyes slightly: "This also includes my mother, but I can't deny that she is my biological mother, and my mother has passed away, what is the meaning of right and wrong for her?" The mother is at fault, but this fault cannot offset the grievance, although death is the mother's own choice, but she does not have to choose between life and death. So, Huihui, I have a personal grudge and family feud, and today I will tell you all that the real murderer who killed my mother is not only Wan Xuanzhi, but also Empress Shen, and my grandmother and her brother, An Luhou Jiangchen, these people are my mother's revenge. ”

Chungui took a slow breath.

Of course, she expected that Lan Ting would definitely not be confused, but she didn't expect that today, when she was caught off guard, she would hear all the truth from Lan Ting's mouth, at this moment she was not in the mood to pretend to be shocked, at this moment she just wanted to step forward and hug this young man with a heavy shoulder, so she really did it.

"Don't, I hate these people as much as you do, I hate them for turning their backs on their blood relatives because of their vanity of fame and fortune, hating them for treating other people's lives as a mustard, if I were you, I would not act in ignorance of my conscience and do what I despise, I am firm that no matter how many people in the world are filthy, it cannot be a reason for me to be in the same league with them, I believe that if you are as firm as you, you will have a rational decision, but whether it is resentment or pain, you will no longer have to endure it alone, no matter when, no matter what, You can tell me. ”