Chapter 302: You know, always have to say goodbye.
Rousseau said that there is no one who has no abominable shortcomings.
For a long time, Song Fusheng believed in it, and always felt that this was the sadness of human nature.
But now he realizes that such ideas have gradually fallen apart. He wasn't so sure anymore. Because a girl appeared in his life. Song Fusheng still remembers attending parent-teacher conferences when he was a child. The teacher asks parents to talk about their child's three strengths in 10 seconds. It took three minutes for Song Fusheng's mother to say one good thing - silence is golden. Song Fusheng remembered the pity in the eyes of those uncles and aunts and teachers, in the hearts of everyone, the incomparably excellent children were just silent in the hearts of their biological mothers. That's ironic, isn't it?
Now Song Fusheng said to himself that if he said Shen Qingjia's three advantages in ten seconds, he would definitely say more than ten without thinking. Shen Qingjia is kind-hearted, considerate, loves to learn, loves to work, respects his elders, treats others tolerantly, is smart and clever, looks good, draws and writes beautifully. And many, many more. So what are Shen Qingjia's shortcomings? Song Fusheng felt that he had to think about it for a while. Ten minutes is not enough, and an hour is not good. Even if you reluctantly say that she loves to be strong, you can't erase a trace of goodwill - she is so strong only because she is kind and doesn't want to trouble others. Either reason can find a more powerful reason to help her glorify the past. I don't feel any pretentiousness.
You can see that too.
In Song Fusheng's eyes, Shen Qingjia is the embodiment of the perfect goddess.
Shen Qingjia is all good, and all the good is not as good as Shen Qingjia.
*
A lot of things that don't have answers go unanswered.
Shen Qingjia still didn't have the courage to go to Hua Bijin and say an understanding after making countless choices. As for Hua Bijin, she didn't say anything about Song Fusheng and Hua Yan to Shen for leave, of course, she didn't dare to confess to Shen Qingjia about what she had done impulsively inadvertently.
It's true that she is arrogant, but she's not a downright bad person. Therefore, when she dreams back in the middle of the night, she will still be a little restless. In the darkness, there always seemed to be a person staring at her silently, and her scalp was numb, but she couldn't speak.
No matter how people hesitate, time is always the fairest, whether poor or rich, whether healthy or sick, the god of time always moves forward as always, unhurried, ruthless and loveless.
The most unbiased thing in this world is probably time.
You see, that calendar has been torn more and thinner, and now there is only a week left before the most important level of their lives.
A week later, they are about to enter the much-anticipated college entrance examination.
A week later, they will write a satisfactory answer sheet in the exam room, starting a new chapter in their lives.
*
A perfect smile is presented on a white face.
The early morning sun was blocked out of the heavy curtains.
The alarm clock went off suddenly, but there was no music, just a non-stop vibration.
"It's almost six o'clock." Shen Qingjia turned over extremely reluctantly, stretched out his arm and touched the small pink alarm clock under her pillow.
Click.
Shen Qingjia turned off the alarm clock and got up quickly.
Even though she was reluctant in her heart, she still sat up from the quilt decisively. Her hair was a little messy from sleep, and her bangs were particularly playfully cocked.
Shen Qingjia was going back to school this afternoon.
When Shen returned to her room after taking leave to wash up, she found unread messages on her phone. There are eight in total, of which six are from Song Fusheng and the remaining two are from Zhuang Zhou.
Song Fusheng said, good morning, I'll pick you up in the afternoon.
Song Fusheng said, haven't you gotten up yet? It's not like your style.
Song Fusheng said, okay, I think it's just that I got up a little early.
Song Fusheng said, because I miss you a little.
Song Fusheng said that the weather is really good today.
Song Fusheng said that he also missed it today.
Shen Qingjia's heart kept pounding. Her face was also very red. Fortunately, there was no one else in the room now, and she had nothing to taboo. You don't have to hide.
In the midst of this scorching summer, Shen Qingjia's heart became even hotter because of Song Fusheng's text message.
It seems that someone who has been liking for many years suddenly gave himself a response.
Obviously, he didn't say anything very direct.
Shen Qingjia remembered that she didn't reveal such information, she didn't dare, she didn't dare before, and she still didn't dare now.
As for Song Fusheng's attitude, she didn't dare to think about it.
But at that juncture, everything began to change and ferment, and in the bitter unrequited love, there was suddenly more sweetness?
Song Fusheng likes himself?
This question. Shen Qingjia didn't dare to think deeply. But now she's bold again.
Maybe the college entrance examination is approaching, and she is also a little anxious.
A little flustered?
Zhuang Zhou said, I'll pick you up.
Zhuang Zhou said, you don't need me to pick you up if you want to come, then goodbye to the school. Have fun.
Shen Qingjia suddenly overlapped Zhuang Zhou and Song Fusheng. It's not that they're handsome in appearance, or they're very different in temperament, but Shen Qingjia found that the two of them have an amazing similarity - they will tell her to be happy.
Whether it's a holiday text message or a casual remark, they will inevitably say something like this.
Shen Qingjia likes words like this.
Someone said to her, Shen Qingjia, you have to be happy. Shen Qingjia, be happy. Shen Qingjia wishes you happiness. So many words about having fun. It's really good. Just listening to it makes me feel happy.
Now that science is developed and information technology is well-informed, it is difficult for everyone, and it is not easy for everyone. Happiness has also become a luxury. Adults are unhappy because life is compelling, and children are unhappy, that is, they have nothing to do, and they are worried about giving new words. No one really cares if you're really happy or not. Too many people think that people who just study and don't need to rush for life still feel unhappy, it's really funny and hypocritical.
Who wouldn't.
In such an environment, some people care about whether you are happy or not, and some people worry that you may be a little unhappy. What a happy and fortunate thing it is.
Be cherished.
Whether it's a teenager I've liked for many years, or a teenager who I met later like a soul confidant.
They are all very important people in her life, and I hope they are happy too.
Shen Qingjia replied to their messages one by one.
Said to Song Fusheng -
I came after lunch and took the bus. Everything will be ready, don't worry about mine. Thank you for caring about me.
There is one thing that is simply an unsolved mystery in Shen Qingjia's life.
I don't know why, as long as she replies to Song Fusheng's message, Shen Qingjia will turn into a primary school student who is being disciplined, she will always answer Song Fusheng's questions very clearly, and naturally her tone of voice to Song Fusheng is also very correct. In fact, she still wants to be coquettish like a little girl or something, but she seems to be a boy as soon as she faces Song Fusheng's text message. There's no coquettishness at all. She really didn't want to be like that.
But what she was more afraid of was being disgusted by Song Fusheng, and she was inexplicably disgusted with herself. After all, they are not a couple. Therefore, the necessary sense of distance is quite correct.
This is the explanation of her heart.
Said to Zhuang Zhou——
Well. I can do it myself, thank you for your concern. See you at school~
Yes. When Shen Qingjia faced Zhuang Zhou, he could be more unscrupulous, he didn't have to think about a sentence dozens of times, he didn't have to carefully check a text message dozens of times, and even after sending it, he had to check it again to see if it was appropriate. Back to Zhuang Zhou's information, Shen Qingjia had no psychological baggage.
It's very natural.
Is this the difference between a girl's treatment of her sweetheart and her friends?
*
Receiving Shen Qingjia's text message, Song Fusheng's mood was like sunshine in spring. Warm and warm.
It seems that I was waiting for such a message.
Just as he put down his phone and was about to go for a walk on the balcony, a new text message came from his phone.
Song Fusheng was overjoyed. He thought it must have been sent by Shen Qingjia, so he couldn't wait to open the message.
It's a pity.
Not Shen Qingjia.
Song Fusheng looked lonely, and then showed an inexplicable expression. I looked at the short message again for a few seconds, and quickly pressed the delete button.
Inconsequential text messages from inconsequential people.
Hua Yan –
Floating. The college entrance examination is coming, come on, I will always bless you.
Then he decisively threw the phone into the drawer and left it alone.
Sure enough, it's happier to think about Shen Qingjia.
*
Hua Yan waited for a long time, but still didn't wait for a reply.
She decided to wait a little longer and give Song Fusheng another ten minutes. Hua Yan said to herself.
In the ten minutes that he was waiting for Song Fusheng's reply, Hua Yan was like sitting on pins and needles. She had never waited for a message from one person like this, it was always someone else waiting for her.
The taste of waiting for others is really not very pleasant.
She got up and went to make a cup of flower tea, which was her favorite rose tea. The faint scent of roses is like the smell of love. She still believes that she can get Song Fusheng's heart. It's not why, it's just that what Hua Yan wants has never been disappointed.
The fourth minute had arrived, and there was still no movement on the phone.
Then wait a little longer.
Hua Yan went to fetch a few pieces of fruit to eat.
After eating the fruit slices, she glanced at her phone, but there was still no movement.
So, Hua Yan went to the kitchen again. There was ice cream in the fridge in the kitchen. She decided to eat a larger ice cream cone. Maybe you can receive a reply from Song Fusheng after eating.
Hua Yan thought so.
but
That's how life disappoints.
Ten minutes passed imperceptibly. Except for two text messages from China Mobile, there was nothing worth looking at in the phone.
Hua Yan believed that he would not reply to her.
It's a tough towel.
"Song Fusheng is not a person who can be conquered easily, sister, don't waste your efforts." This is what my sister Hua Bijin said to herself. Hua Yan didn't forget it for a moment. This was originally an exhortation, but Hua Yan automatically turned this sentence into a war letter. Hua Yan thinks that this is her sister's sarcasm for her.
Hua Yan always felt that what her sister couldn't do was because she was incompetent, but she wasn't a flower, and she would definitely not be able to compare to her.
This is something that has never happened before, and since it has not happened before, it will not happen again.
Since you don't reply to text messages, call him directly.
Huayan is a person who dares to think and do.
What's more, it's not class time either. She didn't believe he didn't have time.
The call went through, but no one answered.
I dialed it several times.
Still no one answered.
Fed up with this auto-reply sound. Hua Yan decided to rush to Song Fusheng's school tomorrow to see him. By the way, let's see who has been entangled in Song Fusheng's side recently.
But compared to this, it's safer to ask the sister who didn't make it first.
Hua Yan didn't want to lose face in front of anyone, let alone Song Fusheng. She didn't want Song Fusheng to call herself Sister Hua the same when they met tomorrow.
It's just so uncomfortable.
*
At this critical juncture of the college entrance examination, Hua Bijin remembered that her sister had said unashamedly that she would not disturb her study again.
The law of true fragrance so soon?
Hua Bijin looked at the two words Huayan on the mobile phone screen and flickered, and felt a little disdainful.
Thirty seconds after the phone rang, Hua Rujin slowly connected to her sister's call.
Surprisingly, instead of yelling, the other party was polite - such etiquette is not comfortable.
A person you don't like, no matter what she does, is not likeable.
"Sister?"
"My good sister, you finally answered my call."
"It's about to take the college entrance examination, and I'm too busy."
“…… Yes, too. Because you work so hard, my sister will come to your school tomorrow to see you. You're still at home, aren't you? ”
"Look at me? My sister is also too dishonest. ”
"Hahaha. You know it's a polite remark. That's a lot more refreshing. It's true that I'm not here to see you, I'm here to find Song Fusheng. ”
"I know. But it's none of my business. ”
“…… Flowers, just tell me about Song Fusheng's recent situation. ”
"Just go home from class. That's it. ”
"It's not nonsense?! I wonder who he's getting close to now. ”
"He's the same as anyone else."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes."
"The last time you talked about Shen Qingjia, is she still close to Song Fusheng now?"
"Song Fusheng is the same as anyone else."
“……”
"If you don't believe me, why don't you just come and see for yourself?"
"I'll come. Stinky girl. You're a nuisance. ”
"Each other, each other."
There was a snap. The phone was hung up. Looks like she's. Hua Rujin couldn't help but laugh again.
She put together the workbook workbook in front of her.
Now my thoughts are distracted by my sister's phone call. In fact, she can say that Song Fusheng has been very close to Shen Qingjia recently, and all along, Song Fusheng has only been close to Shen Qingjia.
Why didn't you tell Hua Yan like this?
There is no way to give an accurate answer.
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