Chapter 20 Dreaming of a Father
There used to be a black Mercedes parked there. In the dark night, there are no street lights, and the body blends in with the night.
Shangguan Qing pulled out her hand and said suddenly: "Ou, you use this to send me?" I thought--"
"You think! Why do you think so? Do you use it! Hehe-" Ouyang quickly sat in the cab and shouted, "Get in the car, little girl!" ”
"I-" Shangguan Qing hesitated, being with a strange man so late!
"Come on! I send you as you should. Maybe we'll work together in the future! You're afraid I'm a bad person, aren't you? He got down and pushed her into the passenger seat.
Ouyang said: "Don't worry! Do I look like a bad person! I'm not a bad person! "While starting the car.
"What's your address?" Ouyang asked.
"Just send me to the intersection of Qingyang Road!" Shangguan Qing said softly, in fact, she had a good impression of this surname Ouyang.
"Oh!" Ouyang Xu sighed, stopped talking and concentrated on driving the car.
Shangguan Qing looked at the night scene outside the window and sighed.
"What's wrong? Got something on your mind? Let's talk about it! Ouyang Xu said.
"No, I just think the night view along the coast is so beautiful!" Shangguan Qingyan was insincere.
The night of the city is so charming, the lights are bright and green, mottled and prosperous.
Shangguan Qing looked at the lights of thousands of homes outside the car window, and felt a burst of loss in her heart. Does the city have a place of its own? Looking at passers-by in the bustling corner of the night, so happy and presumptuous.
Shangguan Qing felt that he was just a spectator of this city. Sometimes, the city is disgusted. I realized its dirtiness, the intrigue between people, and the pursuit of interests! There is no such simple atmosphere as the countryside, and the freedom to breathe freely. It's really not easy to find a peace of mind that belongs to you.
For a car, this distance is really nothing!
"Stop!" Shangguan Qing said suddenly: "I'll go down at this intersection!" ”
"Is that the neighborhood?" Ouyang asked casually.
"Yes! I went in on my own! As soon as the car stopped, Shangguan Qing had already jumped out of the car, waved to the car and turned away.
Shangguan Qing raised her head and stretched her neck, and saw that the crimson blue sky seemed to be a big rendering after splashing ink, covering the entire sky with a sprinkling of energy, obscure and depressed, and her heart became even more uneasy.
Waiting for Shangguan Qing to go upstairs, he quietly opened the door, and there was still a light in the living room. Mom leaned back on the couch and snooze off the phone.
The lights were also on in her younger brother's Shangguan Bin's room, and she tiptoed into her brother's bedroom.
"Sister! You're back! Surprise me! Shangguan Bin exclaimed in a low voice, but his sister covered his mouth.
"Shhhh Be quiet, and don't let Mom hear. Shangguan Qing pulled Shangguan Bin to the balcony of his room.
"Is there a bank phone today?" Shangguan Qing asked.
"There seems to be one, what's wrong?" Shangguan Bin said casually.
Shangguan Qing said cautiously: "Mom, she-do you know?" ”
"I took it, she didn't know, but she had a nervous moment today and turned the house upside down. You've done something bad! No matter how stupid Shangguan Bin is, he knows that his mother's behavior is related to his sister.
"That's good! That's good. Shangguan Qing patted her chest and breathed a sigh of relief.
"Sister! That's what you're wrong with! Don't tell me about such a big thing at home. You don't know, I almost confessed to my mom! If she hadn't had time to listen......" Shangguan Bin said angrily.
"Little brother, little brother, little Binbin! I don't have time to tell you! I'm afraid that your mouth will soon be discovered by your mother! Shangguan Qing took his arm and laughed.
"You also underestimate me! I'm 16 years old, so I can get my ID card! Give me the private seal! I'll put it back! Shangguan Bin put on an adult posture, which made Shangguan Qing a little funny, but many of them were still moved!
"Be careful!" Shangguan Qing took out the bag from her backpack, took out her private seal and instructed.
Shangguan Bin put down his private seal and came in again.
Shangguan Qing stretched out her head and asked, "Is Mom awake?" Where did you put it? Is it in the original box or? Mom didn't find it today! Will she be suspicious? ”
"Sister! You have a lot of questions! I've solved it all! Mom has turned over a lot of places, but there is one place that hasn't moved, so I'll put it there! When she asks tomorrow, you say you don't know. I'll remind her! ”
"Where the hell did you put it?"
"It's in the mezzanine of Daddy's picture frame."
"You, my God!"
"How? There's nothing to say! I'm a genius! Shangguan Bin said proudly.
"Genius? I'll see how you're going to call your mother tomorrow!"
"Sister! Leave it alone! Sleep, I'm tired! Shangguan Bin fell into the bed.
Shangguan Qing came to the living room, woke Qu Feng up and said, "Mom, go to bed and sleep, it's uncomfortable to sleep here!" ”
"Xiaoqing! You're back! How did it get to this point? Qu Feng opened his misty eyes.
"I went to look for a job, I wanted to do a summer job, I went too far, and I came back late!"
"Have you eaten?"
"I've eaten it! Go to sleep! Shangguan Qing helped her mother into the bedroom, helped her lie down, tucked the quilt for her, watched her close her eyes, turned off the lights and closed the door, came out to wash herself and went back to the room to rest.
Lying on the princess bed specially bought by her father, Shangguan Qing couldn't sleep, maybe she wasn't tired enough, and when she was too awake, she often couldn't sleep and thought crankily.
She didn't have time to close the curtains, which was also taken by her father to pick them, for fear that she wouldn't like it.
Outside the window, the night was thick and dark, and Shangguan Qing opened her eyes wide to see if there were any stars, but she was disappointed. If there are stars, is Dad among them?
If there is a god, is it not that Dad should go to heaven, he is an easy-going good person, he should go to heaven. He always protects the three people in his family, no matter how much he has been wronged. On how sad nights, when she went to the toilet in the middle of the night, she could see the fireworks of her father, who did not smoke, hiding on the balcony. She knew he was smoking, and he only did that with difficult problems.
No matter what it is, as long as my father knows about it, it will seem to be easy to solve. In fact, I don't know how much sin he suffered. Shangguan Qing lay on the bed and prayed silently, hoping that her father's spirit in heaven would be safe and happy.
The night is silent when you don't see your fingers. Shangguan Qing closed her eyes and imagined her father's heavenly night, and she seemed to hear the breeze blowing softly, swaying and colliding with the tired leaves; The flowers that are blooming are tired; The chirping birds have returned to their nests.
There is silence, the sky and the earth are empty and vast, only the lonely moon stares at this quiet night from afar. Nature is immersed in a deep dream, quietly nurturing an unrestful dawn.
Silently, Shangguan Qing fell asleep in her imagination.
The faint light of dawn crept in through the crack in the window, shining peacefully on the corners of Shangguan Qing's slightly curled mouth, she finally smiled in her dream, she really didn't want to wake up, because she woke up without a father, without a complete home!
Because when she wakes up, she has to face the house incident that her mother may find, the financial problems of the family, and the future academic problems...... And the mother's tears, the younger brother's why? Where does she go from here? She didn't know, so she really wanted to just fall asleep, sleep like a sleeping beauty for a century and then wake up!
Reality often doesn't allow you to do whatever you want, and a strong knock on the door makes her have to get up and face her mother's madness.