All that awaits me is the devil.

I always went into the classroom and went back to the dormitory with trepidation.

I'm always on the lookout.

Actually, I'm not a daring person.

Brother.

I don't know why.

But I think the human heart is really terrible.

June's qi is not as fickle as the human heart.

Disgusting.

Brother.

How are you feeling right now? Do you think I'm too cowardly?

I don't blame you either.

But brother-

If there are no accidents, everyone will want to live well.

I'm probably unlucky. Hahaha.

Never mind.

Actually, I don't really want to laugh right now.

I'm not crazy.

Brother.

Finally and again with the light in your and my lives.

If it weren't for her presence.

If you hadn't met her.

I think you might have received this letter sooner.

So thank her.

I've always been grateful to her.

Her name is Shen Qingjia. It was the first friend I met in high school, and we had a lot in common. Several times we wore the same clothes to school. Don't disdain a drum and a word, everyone is the same as the school uniform. We wore casual clothes. This probability is not something that everyone can encounter.

She's super nice, very kind, and gentle. I used to think that my brother was the gentlest person. Now that you meet Qingjia, your status has been shaken greatly, brother. She's really a very gentle person. is never humble or arrogant, and he can't help but look weak, but there is a great explosive power brewing in his bones.

Brother.

Do you know? Qingjia is the only one who bravely protects me. Every time I was bullied, as long as she knew she would not turn a blind eye, she stepped up every time. Obviously, she's also a girl, and she's not omnipotent.

Qingjia is not afraid of rats at all. How brave.

You look at Qingjia as a cold person who doesn't like to talk, but if you get acquainted with her, you will find that she really has a lot of topics to talk about. She's such an interesting person. Your interesting soul, then Qingjia must be.

Brother.

I didn't tell Kiyoka that I was going to die. If she knew, she wouldn't be able to die. Hahaha.

Brother.

I'm a little sad that you stopped paying attention to me since you went to college. But it's understandable, after all, my mother really doesn't like me, maybe it's because I'm a girl, after all, she's very good to you and your brother. Always praise both of you. Mom praised you, I have no opinion, and even think that it is the appreciation you have won with your own strength. But forget about that stubbornness, my mother really dotes on him too much. Really worried about his future. But that's not something I can handle.

Brother. You are the best brother in the world, thank you for taking care of me in the past, and it is good to be your sister. Hope I haven't been a shame on you.

Brother.

Finally, I still want to be with you, my best friend Shen Qingjia. She's the only one I can't rest assured of. She always looks like she can't handle anything, but she's also vulnerable. Because she always thinks too much about others. As a result, they often put themselves in a very bad situation.

Brother, you are so smart, you must know why I am writing this email to you.

That's right, you guessed it right.

I just hope you can take good care of Qingjia instead of me. Although she is certainly not unusual. She's the person who doesn't like to cause trouble the most. She always tries to take care of others as much as possible, and never thinks about reciprocating. I don't want her to be so passive all the time. If something bad happens to her, of course I don't want that to happen, anyway, I hope she can leave before someone else leaves her. That way it won't be so sad.

Qingjia has never been a friend of hers. But brother, don't doubt her sincerity. Even if she doesn't think so, her words and deeds interpret the behavior of a close friend.

I know it all.

Qingjia. Thank you. Thank you for bringing me into your life and meeting so many interesting people.

Qingjia. Bye. You're going to have to be happy. There is nothing more important than making yourself happy.

My dearest brother, I really want to see you again this time. These are the longest and longest words I've ever said to you in years. Forgive me.

Brother. Good bye. Best wishes.

Qingjia will leave it to you.

Thank you very much.

I'll bless you, if there are any miracles like people.

Goodbye, goodbye. 】

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Tears fell on the keyboard in front of him.

Shi Yu didn't cry for many years.

But Shi Xue wrote to him this letter, he read it once and cried once.

At this moment, he is still crying a big boy. He kept wiping away the tears with his hands, but to no avail, because the tears seemed to be like a broken faucet, and they kept falling.

In the end, he forwarded the email to Shen Qingjia.

Since Shen Qingjia is such an important person in Shi Xue's life.

He also promised Shi Xue in his heart -

I will take good care of your most beloved friend in my own way. You can rest assured. I will protect her happiness as if I were protecting you.

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10:22 p.m.

Shen Qingjia finally received Shi Yu's reply.

Shi Yu sent him a brief email.

[I am Shi Yu.

I know you must be sad right now.

I don't know what to do with comforting words, because we are all in the same mood at this moment. Perhaps for a long time, this mood still lingered.

But life always has to move forward.

Please be happy.

Please let go of your pain, and if you can't, move forward with your pain.

I'll be with you always.

Shi Xue will also watch you from above, and she will always bless you with happiness and worry-free. 】

Shen Qingjia replied to Shi Yu's email with tears in his eyes-

Thank you Brother Shi Xue for your concern.

We all have to work hard.

Shen Qingjia actually has more to say, but it is different after all - when the snow is the snow, and the rain is the rain.

Originally, she thought that Shi Yu would not reply to the email again, but she didn't expect him to reply again soon.

It's just that this time the email received was a forward.

Shen Qingjia's eyes were blurred again, but she saw that the original sender turned out to be Shi Xue!

Shen Qingjia suppressed the sadness that collapsed in his heart, and read this long email carefully, not missing a word or punctuation.

After reading the entire email, Shen Qingjia had already cried into a tearful person.

Because she was crying so violently, she now has diaphragm cramps, which makes her even more uncomfortable. Her voice was hoarse. She felt like she was in pain and couldn't breathe.

Shi Xue, Qingjia, you have to be happy. You have to be happy. Shi Xue's voice still seems to be echoing in his ears now.

From the beginning to the present, Shi Xue has always been worried about her.

When it snows. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. If only I were in school today. Can I save you?

Dear Shi Xue, don't worry, those who hurt you, I will make them pay the price they deserve.

Dear Shi Xue, may the merciful Mother Earth rest your soul forever.