Shen Song said that everyone will encounter a war alone, as if they are in the vast sea, without relatives and with little hope. No one comes to save you, no one can call for help, you have no other way but to save yourself. I couldn't agree more. I've had times like this, where I want someone to pull me, but no one can hear me. No matter how many times I read Shen Song's column, I can't get out of the quagmire. I used to think I had friends, but my friends said I always thought too much. During that dark time, I really lost hope for anything.

OK.

I received a letter from him. Those seven words were like the only light source in the darkness, guiding me back to the right path.

Don't be afraid, I've always been there.

- Shen Qingjia's Diary, 2004

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I've always had what I wanted, and I never got it. Whether it's a gift or a wish, I want it. And her looking up.

- Flowers, 2005

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On the day Shen Qingjia received the admission letter, the weather was exceptionally good.

It is true that people are in good spirits when they are happy, and if you are lucky, everything is good luck. The Shen family is happy, and it seems that in this world, except for Shen Qingjia's admission to a key high school, the rest is irrelevant. Everyone's face was filled with a smile of happiness and satisfaction. The neighbors came to congratulate her, and she finally walked out of the small village with her eyebrows raised.

Shen Qingjia said with a smile: "It's just that I'm just taking the high school exam, and besides, everyone has been admitted." ”

Yes. It's not just Shen Qingjia. Last year, Hua Bijin and Song Fusheng were all admitted to Zilin No. 1 Middle School. She is the third person in Lianhuadu to be admitted to the provincial key middle school. She understands everyone's excitement, even though she has been used to being praised by everyone since she was a child, but in the end she is still a little unaccustomed. Now she has to face so much enthusiasm and sincerity, she can't be perfunctory at all. Otherwise, you will be criticized for being proud and complacent.

Even if he doesn't say it in his heart, he always unconsciously cares about the eyes and opinions of others, which is Shen Qingjia's shortcoming.

"You're so smart that you're going to rise step by step."

"In the future, I will also be admitted to a good university, a key university."

"In the future, I will bother you to help my kid with tutoring during the winter and summer vacations, so that he can also learn a little."

"I'll call my family Feifei to play with you tomorrow and ask you about exam skills."

Such words, Shen Qingjia responded patiently one by one.

Later, as lunch approached, the crowd gradually dispersed, and everyone went home to prepare lunch. The Shen family's hall finally quieted down, and Shen Qingjia and her mother cleaned up the teacups and chairs together. I can finally take a break. Shen Qingjia came up with such an idea. But he heard Heng Wen happily calling Song Fusheng's name. Shen Qingjia raised his head and looked at the gate-

The boy standing at the door was really Song Fusheng. He was wearing a white shirt, dark pants, white sneakers, and a large white bag in his hand. Song Fusheng moved out two months before the high school entrance examination, and never came back since. I haven't seen him for a year, Song Fusheng is still so beautiful, he stands there, as bright as the sun.

The cold temperament in the past is now inexplicably a little warmer. It's just that I haven't seen him for a year, and I always feel like he's grown again.

"Shen Qingjia? What are you still in a daze? Hurry up and make tea. ”

Constant temperature reminds her to stop wandering.

Shen Qingjia's face flushed, and while responding to his mother's words, he smiled shyly at him, turned around and ran into the kitchen.

If being admitted to Zilin No. 1 Middle School made Shen Qingjia's heart flutter, then now seeing Song Fusheng coming to his house as a guest, Shen Qingjia is like walking in the clouds, like falling into a fairyland. Every cell in her body is singing.