Love does not give but itself, and it does not receive except itself.

Love does not possess, nor is it occupied

For love is satisfied in love.

Though love crowns you, he will crucify you.

Though he cultivates you, he also cuts you.

Though he ascends to thy highest place, and caress thy trembling branches and leaves in the midst of the sun, he shall descend under thy roots, and shake all the joints of thy roots, and bring them to earth.

Like a bundle of rice, he binds you together.

—Gibran

Shen Qingjia has not seen a real tornado yet.

But at this moment, she wanted to use the term tornado to describe Song Fusheng: fierce, and then disappeared. Then he somehow suddenly got angry and ignored people, and then she went to him to explain it, and he quickly broke into laughter - although he did not cry, but the lonely state made people very sad to see. Song Fusheng was very simple, and he didn't feel embarrassed at all and asked for leave. He smiled, the smile that couldn't be suppressed, very happy, and he said to Shen Qingjia: "You are too late." "It's cold, but it's not unpleasant to come out.

"I'm sorry. I didn't expect you to care so much. It's me who didn't think it through. "Actually, where is it not well thought out. Shen Qingjia didn't consider any factors at all at that time, she just obeyed her heart. But I guess I can't say that. If so, this apology will not be an apology. Shen Qingjia naturally remained silent.

"I don't think you were just straight at that time, and you didn't think about anything." Song Fusheng actually saw through her!

Shen Qingjia: That's good. Anyway, there is no lie, so that's fine.

"Since you think so, it's true." Shen Qingjia.

"......" Song Fusheng didn't know what to do with her at this time.

Shen Qingjia: She is always like this. If you are guessed right, you can simply tell it all, and you don't know how to hide it.

"Anyway, it was my mistake to upset you. Song Fusheng, don't be angry, I will definitely stop you next time. Shen Qingjia shook Song Fusheng's arm and said softly.

Song Fusheng was actually not angry for a long time, but he was still on the shelf, cold and cold. After a while, he said slowly: "My heart is hurt, how can you make up for it?" ”

“…… What do you want me to do? Shen Qingjia knew that she was too inattentive to the situation that made Song Fusheng unhappy, and she really wanted to make Song Fusheng happy, so she didn't plan to worry about him at this time. If it were the same as before, she would definitely have to stop talking cruel things like inches.

"Hug one~" Song Fusheng spoke, his arms were already open, he was waiting for Shen Qingjia to pounce into his arms.

"......" Song Fusheng is sometimes really naïve. Shen Qingjia had this idea at the moment.

"Not coming?" Song Fusheng raised his eyebrows.

"I'm coming, I'm not coming, am I? I'm embarrassed, though. Shen Qingjia didn't dare to look at Song Fusheng's eyes, and now her heart was full of deer.

"Good~" Song Fusheng gently touched Shen Qingjia's head.

His breath, his smell, lingered in her heart long afterward. This is the person she loves for the first time and will be the last love of her life. Shen Qingjia firmly thinks.

Firmly believe.

"Time flies. We're graduating soon. Shen Qingjia looked at the white clouds outside the window, and suddenly said such a sentence.

"One year to go." Song Fusheng's eyes are all about her, full of Shen Qingjia. Full of love.

"Hmm. There's still a year to go. Shen Qingjia withdrew his gaze, looked at Song Fusheng, and smiled slightly, "I didn't know it would be like this after graduation." ”

This is her fear, and it is also the reality she has to face. She was worried, but she didn't want Song Fusheng to see that she was worried. I guess I'm a little scared, I don't know where my future is, and I don't know if my lover will be able to stay by my side forever.

"Do you want to keep drawing?" Song Fusheng suddenly asked her.

"Yes." Be a painter. She just wanted to paint the beauty of her hometown, even if she no longer had a hometown. But can that kind of thought keep you alive? The world is such a reality, everyone has to work hard for their own life, if they can, no one wants to do what they don't want to do, but who can, unless you are born with a golden spoon, unless you have a strong backing to support, otherwise you still have to earn money to eat, otherwise you have to starve to death. What a simple, crude, but true truth.

I'm a junior this year. Many students have already begun to prepare for their senior year—it is better to prepare for graduation and find a job. Now everyone is already thinking about where to do an internship after graduation, and everyone is choosing a variety of paths. Take Yun Jiaoran, who has also started looking for a job as an intern, albeit only as an assistant. But this is also the first step in life. I want to be a teacher. This is what Zhuang Zhou told her. Shen Qingjia thought it was very good. She used some connections and is now apprenticed with a special old teacher. Shen Qingjia remembered the shock in his heart when he first heard the news. Since college, everyone has changed a lot. Without exception, everyone has become a better version of themselves, realized their own life values, possessed the correct three views, and lived a positive life. That's great.

I'm the only one who is bad. Shen Qingjia was a little sad. People sometimes fall into a situation of self-blame and unhappiness for no reason. Maybe it's because we all want to be a better version of ourselves, maybe it's because we all want to have a bright future, maybe it's because the future is never easy. We look forward to our loss, we start again, we wait for a desired result.

"What are you worried about? Qingjia. Everything will be fine. Song Fusheng gently stroked her soft long hair, which ran through his fingertips, a little cold. After all, she still cares about many external factors. Song Fusheng didn't know, but he couldn't just comfort her and let her leave it alone. Because he knew her, none of this was useful. It's like a person who is in a predicament, he knows a lot of truths, many people have told him, but he still can't get out, all because he can't agree with these truths in his heart. As long as there is one person who has figured it out for himself, then everything is meaningful, because it is what he thinks is the truth.

"Will it be?" Shen Qingjia seemed to be asking Song Fusheng and asking himself.

"Yes." Song Fusheng is sure to be authentic. He took her hand and shook it hard. It's as if that's giving her strength and support, it's telling her not to be afraid and not to worry, because he will always be there for her, accompany her, and support her.

The topic is a bit heavy.

Shen Qingjia was not unaware. So she quietly changed the topic, she hoped that this topic would be easier and it was best not to make Song Fusheng feel that he was doing this on purpose. "Did Hua Yan look for you later?" Is this really the right question to ask? But in her desperation, she couldn't think of a better question. Shen Qingjia was going to do it for a while and go back. Until then, I hope it can be more ordinary. After all, I was a little nervous before.

"Called me a few times, but she didn't call again because I blocked her." Song Fusheng finished all the questions that Shen Qingjia still wanted to ask in one go. Flower face. Shen Qingjia asked her again, did she still care a little in her heart? Song Fusheng felt a little happy when he thought of this, but he couldn't let Shen Qingjia see any clues.

“…… It's all acquaintances, and you actually blocked her! Isn't that not good? Shen Qingjia never expected Song Fusheng to do this. Just like Shen Qingjia, they are all acquaintances, she is still a friend of Hua Rujin, and the Hua family has always been close to Song Fusheng's family. Is it really good for Song Fusheng to do this? Wouldn't it offend people?

"Acquaintances? I don't know her well. Who is my freedom if I block again, what does it have to do with her? "Song Fusheng is a serious way.

"You're really headstrong. I just think people can be very sad. "Shen Qingjia.

"That's none of my business. But do you want me to talk to her on the phone? Shall I add her back? Talk? Song Fusheng deliberately angered Shen Qingjia.

"No, no, no! Song Fusheng! You bastard! Shen Qingjia really became impatient. She looks a little cute when she is angry, her face is flushed, full of collagen, and her skin is very good, which is really tempting.

"Isn't that your hope?" Song Fusheng is also bad and hateful sometimes, knowing that Shen Qingjia is angry, he deliberately continues to stimulate her.

"Fart! Who wants? Is my brain watered? Am I stupid or stupid?! Shen Qingjia was really angry, he didn't choose what to say, and completely left his image behind. Impulsiveness is the devil. In the next second, Shen Qingjia came to his senses and calmed down. She remembered those rude words that she had just said in a hurry! It's terrible! She had known Song Fusheng for so many years, and she had never lost her temper like this in front of him. Shen Qingjia really wanted to turn back time at this moment, she wanted to erase what she just said, she wanted Song Fusheng not to see her vulgar appearance, she wanted Song Fusheng to forget! She wants to go back now!

"......" Song Fusheng originally smiled a little subtlely. However, after seeing Shen Qingjia's crying face, his smile quickly put away. Isn't it playing too much? You shouldn't have played such a trick on her. It's really excessive. "Qingjia? Shen Qingjia? You're angry. I'm sorry, I won't tease you next time. In front of Shen Qingjia, Song Fusheng can always easily show his sincerity. In front of Shen Qingjia, Song Fusheng felt that he had always been very relaxed, he didn't need to pretend, he didn't need to think a lot, and he didn't need to worry about those deceptions. He can be himself with peace of mind. You don't have to hold a shelf all the time. Be better to Shen Qingjia. Every time Song Fusheng actually thinks like this.

"I'm going back." Shen Qingjia is not exactly what the reason is. She felt like she wanted to hide now. She really hopes that any time Song Fusheng sees her, it will be beautiful. She didn't want Song Fusheng to see her strange and bad behavior at all. Her current image in Song Fusheng's eyes must have plummeted. Song Fusheng definitely didn't expect that he had such a rude side, wouldn't Song Fusheng think it was a little funny, didn't he like it, did he want to break up, he just laughed. It's a shame. Shen Qingjia really became more and more angry the more he thought about it, the more he wanted to cry. Shen Qingjia is in a terrible mood now.

"It's Saturday, can't you stay here? I want to go to the movies with you in the evening. Song Fusheng, "I've bought all the movie tickets." Song Fusheng hurriedly took out the movie ticket on the table and showed it to Shen Qingjia. He didn't want Shen Qingjia to feel that he was talking nonsense. He really planned today's itinerary a long time ago, although it is a little different, but he should be able to go to the movies in the evening.

"I want to go back now." Shen Qingjia is not interested in movies at all at the moment. As long as she thought that she was so rude in front of Song Fusheng just now, she couldn't sit still. There was a thorn in her heart that was growing wildly now.

"What the hell is going on? Why are you so angry all of a sudden? Song Fusheng decided to ask Shen Qingjia directly. Anyway, it's not necessarily right to guess around. Song Fusheng likes to be direct. Song Fusheng doesn't like to sit on meaningless things.

"Nothing." It doesn't seem to be exported.

Shen Qingjia really didn't export. She's just sad. Originally, she always wanted to show her best side in front of Song Fusheng, and she always wanted this. She hopes that in Song Fusheng's eyes, she is a flawless existence in her heart. She has always done a good job without the slightest mistake. But now everything was destroyed just now. She actually ruined her image herself.

Shen Qingjia was extremely uncomfortable.

Shen Qingjia didn't say anything, and Song Fusheng didn't ask, just looked at her like this, but didn't let her go. Song Fusheng took Shen Qingjia's hand.

So the two of them were frozen in the middle of the living room.

A minute passed.

Two minutes.

As if he suddenly understood something, Song Fusheng asked Shen Qingjia: "Qingjia." Let me guess if you're angry about the fact that you just 'fart' and stomping your feet? Do you think I'll mind that? Do you think I mind? I'm really sorry if I upset you because of some of the details. Qingjia. You have to forgive me. Qingjia, don't think too much. I don't care, I don't care at all. Because no matter what, you are you. Elegance is you, lively, you are quiet, you are occasionally disconnected, or you. Everyone will have a lot of faces, and that's normal. Qingjia, you don't need to behave perfectly in front of me, you don't. I just want a real you and a happy you. You just have to be yourself. I don't like you because you're perfect. I like you because you're you, that's all. "There is another sentence that Song Fusheng did not export-

I love you and will always do so. You're all right. The person I like is always Shen Qingjia.