Chapter 66, Concern and Obsession
"Maybe the cage in our hearts ends today...... Luo Yi said with a wry smile, "Little Liyue, what worries and obsessions do you have in your heart?" Luo Yi turned his head to look at Nangong Liyue at this time, and asked with a reluctant smile.
"Me? ......" Nangong Liyue sobbed and thought for a while before saying, "I think of my father, my mother, my brother Jiuge, and ......."
"What else?" Yan Ji hurriedly asked.
Nangong Liyue raised her head and looked at Luo Yi and Yan Ji, then lowered her head and said, "Sister Yan Ji and Brother Luo Yi ......."
"Haha, I think it's only you, Brother Luo Yi, right? I've stained my master's light. After Yan Ji finished speaking, she covered her mouth and chuckled.
"No...... No...... Sister Mo makes fun of Liyue. Nangong Liyue blushed as soon as she said this, and hurriedly waved her hand to explain.
"Okay, the demon clan understands people's minds best, your heart, my sister understands." After laughing, Yan Ji regained her gentleness, raised her hand and touched Nangong Liyue's head, and said softly.
"What about you? In Liyue's heart, there are only these concerns, and there are not too many obsessions, isn't it good to be simple and simple to live? Nangong Liyue was very impressed by this gentleness, tilting her head and asking rhetorically.
After hearing this, Luo Yi and Yan Ji glanced at each other and lowered their heads at the same time.
"The longer you live, the more worries and obsessions in your heart will be, Yan Ji has lived for nearly five hundred years, and I can't remember things that are too far away, I just remember that the first half of my life was all fear and killing, and the Blood Flame Beast Race only recognized the strength without the slightest family affection, along the way, Yan Ji didn't know how many living beings she had swallowed, and there was no shortage of the same clan and clan, including my parents, many of my blood relatives! It's too much, Yan Ji doesn't remember......" Yan Ji said this, and began to shed tears sadly, only to see her brush up her sleeves and wipe her nose and tears, and continued, "At that time, Yan Ji didn't know what concern was, and the only obsession in her heart was to live and make all those who had bullied me pay, so Yan Ji vowed to make herself stronger and make herself the king of the Blood Flame Beast Clan!" Let the entire Bloody Mountains surrender to my feet......" she said this, her eyes shining fiercely, and her voice raised a lot.
"Yan Ji did it, I thought it would make me happy, and Yan Ji was indeed happy for a while...... But after that, Yan Ji began to feel very empty, deeply lonely, although surrounded by thousands of people, Yan Ji still felt endlessly lonely! That's after cultivating into a demon, although you can transform into a human, but your heart is limited to this, and there is no more emotion. ”
At this time, Luo Yi stretched out a hand, gently hugged Yan Ji in his arms, and stretched out his other hand to soothe her soft back. It was empathy from the fetters of blood sacrifice in her heart, and Luo Yi understood all her past.
"But later, Yan Ji was defeated by the master, and the master spared my life, Yan Ji suddenly had an extremely strong sense of mission in her heart at that time, and there was a voice in her heart telling Yan Ji to follow the Terran in front of her, and that voice told Yan Ji that he could help me get free." Yan Ji said from Luo Yi's arms, raised her head and looked at Luo Yi and said.
Subsequently, Yan Ji found that his heart was a hundred times more painful than Yan Ji, and the voice told Yan Ji that he would help him bear half of the pain, so Yan Ji did ...... It's so bitter!! But...... Yan Ji was very happy......" Speaking of this, Yan Ji rested her head on Luo Yi's shoulder again.
"Yan Ji shared half of the master's pain, and all the memories, although it was very bitter, but it was also very sweet, because it was a life of flesh and blood...... A life that is more wonderful than anyone else...... At that time, Yan Ji found that she also had more emotions and would cry, Yan Ji had never cried in five hundred years of life, no matter who trampled Yan Ji under her feet** torture, Yan Ji never cried, but today Yan Ji will cry......" Saying that, she buried herself in Luo Yi's arms and cried loudly, rubbing all her tears and snot on Luo Yi's body.
Luo Yi raised his hand and gently stroked Yan Ji's back, and there were also many tears in his eyes, but those tears only swirled in his eyes, blurring his eyes, but they never flowed down.
After crying for a while, Yan Ji continued: "Yan Ji is not crying sadly, Yan Ji is happy...... I'm glad that I didn't live this life in a mess, I didn't waste this life in vain, although it was only a short month, but I felt that it was more fulfilling and happy than the previous five hundred years......"
What makes Yan Ji even happier is that Yan Ji is also like a human in her heart, and she has love...... Originally, this word was just a word for Yan Ji, and it didn't have much meaning, but now, everything is different, Yan Ji loves her master, she loves little Liyue, and she loves those departed relatives, Yan Ji misses them, blames herself, feels guilty, and there are many, many more, these are the obsessions in Yan Ji's heart, these will haunt me, but Yan Ji is still very happy......"
Hearing this, Nangong Liyue moved her knees to Yan Ji, stretched out her hand, and took her hands.
"Yan Ji still wants to live, she still wants to have more emotions, and she wants to experience more rich life, and Yan Ji is also strongly obsessed, she must let her master live, let Xiao Liyue live, even if it costs Yan Ji's life, you must live well! My loved ones have all passed away, and the two of you have become the only concern in Yan Ji's heart. ”
"Sister Yanji......!" Nangong Liyue couldn't restrain herself anymore at this time, and buried her head in Yan Ji's legs, crying loudly, as if she was already parting with life and death at this time.
Luo Yi's eyes, at the same time, quietly shed those two lines of tears. I couldn't imagine that my inadvertent kindness could be exchanged for such a beautiful piece of kindness.
However, this obsession is going to send us to a dead end at this time...... In the face of demonic obstacles, unless all thoughts become empty and let go of all the delusions in your heart, you will never be able to escape. But how to let go, Yan Ji doesn't know, and Yan Ji is reluctant to let go of all her hard-won emotional ......"
"It's okay, didn't you say that? If the old devil appears in front of us, I will fight him to the death, and if he does not want to appear, we will live in peace, and we will be happy! Luo Yi's expression became resolute at this time, and there was no more fear and senseless irritability in his heart.
"Yes, Sister Yan Ji, Liyue is not afraid, Liyue can know you in this life, and Brother Luo Yi, I feel content! Live or die, resign yourself to fate! After venting the emotions in her heart, Nangong Liyue was affected by Luo Yi's fearlessness, and raised her hand to wipe the tears from her pretty face, and her eyes immediately became firm.
"Silly boy, how old are you, and you are content?" Yan Ji burst into tears and smiled, touching Nangong Liyue's head and said.
"Life in the world doesn't matter how long you live, but whether you live happily or not, Liyue has been happy since she was a child, and Liyue feels very happy with you today, that's enough!"
"Little Liyue is young, but she is the one of the three of us who knows the most ......."
"That's right, that's right! Yan Ji, we are all obsessed with what we can't give up, we can't give up our lives, we can't give up each other, we can't give up too much, so we desperately want to escape, so we are anxious, afraid, and confused, but aren't these just the most invulnerable prisons that bind our hearts? We ignore that happiness and contentment are the most important things, even if we can only live for one more second, we are happy at the moment, and that is enough, isn't it? Although there are still so many thousands of ties in this world, there are not so many things that can be managed at this moment. ”
After hearing this, Yan Ji chuckled and said, "Heh, at this moment, it's my turn to be the most confused one......"
"The older you get, the more confused you get, don't you?" Nangong Liyue said mischievously at the right time.
"Begging for ......!" Yan Ji said on the tip of her nose and gently scraped it with her hand.
This back and forth joke suddenly made the original helpless misery, worry, fear, confusion, and anxiety all disappear, and the three of them glanced at each other, looked up and laughed.
After laughing, Nangong Liyue looked at Luo Yi curiously and said, "Brother Luo Yi, you haven't said anything about the concern and obsession in your heart?" Liyue is also curious to know, after listening to Sister Yan Ji before, I feel as if I have experienced so many wonderful lives, and I feel very fulfilled in my heart. ”
Luo Yi stretched her brows, looked at her with a look of relief, and said, "Okay, you want to know, Brother Luo Yi will tell you ......."
Just when Luo Yi was about to speak, suddenly the air tightened, and a strong sense of oppression came to the space where the three of them were out of thin air! Immediately, the instinctive reaction in the face of a strong enemy caused Luo Yi and Yan Ji to jump up from the ground violently, and their respective protective aura rose from their bodies, and the two of them immediately pulled Nangong Liyue behind them, looking vigilantly at the end of the pitch-black corridor ahead.