665 Twenty years of faith
He removed the cigarette from his mouth, and the ash flicked into the small box. Yu Xiurin closed the lid of the box above and asked, "What were you thinking about just now?" When were we kids? ”
Yan Chen nodded.
"Lately, I've been thinking about that time, about the village back then, and I haven't been back since I escaped. And then I also thought about that mountain, and I was really lucky to have that mountain, otherwise, we would have starved to death. ”
Chu Yanchen chuckled, as if remembering what his younger brothers looked like in their childhood.
Yu Xiurin was silent for a moment: "Brother Yun, Jiang Jingyun, does he hate us very much?" ”
Chu Yanchen was stunned.
Yu Xiurin was cautious in his words, "It feels like he hates us very much, it's a strange feeling, but it doesn't seem like hostility." ”
Chu Yanchen was silent for two seconds, "Jingyun is targeting me." ”
Yu Xiurin was stunned, he felt that his eldest brother was very good.
Chu Yanchen curled his lips.
"That year, Yanzhou was in prison because of us, and I was in a very bad situation at the time, probably because I was not safe before, so I held my breath, and when I was safe, I couldn't control it. Not on purpose, but I punched him. ”
Yu Xiurin was a little suspicious.
Chu Yanchen smiled.
"That person is actually quite cautious, of course, he has never been on the wrong side of the big things, but in private, he is really not easy to mess with. When Mu Rong and the others first came to the house, Mu Rong even thought that he had no temper, like a bun, the kind that everyone bullies, but Jingyun is actually very vindictive, and if he provokes him a little, he can keep this black account for a lifetime, and he is a very grudgeful character. ”
Yu Xiurin: "That...... It seems kind of scary. ”
"yes!"
Chu Yanchen sighed with a smile.
"It's a terrible person, he will be repaid, and he will be compared, if it weren't for this blood relationship, if it wasn't for his brother, maybe he would be the most unsociable. On the surface, he can talk to anyone, and he can talk about any topic, but except for these congenital blood relatives who can occupy a place in his heart because of his identity, he actually doesn't care about it in his bones, and he sees the life and death of outsiders very lightly. ”
Yu Xiurin was silent again, he felt that Chu Yanchen's mood didn't seem quite right.
"Are you in a bad mood?"
“…… Somewhat. ”
"Because of the second brother?"
Chu Yanchen held a cigarette between his fingertips, his fingers ruffled the broken hair on his forehead, and lowered his eyes shallowly, as if he was thinking.
"It's not because of him, but ...... It seems to be because of him. ”
"Something to do with Yaya?"
Disgusted with Chen's head: "See it?" ”
Yu Xiurin: "It's so obvious, and they live together every day." "So, you can't see it.
The cigarette he had lit before had been extinguished, and Yu Xiurin took out a small box and asked Chu Yanchen to throw the cigarette butt into the box.
Chu Yanchen rarely smokes.
But not not pumping.
It's just that some will be smoked at a specific time.
He picked up the cigarette case, and Yu Xiurin lit a cigarette for him again.
This time, Chu Yanchen was silent for a long time.
"Right and wrong sit in your heart, and it is difficult to choose between gains and losses, but still, you have to give up."
Yu Xiurin frowned, "Aren't you tired?" ”
"Tired!"
Very straightforward and frank.
"I've been tired, I've been so tired, but I'm still tired."
What he meant, probably is, that some things, no matter how many years, have already become inertia, but it does not mean that the heart is not feeling.
It's not that he doesn't understand tiredness, but he doesn't express it on weekdays.
He puffed out a puff of smoke from his thin lips.
"However, even if I am tired, I brought it on myself."
More than 20 years of belief has long been unswerving.
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