How to say that? I think it's because I was influenced by my parents' feelings when I was a child, and I always felt that the word 'marriage' was not only the grave of love, but also the hell of my life.

The kind of living environment that quarrels every day, is tired and tired, has four walls, and is cold and depressing, is really uncomfortable to think about.

I have thought more than once before, if I also get married, will I be like my parents, arguing with my wife all day long, drinking all day long, and releasing the worst living environment and worst emotional state all day to the closest people.

It's hard to think about that situation...

Now, my marriage is obviously different from others, and this difference is abnormal in my opinion. My parents' marriage is not normal, my marriage is still not normal, my marriage... It's going to be terrible, too.

The more I think about it, the more sour my my nose becomes, my eyes are sour, and I pour another sip of wine, and my heart is even more uncomfortable.

"Bang bang bang..."Suddenly there were a few knocks on the door, I didn't get up, I shouted directly at the door: "The door is not closed!" Who is it? Come in yourself! ”

It was Xiaoshuang who came in, holding a smartphone, and when she entered my house, her phone was ringing for video invitations.

"Gu Ye said, in order for you to have a qualified emotional state, so I decided to meet your last request, then, just say whatever you want."

Xiaoshuang handed the phone to me, the invitation ringtone had stopped, replaced by a silence, and when I held the phone, it was already Wang Yang on the screen.

"Hey, Qian, this look... Are you drinking? "Wang Yang is still as smart as ever, and he can see at a glance what I'm doing.

Somehow, when I saw her face and heard her voice, my tears poured out in an instant, and I couldn't stop it.

"Look at you, what are you crying on a happy day?" Wang Yang on the other side teased me.

Having said that, I could see that her eyes were also a little red.

I choked up and asked, "Huh? You know it all? Then I turned to Xiaoshuang and asked, "Why did you tell her everything?" Why are you so annoying? ”

Xiaoshuang glanced at me, sighed helplessly and said, "Alas, I'll wait for you outside the door, and I'll take my phone in ten minutes." ”

"Just ten minutes? Can I charge an extra ten dollars? Okay, bye-bye, get out quickly, there are only more than nine minutes left, and the years are unforgiving. I urged Xiaoshuang.

Xiaoshuang pouted and left my house, and at the same time closed the door of my house very thoughtfully.

As soon as I saw Xiaoshuang leaving, I quickly wiped my tears and said, "Wang Yang, listen to me, I didn't do it voluntarily, but I really can't help it, and the play you told me before..."

"A thousand!" Wang Yang suddenly stopped my words, and then glanced to the side intentionally or unintentionally, I instantly understood, although Xiaoshuang is gone, I am the only one on my side, but Wang Yang is not the only one on her side, and the people who are watching her are still there.

Alas, it seems that there are so many things that cannot be said ...

I'm a little confused, so what should I say? Have you eaten? Pure politeness? Vindicate?

In the end, Wang Yang spoke first: "One thousand, so... It's good.,I've seen pictures of that girl.,It's beautiful.,With you such a stinky dick.,You're making a lot of money... Hehe, actually... Actually, I didn't think I was worthy of you, I was..."

I suddenly couldn't help laughing, and Wang Yang asked with a confused look on the other side, "What are you laughing at?" I explained, "Huh? It suddenly occurred to me that if I were in those bloody movies and TV series, I should interrupt you at this time, and then say very hypocritically, 'I don't allow you to say that about yourself, no matter what others say or think, you will always be the best and most perfect in my eyes'. ”

After I explained, Wang Yang also laughed, so I laughed with her stupidly, and laughed until we both burst into tears.

After that, there was a long silence, I looked at her, she looked at me, through the phone screen, just watched quietly, until Xiaoshuang came into the house to collect the phone.

"Silly thousand... Thank you..."

"Beaming... Thank you. ”

This is the last conversation we will have between the two of us.

After Xiaoshuang left with his mobile phone, I drank alone in the dark, crying for a while, laughing for a while, shouting for a while, singing for a while...

The next day I woke up with a pain in my head and a sore throat.

It wasn't dawn when I woke up, but I just woke up and couldn't sleep again.

According to the community convention, the wedding must not start until the evening, and I could not escape, so I had to lie in bed and stare at the roof in a daze, thinking about things.

As of yesterday, my fate with Wang Yang has come to an end, right?

Neither of us is a hypocritical person, to be precise, neither of them is a hypocritical person who has a good relationship with me, but fortunately there is a different tacit understanding between me and her, some things don't have to be said, but the effect is the same as saying it.

For example, when I looked at Wang Yang, I suddenly understood one thing, that is, the roots of the old Gu and their people must be related to Yunnan.

I picked up my phone and began to continue to look through the history of China, this time in addition to Binhai City, I also started to look up Yunnan.

Yunnan... Miao Jiang... When you talk about this place, it seems that you can think of poppies, Gu arts, and the like.

Gu technique, Uncle Gu?

Sounds like, they don't really have anything to do with this kind of thing, do they?

I shudder at the thought of this, because I remember that not long after I moved in, there was a time when countless ants crawled into my house, and then they all disappeared.

Ants are not the main thing, and when I came back from buying insecticide that day, the doorman seemed to behave strangely, and he seemed to be disgusted that I got the bottle of insecticide.

Later, my bottle of insecticide blew itself up.

Gu, looking at the shape of this word, you can know that this kind of evil magic must be related to insects. Since it's about bugs... Could it be that my insecticide explosion had something to do with them?

Having said that, I didn't seem to have lit mosquito coils last summer, nor have I been infested by mosquitoes, so mosquitoes are also insects, right? Is there a connection between this?

While I was looking into the history of Binhai City and Yunnan, I tried my best to think about it, anyway, they were not ordinary people, and I didn't have to treat them too much like ordinary people.

It's a pity that I cried too hard last night, and I couldn't stand it after staring at the screen for a long time, so I had to close my eyes and rest first and then continue to check.

I got up after dawn to get something to eat, and then continued to check the relevant information to pass the time.

Until after noon, a bunch of people came one after another, all of them were neighbors in the community, and they all came to accompany me and wait for the wedding...