After Zhao Xin heard the words, the whole person was stunned.

In addition to being stunned, her heart was beating violently, and she felt that she was a little unbelievable, but she couldn't believe it in her heart. She didn't know why she believed him as soon as he said it.

Maybe in the bottom of her heart, she also once doubted?

Zhao Xin's mouth opened several times, she felt that she should say something, but she couldn't make a sound. She was a little anxious and a little powerless, and when she wanted to say something, the tears fell first.

Chu Yu was a little helpless, and carefully wiped away the tears on her face: "Zhao Xin, my original intention was not to make you cry. “

"I know, I'm sorry." Zhao Xin said, "I really don't know about this. I...... I always thought ......"

She always thought that the man was Chu Sui.

I didn't expect it to be Chu Yu.

Isn't it too bloody to say that such a thing happened to her.

"I like you, don't you feel it, at that time, I liked you very much." Chu Yu looked down at her and said, "I used to think you understood and didn't say it, but then I thought you pretended not to understand, so I didn't say it." Isn't my liking strong enough, shouldn't it, anyone with a discerning eye can see that I like you so much, only you don't know. “

Zhao Xin seemed to have heard something impossible, tears kept falling, and his voice became more and more trembling: "Your body ......"

Is it because of her?

He felt sorry because he saved himself, but his sister was gone?

So what to do first. What did she have to do?

"Everything is of my own volition, I don't regret it, and I won't regret it, it's just--" Chu Yu said: "I know it's very selfish to tell you these things now, but Zhao Xin, I have no choice, it's really torturous to keep paying for one person." I also need some warmth. I want you to grant me a request, can you? “

Zhao Xin couldn't cry.

……

Chu Sui met Zhao Xin in the middle of the night.

Because of the solution to Zhong Hequn's matter, Zhong Hecheng's attitude has also changed 1800 degrees, and he has begun to let her start some company affairs, because he is going on a business trip tomorrow, for convenience, he will sleep in a hotel near the airport tonight, and I don't know how Zhao Xin found it.

Chu Sui was a little stunned when he saw her, and then quickly let the door open and let her in. Because he was already sleeping just now, his hair looked messy, and he was so sleepy that he couldn't do it.

He lay back on the bed: "How did you find it?" “

"Something."

"Oh, by the way, my mother is waiting for me today, so I didn't send you back."

"Oh."

Chu Sui was not very satisfied with her coldness, lifted the quilt, pointed to the position in his arms, and lazily: "Come and sleep." “

Zhao Xin didn't move.

Chu Sui's tone was a little heavier: "Come here." “

She sighed, and finally climbed onto Chu Sui's bed. It's been a long time since the two of them have been in the same bed, and the man almost immediately began to think about writing about something inconsequential.

Chu Sui felt that now that Zhao Xin had grown meat, he was not so awkward when he hugged it.

He rubbed her and said, "Reach out and see if there's anything in that drawer." “

Zhao Xin paused, and frowned puzzled: "What? “

Chu Sui looked at her with calm eyes, lowered his voice and said, "What do you say?" “

Zhao Xin: "......"

However, she reached out seriously and looked at it, and then really let her turn out two, and Zhao Xin took them in front of him and shook them.

Chu Sui's eyes lit up, and he picked her chin and kissed him, Zhao Xin hesitated for a while, but did not refuse.

The rest of the time was actually relatively quiet, only Chu Sui whispered in her ear: "Zhao Xin, I miss you." “

Chu Sui saw that she didn't speak, and she didn't speak again.

……

Chu Sui slept with Zhao Xin in his arms.

He sensed that she hadn't been doing well lately.

"When I get back, I'll have to take you for a run." He hugged her from behind.

The two of them shrank in a quilt, it was not early at this time, Chu Sui had already come up with sleepiness, and holding Zhao Xin was very helpful to sleep, he found a comfortable position and planned to sleep.

But the next moment, when his hand accidentally rubbed against the side of her face and felt her face wet, he was frightened awake.

Chu Sui almost subconsciously turned Zhao Xin around, and then sure enough, he saw that her eyes were red, and he didn't know how long she had been crying silently.

As soon as she cried, he was annoyed, but he had to coax people, and Chu took out two pieces of paper from the bedside table on the other side and wiped her face for her. Then he whispered, "Did I hurt you?" “

She didn't say anything, just shook her head.

"Or are you worried about the future? My side was ready at any time, and my dad agreed, I didn't think he would agree, but I didn't expect him to change his mind. Chu Sui patiently explained the situation to her, "His opinion is not important, but his agreement means that we have more money to spend, which is a very good thing, don't you say, huh?" “

He and Zhao Xin don't live together, and there is not much time to communicate, so once he speaks, there are still a lot of topics to talk about: "My pregnant classmate was also picked up by my uncle, looking at that appearance, I think my uncle should like her quite much, which is also good, which shows that he is still a little human." Of course, my attention is still focused on you, Zhao Xin, everything is ready, only the east wind is owed, when are you going to go home with me? Your husband has to thank you for waiting for the flowers. “

Zhao Xin felt a little funny: "You still spend." “

"I am what you say I am."

Zhao Xin said: "Do you remember the first time I went to Chu's house, my aunt introduced me to you, you really dislike me." You hated me every day. “

In the past, it was a big mountain of Chu Sui, and he had a headache, but he had to face it, because of his weak heart, his tone was a few degrees lower: "I was young and ignorant, and I made a little mistake." “

"And when did your attitude change?"

Chu Sui said hesitantly: "Probably, once you took a bath." “

Zhao Xin smiled: "Actually, at that time, I found you, but I was afraid, you had a bad temper, so I washed it quickly and fled in a hurry." Later, I was still very scared, and if you make a fuss about this again, then I really won't be able to hold my head up for the rest of my life. Thankfully, I haven't heard any gossip about this. “

Chu Sui had to defend himself: "How can I be such a person who talks about other people's private affairs like that." “

"Yes, then why do you always expose the black material of my tablemate Wang Ergou."

Chu Sui said: "That's because he likes you, I'm not angry, it's just him." Most of the people who used to be targeted by me liked you. “

When boys are young, they don't have many bells and whistles to attract girls' attention, so they like to bully. to get the other person's attention.

Zhao Xin is one such one.

How many of those who call her village girl in front of her like her?

Chu is also a boy, and he can understand the careful thinking of many people.

Chu Sui was aware of his strangeness towards Zhao Xin, so he carefully eradicated all of these, with his character, these were naturally not his opponents.

Of course, there are times when he can't figure it out, and that is Chu Yu.

Before Zhao Xin appeared, Chu Sui had always had a good relationship with Chu Yu, and the relationship between his brother-in-law and brother-in-law was naturally ironclad.

But no one thought that their relationship would eventually evolve into a love rival.

Chu Sui only thought of Chu Yu here, and Zhao Xin also mentioned him on his side, in fact, her voice can be called disappointing, what she said was: "So you targeted Chu Yu because he likes me, right?" “

He really hated hearing this name from Zhao Xin's mouth, as if Zhao Xin was biased towards Chu Yu as soon as he said it, which made him can't help but be sour.

However, Chu Sui didn't want to deceive Zhao Xin now, so he didn't deny it: "It's true, I'm small-minded, and you don't know." “

Zhao Xin was silent.

Chu Sui, who couldn't wait for her to speak, also quieted down, thinking repeatedly about what he had just said, whether there was anything inappropriate.

Not really.

Chu Sui thought about it, and in order to show his generosity, he reluctantly said nothing: "But he took care of you so much during this time, I am still quite grateful to him." “

Zhao Xin's breathing became calmer and calmer, and after a while, she raised her head to look at him, with a little sadness in her eyes: "Chu Sui, I may not be able to go back with you." “

The man who was originally lazy finally got rid of that lazy appearance, and the whole person became more serious than ever. He smiled and said, "Zhao Xin, what do you mean?" “

"Why don't you ever confess to me that it was Chu Yu who saved me back then?" She whispered, "I always thought it was you, so I used to be so nice to you, you...... If you keep taking the credit of others, won't you feel guilty for a moment? I think the most ridiculous thing is that I have always felt that it is a pity that God is jealous of talents, and Chu Yu is so good. In the end, I realized that everything about him was because of me--"

Zhao Xin's words were undoubtedly a bolt from the blue.

Chu Sui couldn't move in an instant, it had been a long, long time, so long that he had almost forgotten about it, and now he mentioned it in such an embarrassing way, he was faintly uneasy in his heart, and said weakly: "I'm sorry, Zhao Xin, I'm really sorry, I should take the initiative to tell you about it." “

But he was really afraid of this matter, Chu Sui was really afraid, he was afraid that this was his strangeness, so he didn't even dare to bet.

Chu Sui was like a child who had made a mistake, obviously he was so tall, how could he be a child, he looked at Zhao Xin, for fear of missing a trace of her expression, "I'm sorry." “

Zhao Xin paused. Got up from the bed lightly.

Chu Sui is a man, of course he can stop all this, but he just watched her movements, didn't dare to reach out to stop it, and only said when she was dressed: "I love you." “

I'm sorry, I love you.

It was love that made him selfish, cowardly, and afraid to take responsibility.

Because he's afraid of losing.

Chu Sui has always been that kind of insecure person, he has not had a father since he was a child, which has made him have such a situation since he was a child, he is more afraid of separation than anyone else.

So most of the time he faces Zhao Xin, he always likes to mix truth and falsehood when he speaks, because everyone has one thing in common, and they are afraid of exposing their weaknesses to others.

He's insecure, but he doesn't want people to know he's insecure.

Zhao Xin's eyes turned red.

This is one of the very few Chu Sui who does not twist and say that he loves her.

How did she ask before, and he used his likes to prevaricate her at most.

But the current situation is so bad, it's a mess, and she can't refuse there. I can't handle this side well.

Zhao Xin really felt that he was about to go crazy when he was entangled.

She stood on the edge of the doorframe like a torn person, unable to get in or out, unable to move her steps.

Chu Sui's voice trembled a little: "Are you leaving?" “

"Don't go, I'll put you to sleep."

"Otherwise, I'll tell you about me and Chu Yue, and I'll tell you anything you want to know."

"I love you, don't go, okay?" His voice began to choke.

Zhao Xin looked at him wordlessly sadly: "Chu Yu's health is already very poor, he has to go abroad to recuperate, I think I probably ......"

Chu Sui was heartbroken.

It's like in a fairy tale, his heart is broken, but he doesn't think it's as beautiful as in a fairy tale, he feels pain, the pain of being cut.

He hadn't felt this way for a long time, because recently he really thought that he was now a wife and daughter, and that he was living a happy life.

Chu Yu was a time bomb, he had always known it, but he never thought that Chu Yu would explode at this time.

He overestimated him, Chu Yu said that his love was great, so later he also thought so unconsciously, Chu Sui thought that Chu Yu would be as bright as ever, but he didn't expect him to start playing tricks.

Zhao Xin finally hid in the shadows, and only a very calm and indifferent voice came.

--"Chu Yu is still waiting for me. “

She said.

Then, his eyes widened and he saw her disappear into the night.

Chu Sui sat on the bed for a long time, as if it was only for a moment, and it became so bad in an instant.

He didn't know how long he had been holding such an action, he only knew that he was awakened by the mobile phone, and Chu Sui was expecting a call from Zhao Xin to him, but it was not, but it was Chu Yu.

His text messages give people a very Chu Yu feeling, there are not many emotional fluctuations, and the text messages are neither long nor short. It is written.

I've backed down countless times, but this time I want to fight for myself. Chu Sui, I have probably guessed the result this time, I think I won. In this matter, you can't compare to me after all. I'm not showing off, I'm just stating the facts, do you think Zhao Xin really loves you? ｓ

In the past, Chu Sui would probably be lazy and dismissive.

But now Chu Sui. He didn't dare to read the text messages again, like a cowardly puppy, collapsed on the bed that made people despair.

It was only such a short time that he began to think about Zhao Xin.

So what should he do with such a long time in the future.

……

Chu Sui did not travel the next day.

He went to the hospital, a cold, menacing.

Chu Mei takes care of the child and takes care of him at the same time. The whole person was so busy that he finally asked a nurse to take care of Chu Sui.

Day 1.

"It's weird, why didn't Zhao Xin come to see you?" Chu Mei asked in her spare time.

Chu Sui's hand holding the phone trembled a little.

Finally he rolled over and rested.

Chu Mei frowned.

The next day.

Chu Mei came to see him with a doll, the little girl was raised to be white and fat, Chu Sui teased her for a while, and then heard Chu Mei say: "Today Zhao Xin asked me to find a wet nurse for the child, is she going to feed herself?" “

Of course, she is not such a feudal person, and it is true that lactating women do not have such a good time. She was just curious.

Chu Sui's face was ugly, but he didn't say anything.

However, Chu Mei sensitively found that he was in a much lower mood.

In the past few years, he has become a lot more manly, but his facial features are still exquisite, and he just can't stand much suffering, and he looks like he has suffered at this moment.

"Quarrelsome?" She asked quietly.

"Hmm." Chu Sui's voice was extremely difficult.

Chu Sui was in a bad mood, and this mother's mood naturally would not be good, Zhong Hecheng came to see Chu Sui in the afternoon, but he was attracted by his granddaughter, so he began to tease the child, but just this act made Chu Mei sneer: "You can't see your son who is going to die?" It's all over now, and there's still time to tease my granddaughter, and my son doesn't want it anymore, right? “

"......" Zhong Hecheng touched his nose, he didn't know where he offended her again, he was obviously cautious.

"Since you don't care about your son's life or death, don't come here."

Zhong Hecheng and Chu Sui on the hospital bed glanced at each other, and even the latter felt that his father's scolding was unworthy of the name: "Mom, I don't want to die or live." “

"Look in the mirror before you talk to me about that." Chu Mei picked her eyes and looked very mean, "I'm already merciful, others may think that you have gone down." “

Chu Sui was silent.

Zhong Hecheng did not dare to happen again.

Both father and son have seen how powerful this woman is, and they don't want to find guilt for themselves.

Day 3.

Chu Sui is in a good mood, and when he gets along with his daughter, his mood can always improve a lot.

He is probably the legendary daughter slave.

Chu Sui originally planned to put on a cartoon, but somehow, he was transferred to a local news station.

"The young master of the Chu family will go to the United States to recuperate recently because of his illness, and his newlywed wife will go with him, and the two of them said that they will never leave no matter what, let us wish this couple a good time."

Chu Sui became silent again.

Chu Mei outside also paused, she stood at the door and didn't go in to disturb him.

Then she waited outside the door for hours, and he was like he had no soul.

It wasn't until Xiao Xiaoxin cried that he suddenly came back to his senses, lowered his head and coaxed gently.

"Don't cry, don't cry, baby, you won't be abandoned."

But Chu Mei felt that he was holding the child so hard, and coaxing the child, it was clearly like coaxing himself.