Chapter 03 of the urban romance novel [Sad City].
Then, the line slowly turned into a red rose, floating quietly in front of the ice blue. And Yifan has already affectionately walked towards the ice blue, when he walked in front of the rose image formed by three-dimensional holographic technology, Yifan stretched out his hand and gently made a gesture of holding the rose, and suddenly the lights flashed, and a large cluster of real roses suddenly appeared in Yifan's hand. Subsequently, Yifan knelt down on one knee, offered the flower to Binglan, and said affectionately: "Binglan, be my girlfriend, okay?" ”
"Hmm......" Bing Lan nodded lightly, agreed, and threw herself into Yifan's arms the moment she took the rose, crying so much that she couldn't speak anymore. As Richard Clayderman's piano music entered the * stage, the surrounding white bead curtain slowly opened, and all the guests clapped their hands with smiles on their faces, applauding the affectionate couple. Jialing and I were also happy and didn't know what to say, just looked at each other silently, and tears were quietly sliding down the corners of Jialing's eyes, obviously she was also moved by everything before. From her eyes, I saw a different emotion for the first time, which I had never felt since I met her, and it was also the kind of emotion that those handsome guys who were crazy about pursuing her had been looking forward to for a long time, which was a natural emotion that can only be expressed by unique appreciation and liking. At that moment, Jialing gave it to me. It turned out that that night, I helped Yifan win the love that only belonged to him, and at the same time, I also helped myself win the love of my dreams.
After that night, there were two more perfect couples on campus. That's Yifan and Binglan, as well as me and Jialing. The sweet and happy times always fly by, and before you know it, the first year of college is over. After each going home for the summer, we went back to school and started our sophomore year of college. Just as Yifan and I were back in the dormitory and were packing our luggage, Yifan's mobile phone rang, and when he listened to the call, he suddenly rushed out of the dormitory like crazy.
I hurriedly chased out, and when I followed Yifan to the Weiming Lake on the campus of Peking University, I saw a young man who was out of control of his emotions and was pressed to the ground by two security guards, still struggling desperately. On the ground near the security guard lay a girl covered in blood, her hair was messy on her face because she was leaning sideways, and she couldn't see her face clearly, and Bing Lan was crying hysterically next to the girl. I suddenly had a bad premonition, when I finally saw clearly that it was Jialing lying in a pile of blood, I felt that my eyes were dark, my legs were weak, and I fell to the ground, and then, I stood up desperately, and rushed to Jialing like crazy. There was a large pool of blood flowing under her body, and although Binglan pressed the wound on Jialing's body tightly with her hand, there were too many wounds, and a lot of blood kept gushing out. I also quickly took out a clean tissue from my pocket, quickly covered the wound, and pressed it with my hand to stop the bleeding. While hysterically yelling at Yifan, call an ambulance! Yifan hurriedly started to make a call, maybe someone had dialed before, and I heard the sound of an ambulance coming towards us at great speed.
When the paramedics dealt with it briefly and lifted them into the ambulance, I also got into the car, and the car quickly drove towards the hospital. Along the way, Jialing closed her eyes, kept * *, and kept shouting: "Ziran, I'm so cold, hold me tight, okay?" ”
"Don't be afraid, Jialing, I'm here, we'll be in the hospital soon, keep going, I beg you, you must keep going!" You can't leave me alone! I can't live without you! I took off my down jacket and put it on Jialing, shouting hysterically. I yelled at the nurse next to me again, tell the driver to drive faster! The nurse took a deep look at Jialing, and shook her head helplessly, not knowing how to comfort me, just looking out the window anxiously.
Not long after Jialing was pushed into the operating room, Yifan and Binglan also arrived, and I learned the ins and outs. It turned out that the man who committed the murder had come to get revenge on me. His name is Xiangdong, and he has always liked Binglan since he was a child, and he has been a classmate from elementary school, junior high school to high school. But because of his introverted personality, he never dared to confess to Binglan, and when he accidentally learned that Binglan's boyfriend was also a student of Peking University, he secretly vowed to be admitted to Peking University with Binglan, and then officially confessed to Binglan. Helplessly, Binglan was admitted, but he was a few points away from being admitted. In the past year, he studied at home for a year without sleeping or eating, and then applied for Peking University again and was finally admitted.
When Xiang Dong came to Peking University full of joy and wanted to surprise Binglan, he heard that Binglan already had a boyfriend. Because Yifan's courtship to Binglan was too sensational at that time, it was filmed as news by the good deeds and uploaded to the school's BBS. There are many rumors that the Internet is true and false, and it becomes more and more exaggerated and mysterious as it circulates around. There are various versions of the statement, saying that the top ten college girls like Bing Lan in Chinese universities generally don't talk about boyfriends easily, and Bing Lan also said in her own Weibo that she doesn't plan to talk about friends during college, and wants to concentrate on studying, and then go to graduate school. It also made many students who planned to chase her give up the idea. There are also some people who do not give up, and they are also categorically rejected after confessing, and the reason for the refusal is also the same as what Weibo said.
So when Yifan succeeded in gaining the heart of the goddess in their minds in his first year of college, it also made all the boys who had planned to pursue him regret it. When they found out that I was behind all this, they hated me. Because without my perfect planning, Yifan might not have been able to get the ice blue heart so smoothly. Some jealous, envious and hateful students added fuel and vinegar on the Internet, and posted my help Yifan's exaggerated description on the Internet. It was even rumored that Binglan was confused about whether she loved Yifan or me, the mastermind behind the scenes, when she learned that I was planning it.
These rumors were naturally seen by Binglan and Yifan, and Binglan and Jialing herself were not interested in these gossip news, and they didn't take it to heart. But I didn't expect Yifan to have a problem in his heart, and began to send someone to secretly investigate whether Bing Lan and I had a private relationship. After all, he has money, and private investigators will help investigate everything if they have money. When Binglan inadvertently found out that Yifan was quietly investigating her, she was really sad, and she was suspected by the person she loved deeply, so she was naturally extremely disappointed in her heart, and her speech was naturally extreme. Once when the two quarreled over this matter, Binglan was angry for a while, and even said in a fit of anger that if she had known that I had planned it, and I didn't like Jialing, she would consider being my girlfriend.
After that, even if the two broke up, Jialing and I didn't know how to persuade them, after all, Binglan herself admitted it, and how Jialing and I explained Yifan on the surface, we understood on the surface, but we didn't believe us in our hearts. And they began to drift away from us. When the first semester of college ended, all four of us went home full of thoughts for a very unhappy summer vacation. On the first day back at school, Jialing and I had a brief meeting, and then agreed to go to Yifan and Binglan separately, and try to explain it clearly so that they could get back together. It's a pity that a good relationship is broken like this.
So when I saw Yifan in the dormitory, I planned to pack my luggage, invite him to a meal, and then persuade him well. And Jialing also deliberately invited Bing Lan to the shore of Weiming Lake to have a good talk in private. Unexpectedly, when he got off the train to the east, he didn't care about the report, and when he was anxious to find Binglan to borrow wine to confess, he found that Binglan was arguing with Jialing by the lake. He also read these rumors from the Internet when he was drinking before, and he was originally very angry, but after learning that Bing Lan proposed to break up, he was also very happy, at least he still had a chance. Bing Lan was in a bad mood after the breakup, and returned to her hometown to close her door to no one. Xiang Dong was persuaded by Binglan's parents to come to the door many times, and then Binglan didn't say goodbye and left his hometown early, Xiang Dong probably heard Binglan's parents mention, it seems that she was unhappy because of a boy at school, Xiang Dong didn't know why, but he still had a very deep hatred for this boy who made Binglan unhappy.
When Xiang Dong saw Jialing by the lake actively persuading Bing Lan and Yifan to reconcile, he was furious, and he was furious on the spot, and said all the words in his heart with the strength of wine. And Bing Lan was not in a good mood, and was troubled by Xiang Dong, and his tone was more serious, and he categorically rejected his confession. After that, the more Xiang Dong thought about it, the more angry he became, the more he hated me, plus he didn't drink enough, he drank too much, and he had a lot of stamina, so he suddenly couldn't control his emotions, so he took out the fruit knife in his luggage, rushed up and threatened Jialing to tell me that I was in that dormitory, and threatened to kill me. Jialing desperately stopped Xiang Dong, didn't let him go to me, and asked Bing Lan to call me to run. As a result, my phone happened to run out of battery, and she couldn't get through. She didn't want to call Yifan, after all, she was still angry with him. Just when he was hesitating whether to call Yifan, he saw that Xiang Dong had lost his mind and stabbed Xiang Jialing several times!
She hurriedly shouted for help, and waited for the security guards to arrive to subdue Xiangdong before she called Yifan, and when Yifan and I arrived at the scene, it was too late, and Jialing finally left this world regretfully on the operating table. Xiang Dong also regretted it after drinking, but it was too late, and what was waiting for him would be life imprisonment. And three months after Jialing's death, it happened to be Jialing's birthday, and I went to the bar because I missed Jialing so much.
By the time I left the bar after drinking, it was already late at night. I walked down the deserted street, my shadow swaying violently with the glare of the headlights. I seemed to be drunk, with a splitting headache, and I wanted to vomit but couldn't. I don't know which bar still has unfinished customers singing karaoke, but it turned out to be my favorite song - "Sad City", a man's sad singing voice came slowly:
About the story between you
You always have far-fetched explanations
I don't want to listen to your poisonous oath anymore
Because this is not the first time
You weave the lies carefully
I don't want to be hurt by you again
I'm used to hearing your clichés
It's not too late to turn back......
When I heard this, I suddenly understood that there was something that could not be turned back. Jialing has left me forever. I suddenly wanted to leave this city, leave this city that made me sad. Never want to come back. Although I was still crying sadly, my hoarse voice was gone, and my eyes were dry and I couldn't shed a single tear. Suddenly, I felt my swollen eye sockets crack a little, and then another, and a wisp of hot, viscous liquid ran down the corners of my eyes, and the night before me gradually distorted into blood.
In the blood-colored world, a white light shot at me, and in the white light, I seemed to see Jialing calling me softly: Ziran, I'm so cold, can you hold me tighter? Ziran, I'm really cold!
"Jialing, you wait for me, I'll be with you soon, I will always be by your side, and you will never feel cold again. I will hold you tightly in my arms and never let go again. I walked firmly towards the white light," squeaked...... Bang ......" In a series of sharp brakes, there was a sharp pain, and I instantly fell into the boundless darkness......