Chapter 253: What She Believes, Betrays Her in the End
One morning he was talking to himself about his love for her,
The heart beats violently all day long,
He prayed to the gods secretly,
I hope that I will gain the power to confess,
But his rushing blood choked the words,
Again delayed the show of love,
However, the fire of longing burned even more fiercely in his chest.
Childlike timidity spreads in my heart again,
Love is as mature as a man and as innocent as a child,
Mixed together.
- Keats, Isabella
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It was a clear, cloudless and peaceful morning.
Although the grief has not passed, her mood is finally a little calmer because of this good weather. The desks and chairs in the classroom, which had long been removed, alleviated the sadness of seeing things and thinking about people.
Now Shen Qingjia hopes that the teacher will give a clear answer soon.
Aren't all of that enough to prove anything?
She had been thinking about it on her way to school. So much so that I didn't hear Zhuang Zhou's question at all.
Zhuang Zhou had no choice but to suddenly rush to the front of Shen Qingjia and deliberately grimaced at her.
Shen Qingjia looked at Zhuang Zhou inexplicably, she didn't know what this person was doing.
"Shen Qingjia, what are you thinking about so intrigued? I think it's too early if you're planning a weekend event. Well? What the hell are you thinking? I've called you a few times. ”
After Shen Qingjia heard Zhuang Zhou say this, his face immediately turned red.
She's so careless.
Shen Qingjia glanced at Song Fusheng embarrassedly. Song Fusheng was also looking at her at the moment.
"Don't you believe what I say? So you just ask the floating life? Zhuang Zhou said deliberately.
Shen Qingjia immediately withdrew his gaze and smiled at Zhuang Zhou. In fact, at this moment, there is a tsunami in her heart. It's not as calm as it seems. She was a little shy and a little apologetic because Zhuang Zhou saw through her thoughts. After all, she was absent-minded. "Haha~ I'm sorry. I'm distracted. What do you say? What is there to say. It's the same now. Shen Qingjia had no choice but to smile brighter to hide the various emotions in his heart.
It's really embarrassing to want to hide your feelings and be noticed.
Zhuang Zhou didn't care.
Maybe it was because of Song Fusheng, he originally wanted to make fun of Shen Qingjia, but he still let it go first. Zhuang Zhou said to Shen Qingjia: "Okay, it's nothing, you don't have to be so nervous." You see, the way the floating life looks at me, it will throw me into outer space. I'm just asking if there's anything you can help me with. After all, there is an exam next Monday, do you need me to tutor you? "The skipping exam has been approved by the school and is scheduled for next week. It's Friday. Zhuang Zhou's heart was peaceful and uneasy, in short, a little mixed emotions spread in his heart.
"Huh? So you're worried about me? Shen Qingjia never expected that Zhuang Zhou would take her matter to heart. She was inexplicably moved. Shen Qingjia's mood had calmed down at the moment, and she said to Zhuang Zhou with a smile, "It's okay, since I have made this choice, I must be in a state of confidence." Just wait for the day when I will be in the same class as you. Shen Qingjia's smile this time was not mixed with any distractions, just a simple happy smile.
"Come on. I'm sure you can do it. Song Fusheng said such things lightly.
This is also something that Shen Qingjia did not expect.
Since they came to a consensus, there has been little talk about it. It seems that this matter has never been mentioned at all. Shen Qingjia didn't take the initiative to say, anyway, since this decision has been made, it will not be changed.
When she decided to do it.
She wanted to tell Hua Bijin for the first time.
And she did.
It's just that no one answered the phone calls. She tried it several times later, in the morning, evening, and noon, but the results remained the same. This made Shen Qingjia's enthusiasm for Hua Nijin talk about this matter gradually disappeared, and even she thought about going directly to Hua Bijin, but she didn't have that courage in her heart. Shen Qingjia herself didn't know why she was afraid, what was she afraid of, what was there to be afraid of. Obviously, I didn't do anything bad.
But no matter how entangled she is in her heart and how determined she is, she will never be able to take this first step.
So the first person to know about this decision became Shen Qingjia's family.
Shen Qingjia didn't think too much about reasons and excuses, just bluntly told her parents that she thought she could pass the exam, so she did it. I thought my parents would ask more questions or show a worried look.
But what Shen Qingjia didn't expect was that no one objected, and no one questioned whether Shen Qingjia's decision and choice were right or wrong.
It seems that when they heard about this, they immediately believed her, and immediately stood by her side without hesitation.
Shen Qingjia's heart was moved beyond words.
Thank you so much.
I love you so much.
Maybe it was really an unexpected result, which caused Shen Qingjia to be able to say all the words that he usually didn't confide in easily at this moment. has always been a very reserved and introverted family, they don't often say I love you, I really like you, hard work, thank you so much. Hearing their daughter say this, the parents at home were also a little emotional, but they didn't express it, they were still silent and restrained, but they simply told their daughter to take good care of herself outside. Shen Qingjia nodded hurriedly, but she remembered that her parents couldn't see this nod at all, so she immediately replied loudly, okay, I know. You too, you must pay attention to your body.
The call ended in a sparse way.
The moment I hung up the phone, the mood of the people in the two cities was not calm for a long time, and the adults thought that their daughter seemed to have grown up a little bit, and seemed to be more sensible than before. The comfort and joy of the heart is difficult to describe in words. As for the children here, she was very touched by her parents' trust and support for her, and she didn't know how to express her inner gratitude to them for a while. None of those pale words seemed to be enough to express her gratitude at the moment.
Then become better people and be the children who make them proud. Make them happy every day. Let them feel that it is a happy and lucky thing to have such a child.
Monday's exam will definitely come on, and you will definitely pass! Shen Qingjia is full of confidence and strength.
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As soon as Shen Qingjia arrived in the classroom, he heard many people in the classroom talking about something.
She casually walked over to one of her classmates and asked, "Did something happen?" ”
"Hello squad leader. You haven't read the announcement yet, have you? Vivi was fired. The classmate said. Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "The Flowers in the World Are Dusty Claw Book House" for free for the first time.