Chapter 92: Impossible
Chu Yu was stunned, and then he smiled, "What if I can't get better in my life?" β
"No, it won't."
"What if?"
"That's a big deal, I'll take care of you for the rest of my life."
Chu Yu stared at her: "What about Chu Sui?" β
Zhao Xin was in a trance for a moment, and then said for a long time: "You should pay attention to your body, don't think so much for the time being." Chu Sui believes that he can be very good, and maybe he can find the right person for him again. Of course, I couldn't be with him, I left him, and I owed him. β
"Actually, no matter what, you have to owe someone, and you take care of me, just to make him wait for a long time. I saved you, you can also turn a blind eye, and you don't necessarily have to be by my side to guard me, just be sorry for me. Why do you have to pay my debt? β
Zhao Xin didn't speak again.
Chu Yu is a little clear in her heart, but also a little bitter, Zhao Xin is willing to owe Chu Sui, that is, she is willing to entangle with him, and she wants to die with herself, because she wants to repay her debts, so that she can get back together with Chu Sui.
In the end, it is the difference between one's own person and an outsider.
Zhao Xin's liking may have nothing to do with who saved people, she mistakenly thought that Chu Sui saved her, but she just gave her an excuse to like Chu Sui.
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A few days after Chu Yu's birthday, his old father, who was far away in China, also rushed over.
Zhao Xin has to be busy.
Chu Yu's father looked at Zhao Xin's figure coming in and out, and looked at Chu Yu: "I often see Chu Sui's daughter." Very smart. If you take good care of your illness, I don't believe in our Chu family, and I can't give birth to a girl who is more beautiful than his daughter. β
Chu Yu was silent for a long time, and said lightly: "It's been a year." β
"What?"
"Zhao Xin has been by my side for a year, but this year is not what I expected, she is strictly speaking, more like my nanny." Chu Yu suddenly smiled helplessly, "Actually, she is willing to give birth to Chu Sui, the meaning has long been made clear, it is me, I always feel that it will be different." β
The middle-aged man said thoughtfully: "Actually, you can think about it, do you like Zhao Xin as much as ever, or has it long become an obsession." Whether it's the year you gave birth, or the year she was abroad with you, your attention was really on her, but I couldn't feel that you were possessive of her. β
At first, he didn't think much about it because he had children.
But later, when the child was proved not to be Chu Yu's, he was a little surprised.
How can a man be so desireless in the face of the woman he likes.
Chu Yu paused.
Then Zhao Xin came out, and they had a very simple birthday.
Early the next morning, when Zhao Xin woke up, he didn't see Chu Yu's figure, but his father was there, and while packing up his things, he said very naturally: "Chu Yu went to the hospital." β
She stood a little bewildered. I don't understand what he means: "Do you need me to pick him up later?" β
"Probably not." Chu Yu's father glanced at Zhao Xin and explained, "Chu Yu's mother has a nervous disease, and Chu Yu has also inherited this, of course, it's not a big problem, just have nerve release surgery, but he is in poor health and has a very high risk rate, so he has been put on hold." It's better to be weak than dead, isn't it? β
Zhao Xin didn't understand.
Chu Yu's father explained unhurriedly: "The previous life was just a human life. But he probably doesn't want to live like this walking dead anymore, what's the difference between that and dead? He is now trying to be reborn. β
"You don't have to worry about ......"
"So what? I respect any decision he makes. Even if ......," he paused slightly, and said lightly, "he will always live in my heart, and no one will forget him." Zhao Xin. Will you? β
No.
But she was still scared.
In fact, even if Chu Yu died, he himself might not mind such an ending, but the living would feel guilty, Zhao Xin thought, she always advised Chu Yu to treat her illness well, in fact, she was not only encouraging Chu Yu, but also reducing her own fear and uneasiness.
"Chu Yu asked me to tell you, you don't have to always feel that you are all harmful. Tracing back to the source, I sent Chu Yu to Chu Yue's house to make him know you, am I also at fault? Chu Yue had to study on a rainy day, which made Chu Yu feel guilty, was it also wrong? It was raining heavily that day, was God wrong? It's really not your fault, I can only say that my son chose such an ending by himself. Again, you should be grateful to him, but you don't have to feel guilty. β
Zhao Xin's brows were tightly locked, she always felt that something was about to happen.
"You don't like Chu Yu, do you?"
Zhao Xin didn't want to lie, and said truthfully: "Chu Yu is also a very, very important person in my life for me, but in fact, it is more like a relative. A lot of the time, I think of him as my last support. But I know very well that I don't like it. β
When I was a teenager, I did have a hazy liking, but that was only when I had just had the attraction between the sexes. Everyone is probably always prone to have some ambiguous feelings for people who are good to them, but this dissipates quickly.
Later, she just relied on Chu Yu.
Chu Yu's father smiled lightly, and then handed her the document on the side: "This is what Chu Yu asked me to transfer to you." β
The stuffy yellow cowhide document bag was very new, obviously it had just been prepared, Zhao Xin took it with some doubts, she looked up at the elder in front of her, and the latter nodded at her: "Open it and take a look." β
She nodded, and as she did, she paused.
Zhao Xin stared at the divorce agreement for a long time, and didn't know what to say for a while.
"This is given to you by Chu Yu, he has already signed it, as long as you also sign it, you will be free."
Zhao Xin had never mentioned these things to Chu Yu in the past year, and this sudden mention made her a little stunned.
"I ...... Can I go and see Chu Yu? β
"Of course you can, in xx hospital, I'll send you there."
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When Chu Yu's father sent Zhao Xin to the door, he stopped, waved his hand at her, and said, "You go in, I won't go in." I'm waiting for you at the door. β
He explained to the man next to him in English, and the man walked towards her, and then led her inside.
The hospital was not deserted, but it was cold.
She has long been accustomed to the hospital this year. Every month and every week, she would accompany Chu Yu here.
Zhao Xin walked inside, and when he came to the end, he saw Chu Yu sitting alone in a wheelchair, tilting his head, listening carefully to what the doctor in front of him said. He frowned at times, squeezed his palms at times, and perhaps the content of the chat was not easy for him.
The decision Chu Yu is making now is one thing that ordinary people can't make up their minds to do immediately.
Although Zhao Xin was quiet, the tall doctor quickly discovered her, and he lowered his head to say something to Chu Yu, who turned his head to look at her.
βwaitamomentγβ He told the doctor.
The doctor replied in not very authentic Chinese: "You can finish talking about your personal affairs first, and then we will discuss the next plan." β
When he finished speaking, he walked away.
At this moment, there are only two of them left in this corner of me.
Zhao Xin stared at him for a long time, and said softly, "Are you ready?" β
"Actually, it wasn't a sudden decision. I've thought about it countless times over the course of the year. It's not fun to live like this, I'm going to gamble, the future is so long, what's the point if I've always been like this? His voice was as cold as ever.
What Chu Yu wanted to say was that he didn't dare to chase many of the wishes in his heart.
Zhao Xin said: "But can't I also be by your side, you are alone, won't you be lonely?" β
Chu Yu smiled, slowly pushed the wheelchair towards her, and finally stopped by her side, he held one of Zhao Xin's hands, and said lightly: "I'm not so bright, I suddenly told you the truth at that point in time, in fact, it was because I found that I couldn't snatch Chu Sui, so I took a shortcut for myself." Looking at Chu Sui's appearance that he can't compete with me, it's actually quite interesting. Maybe it's me...... Win back a city? β
Zhao Xin didn't speak, and heard Chu Yu say again: "Can you push me to sit outside?" β
"Okay." She said.
In the small park next to the hospital, there were really few people, and Zhao Xin took Chu Yu to sit on the bench on the side.
Chu Yu's hair grew a little, blocking the tails of his eyes.
Zhao Xin carefully opened it for him.
During this time, he often didn't sleep well, and there was always a faint tiredness in his eyes, and he had long since lost the handsome appearance he had long ago.
His eyes stared at Zhao Xin, quickly moved away, and asked an inexplicable question: "What kind of feeling is it for you and Chu Sui to kiss?" β
Zhao Xin probably didn't expect him to ask such a question, he was stunned for a few seconds, and then said a little embarrassed: "How to say it, I actually don't think it's interesting, it's embarrassing, but I never refuse him, my heart will beat faster, my mind will be blank, and occasionally I feel like a seal, and I have settled the question of ownership." β
In fact, I have children, old husbands and wives, and it is really strange to find this kind of romantic thing again, which makes her very unnatural.
Chu Yu remembered the time when she kissed Zhao Xin, she didn't want to be too calm and didn't refuse, but he didn't feel that this was a matter between the two of them at all.
Obviously, she also wants to be in it, but in the end, it is his one-man show.
Chu Yu lowered his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking. Zhao Xin didn't bother him, but he quickly raised his head again and said, "Zhao Xin, I may not like you so much, the love when I was young has become an obsession in the back, so I have always remembered you." My father said, I never seem to have any desire for you--"
He looked up as if to ask her opinion, "If that's the case, that's fine, isn't it?" β
Zhao Xin's eyes were red, she really didn't know that Chu Yu also liked her, otherwise she would definitely have a vigorous love affair with him. It's also possible that she will like him, and there will be nothing to do with Chu.
The two of them, in fact, have the opportunity to become a couple and a lover many times, but it is not a coincidence that it is just a little worse.
Fate is so bizarre, everything is good, it's just this love line, it's a little worse.
"But you're alone--"
"Where am I alone? I have so many doctors, nurses, and people who take care of me, and in fact, to keep you here is to delay your time. Chu Yu said, "After signing the divorce agreement, let's go back." You also have a daughter. Without a mother, a child's childhood will be incomplete. β
Zhao Xin choked up and said, "Chu Yu, thank you." β
"Don't thank me, I just figured it out." He sighed, "And maybe I'll be able to meet true love after the surgery." I've been treating most of my life over the years, and I haven't seen many types of women, maybe I have a favorite type, but I don't know it myself. β
Chu Yu: "Zhao Xin, I'll get better." β
"Of course, you'll get better."
"Okay, you go back and pack your things and get ready to go back to China, and when I get better, I'll go back to China." When the time comes, let the child call me godfather, and I won't be satisfied with calling uncle. β
Zhao Xin nodded desperately.
She held back her tears, and the reason why she left was because she was afraid that her emotions would affect Chu Yu.
"If you say a word, I'm sure I'll come back to take care of you." She finally stabilized her emotions and said.
Chu Yu let out an "um" sound.
He stared at her departing back for a long time.
Then footsteps sounded next to him, and his father stood beside him.
"Is this really trying to open it, or is it just to make her not worry and deliberately say that she doesn't like it anymore?"
"What's the difference?"
Chu Yu's father's face was a little complicated, but he didn't say anything in the end. He pushed Chu Yu to the ward before he spoke: "There is a woman named Su Xiu who often inquires about your current situation. β
He looked absent-minded, obviously not caring who this person was.
"I mentioned to someone that you are not in good health, but that girl knows a lot--"
He looked at Chu Yu and continued, "I actually said directly that I was willing to give you a child." β
Chu Yu frowned at this time: "You agreed?" β
"Of course it's impossible, everyone knows that this kind of person is nine times out of ten, all for the property of our Chu family. If I want my mother to be expensive with my son, I naturally won't let my Chu family's child be born from this kind of person's belly and become a tool for others. β
Chu Yu stopped talking again.
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The timing of his surgery was quickly scheduled.
The stakes are considerable.
The main reason is that his resistance is too weak, and because Chu Yue was stimulated a few years ago, depression caused him uncertain factors.
A few days ago, Chu Yu asked his father whether Zhao Xin had left or not, and the latter said that he had left.
He was relieved, and the day before the operation, he was in a coma again.
When he woke up, his father asked him if he had any other wishes.
Chu Yu paused and said, "No." β
Chu Yu was quickly pushed into the operating room by the doctor, and Chu Yu's father looked at Zhao Xin not far away.
She didn't go.
Zhao Xin meant that he wanted to wait for Chu Yu's situation to get a little better before leaving. But she was afraid that Chu Yu wouldn't let her, so she had to not tell him and come to see him secretly.
In the past few days, in fact, she has been taking care of Chu Yu, and she has been guarding him all night.
Chu Yu's insomnia was severe.
She was distressed, knowing that he was also worried about the operation.
A man's strength is often pretended. It's a pity that she can't give him a support, Zhao Xin hopes that Chu Yu will follow. can find someone who can make him completely relaxed.
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Chu Yu's operation was quite successful.
But for days, he didn't wake up.
Zhao Xin was very worried, but the doctor told her that there was nothing too big a problem.
Chu Yu's father also persuaded her: "I'll take care of it here next, you can go back." β
She didn't refuse.
On the day she left, Chu Yu's father took her to the airport. He told her to take care.
Zhao Xin actually realized that after Chu Yu got better, he would not have too much contact with him, and he would keep a certain distance from her.
"Well, you have to be good too." Zhao Xin said.
After getting on the plane, it was another long journey, and she felt very tired in vain, which was a kind of mental state after being completely relaxed. I suddenly felt tired.
She had been tense for a long time, and now that Chu Yu had finished the operation, she could finally calm down.
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Zhao Xin arrived in City A in the middle of the night.
There are many taxis near the airport, and she directly reported the address to Chu Mei's house.
Zhao Xin called Chu Mei to ask her to open the door, the latter always slept late, and when she arrived at the door of the house and opened the door, Chu Mei seemed to be relieved and said, "It's back." β
Zhao Xin bent the corners of his mouth.
"You're not here, no one cares about this big and small, and your attitude is extremely bad." Chu Mei was obviously really tired because of this father and daughter, and said, "Xiao Xiaoxin sometimes has a bad temper, and only Chu Sui can coax it, but Chu Sui is used to loving her, and in this family, it is simply lawless." β
Chu Mei: "By the way, it's upstairs, you should sleep at this time, do you wash up first, or go to see people first?" β
Zhao Xin thought about it, but decided that it was so late, and she would sleep first, she was too tired, so she went to lie on her side that night, and when she woke up, it was already very bright.
Zhao Xin stretched his waist and got up, and heard Chu Mei downstairs educating Xiao Xin's voice: "Look at your doll." Why is it so spicy, grandma doesn't listen to her words, don't throw away the egg yolk, eat it. β
"I don't want it."
Zhao Xin coughed lightly.
Xiao Xiaoxin was frightened for a moment, and immediately turned her head to look, then her eyes widened, and she slipped off the chair, but unfortunately she couldn't walk, otherwise she would have already jumped into Zhao Xin's arms.
"Mom."
Zhao Xin walked over and hugged the child to his lap, took the egg yolk in Chu Mei's bowl, and directly took the spoon and put it next to her mouth.
Xiao Xiao Xin: "......"
She pursed her mouth, hesitated for a while, and reluctantly ate the egg yolk.
Chu Mei sneered and said, "Look at whether someone can cure you now." β
Xiao Xiaoxin felt that she had just behaved badly and was very disobedient, so she hurriedly explained to Zhao Xin: "Mom, the baby is very well-behaved. β
"How did I hear you disagree with Grandma?" Zhao Xin deliberately teased her.
"I don't."
"Who willfully said I don't want to?"
Xiao Xiaoxin's face was flushed, and she was about to cry: "Grandma, I'm sorry." β
Chu Mei: "If you don't obey in the future, your mother will go far away again, see if you dare." β
Chu Yifu's child was really frightened, and hugged Zhao Xin's neck tightly, her eyes were red: "Mom, will you still leave?" The baby doesn't want you to go. β
She buried her head in Zhao Xin's shoulder socket, her shoulders twitched one after another, and she was really so aggrieved that tears fell.
Zhao Xin touched the back of her round and round head, the little doll's hair was very small and short, just like a male doll. "Don't make grandma angry anymore."
"Xiao Xiao Xin knows, never again." She raised her wet eyes and kissed Zhao Xin's side cheek.
Chu Mei is a little helpless, her grandmother is really a little jealous, and her granddaughter is really outrageous in front of her parents.
Xiao Xiao Xin calmed down for a while, introduced Zhao Xin to a large box of his toys, and then surprised Zhao Xin again with his vocabulary.
"But why did Mom come back all of a sudden?" She raised her little face in confusion.
"Because Uncle Chu Yu, I can't bear to see my mother separated from you."
Xiao Xiaoxin said: "That Uncle Chu Yu is really a good person, I like him so much, I want to thank him." β
Zhao Xin touched her little face.
For lunch, Xiao Xiaoxin also ate in Zhao Xin's arms, no matter what she fed, she did not refuse to come, and she was very happy to eat.
"But Mom, Dad didn't know you were back."
"That's right, mom came back to raid and see if your dad was well-behaved."
Xiao Xiaoxin hurriedly gave Chu Sui a letter of guarantee: "Dad is also very well-behaved, we are all very well-behaved." β
When Chu Sui got off work in the afternoon, Zhao Xin planned to pick up Chu Sui in person, but Xiao Xiaoxin refused to leave her for a moment, and she had to follow her. When the two of them arrived downstairs at Zhong's house, they were stopped.
Of course everyone knows this little Xin, it is Zhao Xin, who knows it, but isn't it Chu Yu's wife?
"Mrs. Chu, did Miss come out with you? Does Young Master Chu know that you brought the young lady out? The front desk asked cautiously.
Zhao Xin smiled and said, "I know, I just brought the child to see him." β
This little Xin is here, and the front desk is embarrassed not to let her go, so she only smiled and said, "Miss doesn't like strangers very much, but you can coax her." Do you go to Miss's house every day during this time? β
"We've met twice." Xiao Xiao Xin opened his mouth first.
For as long as she can remember, it was indeed twice.
The front desk was a little vigilant, and only twice coaxed the difficult Chu Yifu down, it seems that he really has some ability.
But Mrs. Chu Yu, what does it mean to come to her boss?
Zhao Xin didn't focus on the explanation, but only asked, "Is Chu Sui busy now?" β
"Just go up and wait."
Zhao Xin thought for a while, and then asked, "Chu Sui, are there any close women?" β
Front desk: "......"
She heard the illusion of a main palace patrol.
As soon as Xiao Xiaoxin heard this topic, she couldn't help but defend her Lao Tzu: "No, no, dad is close to the baby." β
The front desk felt that her young lady had been deceived a lot, and there was a hint of flattery in her tone.
All the way to Chu Sui's office.
Chu is not there.
The front desk reminded: "Mrs. Chu, you can just sit in with the child, but be careful, there are some important documents in it......"
"I'll be careful." Zhao Xin said good-naturedly.
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After walking around the workshop with his partner, before returning to the office, he heard someone ask his assistant, that is, Zhu Shixin, if the partner looked good.
At this time, the partner walked beside him, but everyone thought it was his friend, Wang Yanhua came to the company a few days ago, and no one knew about Chu Sui, who was alone. She is the collaborator herself.
Zhu Shixin said: "Naturally good-looking." β
The staff of Chu Sui this department all love gossip, and the topic is pulled to Wang Yanhua, "Manager Chu, which do you think Miss Wang or the partner is better?" β
Isn't that the same person?
Chu Sui said: "It's all good-looking." β
"Then Miss Wang is your girlfriend?"
After all, it is a partner and a customer, and Chu Sui can be regarded as giving enough face to others, "Miss Wang is young and beautiful, but she can't look down on a man like me who even has children." β
Wang Yanhua smiled: "Who said that?" β
The atmosphere was immediately ignited, and everyone exclaimed.
Chu Sui raised his eyebrows, looking lazy, and then turned his head, and his whole face changed.
That holds the child. The woman who looked at him with no emotion.
Isn't that Zhao Xin?
Zhao Xin stared at Chu Sui and smiled gently, "Do you want to give it a try with Miss Wang?" β
Chu Sui didn't know where the current Zhao Xin's power came from, and it made him break out in a cold sweat.
He looked at Zhao Xin, then raised his foot and took a step away from Wang Yanhua, and said, "No." β
"If you want to try, I won't blame you."
Chu Sui repeatedly reassured: "It's really not ......"
Wang Yanhua's eyes also moved to Zhao Xin, looking at the child in her arms, and almost guessed her identity.
She felt a little funny, she came to City A to get along with Chu Sui for a few days because of business, he has always been lazy, doesn't seem to care about anything, and looks like he is strategizing everything.
I didn't expect her to break this impression. It turned out to be because of a woman.
Wang Yanhua planned to tease Chu Sui: "No, you were in my house yesterday, but that's not what you said." β
Chu Sui was a little incredulous, Wang Yanhua would actually say such shameless words, he looked at Zhao Xin: "I didn't, I slept with Chu Yifu last night." If you don't believe me, you can call my mother, Zhao Xin, you have to believe me, I'm very well-behaved. β
Zhao Xin stood motionless.
"Daughter-in-law." Chu Sui panicked even more.
This "daughter-in-law" also caused an uproar in the company.
Xiao Xin also helped: "Mom, Dad is not that kind of person. He just chats with his aunt once in a while? β
"Auntie?" Zhao Xin pondered the word for a moment.
Chu Sui: "............"
Xiao Xiao Xin also shrank and didn't dare to move.
Company ABCD: "............"
Who doesn't know, this is a little overlord, he is so well-behaved at this time.
More well-behaved is Chu Sui. He has already begun to take out his mobile phone: "Daughter-in-law, you come to check and check, there is absolutely no aunt, there are not many women in my WeChat, I don't usually talk to women when it comes to cooperation." β
This time it was also an accident, it was originally a male representative, but it turned out to be a woman, and it was hard to regret it after signing the contract.
Xiao Xiao Xin raised her hand tremblingly and said, "It's Aunt Xiaodie." β
Chu Sui breathed a sigh of relief.
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Zhang Xiaodie felt that Jiang Shen had come back a little too much in the past two days. Today he is back again, changing into his pajamas and staying in the study.
It was not convenient for her to have her own activities, so she had to chat with her netizen Jiang Cheng at home.
But netizens are quite indifferent and don't reply to her often.
Zhang Xiaodie felt that she had been humiliated, and tried to send him some more seductive photos.
Jiang Cheng didn't move, but said: "Stay up less late, sleep more, exercise more, you pay too much attention to certain things." If you are not good for your health, you have to learn to control your desires so that your spirit will ease down.
Am I not good-looking??
There was a pause: Not bad.
Isn't it over if it's good-looking??
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Jiang Cheng: You should be reserved for a strange man. The way you casually chat with others like this can make your husband angry to death.?
Zhang Xiaodie: You are just a hypocrisy, besides, I can laugh to death when I am angry with my husband.
She continued to increase her attack, and even posted a picture of herself out of the bath that she didn't show to others at will.
The game started to play again and disappeared.
Zhang Xiaodie trembled with anger, feeling that this man was the same as Jiang Shen, looking like a dead man.
She is particularly impulsive in maintaining a relationship, whether it is friendship, love, or family affection, so she deleted Jiang Cheng in a fit of anger.
Zhang Xiaodie turned over a little bored and knocked on the door of Jiang Shen's study.
"Something?" His tone was impatient, and he didn't know what he was angry about.
Zhang Xiaodie looked up at him and took the initiative to go up and kiss him.
But today he was not at all like usual, and he would cooperate with her. Zhang Xiaodie even felt that he waved her away with disgust.
"If any man came over today, you would probably be able to do this kind of thing, right?"
Zhang Xiaodie felt insulted, she sneered and said, "That won't be." β
Jiang Shen looked at her directly.
"At least it has to be good-looking, in good shape."
Jiang Shen had no expression on his face, he turned around to go inside, but was pulled by her, Zhang Xiaodie tilted her head and didn't wear high heels, but she really had no momentum. While thinking that she must wear high heels next time, she said: "Married life is your obligation." β
"Husband and wife?" He asked rhetorically in a cold voice.
Zhang Xiaodie remembered afterwards that the little Mrs. Ye outside was married to him. And they are called contract couples at best.
Zhang Xiaodie refused to give up this fragrant gluttony, and still took the initiative. She flatteringly kissed his side cheek, ear, and chin, and called him softly: "Husband." β
She apologized to Mrs. Ye Xiao and borrowed it for the time being.
Jiang Shen's refusal this time was not so obvious.
When he picked her up, a triumphant smile flashed across her face.
But Zhang Xiaodie soon couldn't laugh.
Mrs. Ye Xiao called and said that she had fallen and broken her bones, and her tone was pitiful.
Jiang Shen comforted as he turned over and was about to leave.
Zhang Xiaodie watched behind him, silent and silent.
Zhao Xin is protected by Chu, Mrs. Ye is protected by Jiang Shen, and even Shi Yan is protected by Jiang Shen, but she is only one person.
Zhang Xiaodie wants to find someone near WeChat again, at least when chatting, the other party won't let her feel that she is only one person.
She felt a little unwilling again, and said, "Jiang Shen, you have to leave, I will bring the man back today." β