Jensen, who was already concerned about An Manman, since he was in the wilderness village, clearly felt his heart for An Manman, and his mind began to keep coming up with An Manman's words and deeds, smiling, thinking about it, he would raise the corners of his mouth slightly, and his heart had a warm current.

He appreciates An Manman's serious focus and hard work at work, and prefers An Manman's quiet and calm state when he gets along with his children, which still makes him feel so comfortable, like 26° just right weather.

However, thinking back to the last failed relationship, Jenson was worried that he would fall into such a powerless pain again, thinking of An Manman's rejection of Shi Xiaobo, he didn't understand what kind of love a girl like An Manman wanted, he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to give it, and he was afraid that he would have empty expectations, and he was most afraid that love would not be what he hoped for...

So after a lapse of 4 years, facing feelings again, and in the face of a bottomless heartbeat, Jenson is obviously very confused.

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Before returning to Luozhou City, Jensen first went to study for a few days, and then was busy with the acceptance work of the first phase of the [Wanshi Yunding Villa] project at the construction site, as well as the construction inspection of the second phase of the project, and also paid close attention to the decoration of the second phase of the 4-room model display room...

Putting himself into such a complicated work, Jenson felt that he could forget about his inner entanglements for the time being, and not think too much about things.

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But after returning to Luozhou City, since he learned from Chen Xiaoxia that An Manman had an accident at home, he hurriedly went to the high-speed rail station to pick up An Manman, although when they met, Jensen still pretended to be calm, didn't say anything, and didn't do anything...

However, Jenson didn't expect that when he saw An Man Man again, he would feel a little more distressed in his heart, he felt sorry for An Manman's strength, and he felt sorry for An Manman's weak shoulders to carry so much...

And this distress is raw and makes Jensen fall into clear pain, he can touch his heartbeat, but he also clearly remembers the scabbed heart, and the inner depression begins to slowly generalize to a low degree unconsciously...

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Due to some quality and safety problems of the second phase of the project, it was necessary to return to the company for relevant engineering audit and re-inspection, so Jensen temporarily returned to work at Luozhou Junhua Construction Company on this day.

Still as usual, Jensen, dressed in a formal suit, walked into the company with a document bag and greeted his colleagues with a smile.

Luo Xiaoli, who saw Jensen coming back to the company again, smiled and was about to stand up and say hello to Jensen, but Jensen didn't look in her direction, but walked straight past Luo Xiaoli and went to his office.

Although Jensen is still cold, and he made it clear last time, Luo Xiaoli, who still likes Jensen deeply in her heart, will still secretly turn her head between work, take a look at Jenson's office not far away, and see what Jensen is doing through the blinds.

When a woman is deeply in love with someone, the PH changes in the air can be noticed by sensitive women, not to mention Jensen, who has recently been saddened by emotional troubles.

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At first, Luo Xiaoli just thought that Jensen was too tired and a little tired from work, but after looking at it a few times, she found that Jensen who came back to the company this time was obviously different from usual.

And although Jensen, who came back this time, did not have too little telephone business, he sometimes held a pen but did not draw for a long time, and often frowned, as if he was thinking about something, Luo Xiaoli's intuition guessed that Jensen must not be looking for creative inspiration, and that look was obviously something that confused him...

Even Jenson will stand standing out of the window for a long time, or sit in front of the computer for a long time, completely not in much state at work, and his expression is sometimes very dull, like a feeling of confusion and helplessness...

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Jensen, who has a completely different style from the past, makes Luo Xiaoli feel that there must be something wrong with Jensen.

But Jensen had rejected her very directly last time, Luo Xiaoli couldn't think of what way and reason to care about Jensen, she was worried about whether Jensen had been at work recently, or something was wrong at home, and the more she thought about it, the more anxious she became.

Luo Xiaoli, who had been observing Jensen for several days, finally looked forward to the company's monthly meeting, and secretly sent Luo Cheng WeChat:

"Mr. Luo, will you come back to the company to participate in tomorrow's monthly meeting?"

"Yes."

"Then I'll come to you tomorrow and ask you something."

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On the day of the monthly meeting, as long as the work is not compulsory, all construction engineers must return to the company to report on their work, which is the internal work regulation of Luozhou Junhua Construction Company.

Seeing that Luo Cheng had come to the company, Luo Xiaoli hurried to Luo Cheng's office before the meeting started.

Knock knock~

"Mr. Luo, it's me, Xiaoli!"

Luo Xiaoli knocked on the door a few times, then opened the door directly and came in.

Luo Cheng looked at Luo Xiaoli, who was worried and seemed to have something big, and said jokingly:

"It's so early, what's the matter, so anxious?"

Luo Xiaoli pursed her lips, exhaled, and said slowly:

"I noticed that Jenson's work status seems to be a little wrong recently, and I'm a little worried, so I want you to go and have a look, is it convenient for you?"

Luo Cheng looked at the little girl with a worried look on her buddy, and smiled directly:

"Isn't Jenson fine, what's wrong?"

"I don't know very well, I feel that he has been in a daze lately, and his work is not in a state, I am worried that something has happened to him, and it is not good to ask, so I hope you can go and see it, and care more about him..."

Luo Cheng exhaled, relaxed, smiled and said:

"Good! It's a blessing for me buddy that you are so attentive to him, then I'll go back to him and ask..."

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All the engineers were busy reporting the progress of their projects to the company's leaders and senior management at the monthly meeting, and in the past, Jenson would have been seriously involved, but this time, it was obviously a bit perfunctory.

Luo Cheng, who didn't pay much attention to it, was reminded by Luo Xiaoli, as if he really felt that Jensen's recent work status was different, and he obviously lacked the previous drive and passion.

The meeting lasted all day, and everyone was slightly tired.

Jensen and Luo Cheng walked out of the office one after the other, and Luo Cheng took Jensen's shoulders and followed him to Jensen's office.

"Sensei, how is your work lately?"

"It's not the same."

"Has the construction site been busy lately?"

"It's okay, the first phase of the project is in the acceptance stage, and the second phase of the project is under construction."

On Jensen's desk, Luo Cheng casually picked up some of the drawings Jensen had been drawing recently, flipped through them, suddenly pulled out a drawing, handed it to Jensen, and said with a serious and ridiculous expression:

"Look at you, such a low-level mistake on this drawing..."

Jensen smiled slightly, and took the drawing that Luo Cheng said was wrong.

Luo Cheng looked puzzled:

"Originally, I heard that your work has not been very good recently, but I looked all the way and found that this is really the case?"

Randomly, Luo Cheng put his arm on Jensen's shoulder again and added:

"How about we go for a drink after work?"

"Yes, I've been depressed lately..."

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It was still a small restaurant that the two of them often went to, ordered a few appetizers, and the two chose a clean and spacious place on the side of the road to sit down.

Luo Cheng is still nagging about work as usual, as well as his wife and children.

The boss sent wine and food with a smile, and Jensen directly took two bottles and opened them, one bottle to Luo Cheng and one bottle for himself.

Jenson poured the beer into his glass, muffled and grunted.

Listening to Luo Cheng, Jensen drank the wine silently, this time he seemed to have forgotten to restrain himself, but he wanted to use the wine to kill his sorrows, one cup after another, opened one bottle after another, and after a while, 3 bottles of beer were already in the stomach...

Luo Cheng, who was on the side, looked at Jensen, and was even more sure that he had something in his heart, and said worriedly:

"Hey, don't just drink and listen to me, if you have something in your heart, you can tell me, buddy will accompany you..."

Beer and Luo Cheng's words were like opening and closing valves, making Jensen want to confide in the unhappiness in his heart recently, he said with an inexplicable smile and a blank look in his eyes:

"Do you remember I told you about a book that said I wanted to find that kind of love..."

Jenson changed his posture, took another drink, and continued:

"Oh, Qianqianjie, who are you? I can't find any of your information, it's so mysterious..."

"You made me immerse myself in your story, I don't want to love..."

"The girl who makes my heart flutter, what kind of love does she want..."

"Qianqianjie, you said that it is really difficult to ask for a copy of the love in your book?"

"What the hell should I do..."

Jensen took a sip of wine and said a sentence or two, and Jensen, who was logical and organized in the past, actually said something illogical through the wine, which made Luo Cheng on the side confused.

"Hey, Sen, I'm confused by you, so what Qianqianjie is the author of the novel you said?"

Jensen smiled slightly, and slowly responded:

"Well, author."

Luo Cheng, who suddenly came to his senses, looked at Jensen with a look of disgust:

"It's been a long time, are you in such a state because you like other authors?"

Jensen didn't quite understand, took another sip of wine, and at this time the slight drunkenness had already hit, looked at Luo Cheng, and said:

"What did you say?"

Luo Cheng amplified his voice:

"Look at you, your work is not in a state, you are depressed, I thought something happened to you..."

Jensen was silent, in a daze, thinking about An Manman, his slightly red face mixed with drunkenness, Jenson seemed to see a back of An Man leaving him, smaller and smaller, until the blur disappeared.

And Luo Cheng saw that Jensen was absent-minded, and said again:

"I really don't understand you, you said that you don't want people in reality, you have to fall in love with a thousand knots, right?"

Jensen, who was already slightly drunk, didn't know what Luo Cheng said later, but looking at the back of An Manman, who had vague news just now, Jensen himself felt that his heart was very empty, black and hollow.

Jenson took the last sip of wine, took a deep breath, exhaled, and said:

"Forget it, don't talk about it, it's not clear..."

"Let's go, I'm fine..."

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