Chapter 12: Escape from the Wedding Night in the Heavy Rain
The day before getting married, the affairs of Yunfu were almost ready, just waiting for the auspicious time to arrive tomorrow and send Yun Yue to the sedan chair.
Yun Yue had just come back from Sister Jing's yard, and the maid Xiaowen took the sandalwood box in her hand, and in the box was a delicately made step, which was the wedding gift given to her by Yun Xun.
It was extremely hot tonight, like the heart of the girl in pink in the courtyard, and it was tormented. is going to get married tomorrow, the girl is a little melancholy, there is an indescribable depression, thinking back to the year with Chu Zijin, every day is as illusory as a dream.
Seeing that Yun Yue was still sitting in the courtyard, Xiaowen walked over and asked, "Miss, are you worried about tomorrow's cumbersome etiquette?" ”
Yun Yue shook her head and said, "I'm just a little reluctant in my heart. ”
Xiaowen comforted: "Miss should rest early tonight, presumably the old lady also wants to watch Miss get married happily." ”
Yun Yue sent Xiaowen away, and sat quietly in the courtyard for half an hour before she got up and was about to enter the door, only to hear a "bang", and a man in Tsing Yi jumped down from the courtyard wall, and the person who came was Chu Zijin. Yun Yue happily greeted her, so she hadn't seen Zijin for seven or eight days.
"Why are you free today?" Yun Yue asked with a smile, but saw Chu Zijin with cold eyes, a calm and handsome face, and did not make a sound, just stood quietly in place and looked at her. Yun Yue walked to his side, a smell of wine came to his face, Yun Yue asked suspiciously, "Why are you so drunk?" Is it a recent transaction......"
"The man named Yan...... Who is it? Chu Zijin's eyes were sharp, and she interrupted her words in a hard voice, her voice was a little hoarse, maybe because of drinking, or maybe she wiped her tears in private.
Yun Yue was stunned for a moment, and slowly replied: "A ...... The deceased. His voice was a little choked.
"So it's all true, I actually ...... I was still lying to myself a moment ago. Chu Zijin's expression was sluggish, as if he was self-deprecating, and he continued with a wry smile: "So you kept shouting Yan when you were drunk, you were thinking about him, but I thought you were gluttonous, isn't it ridiculous?" ”
"He's dead, so why should you still have trouble with a dead man?" Yun Yue was a little angry.
"It's not that I can't get along with him, I'm ...... I can't get along with my own heart. Chu Zijin approached Yun Yue step by step, and Yun Yue also retreated step by step, his heels next to the plane tree in the courtyard. His hand lifted the plane tree, wrapped her in his arms, and the exhaled wine sprayed directly on her face, and he looked pained and said with an indifferent expression: "I don't even have a chance to fight with a dead man." As he spoke, he kissed her lips fiercely, and didn't let go until a fishy smell gushed out of his mouth, and it was Yun Yue who struggled to bite his lips.
Yun Yue's legs were weak and straight, she hugged her knees with her hands, and sobbed in a low voice, as if she had been holding back her voice so as not to disturb others, but her tears couldn't be stopped, and she flowed vigorously.
Chu Zijin looked at Yun Yue, who was crying in front of him, half of the wine was sober, he felt very guilty in his heart, and wanted to lean over and touch her head as usual to coax her. But he remembered that Yun Yue had a young man who was not him in his heart, and he retracted his hand in a daze. It was selfish to love someone, and the thought that he would never be able to replace the place of the young man named Yan in her heart made his heart ache like a knife. But why, it wasn't him Chu Zijin who met her first?
"What if...... Yan didn't die, would you still agree to this family business? Chu Zijin asked slowly.
Yun Yue was silent and didn't answer, in fact, she didn't know herself, if Yan didn't die, would she slowly accept Chu Zijin? Her heart is indeed very small, so small that she can only fit one person.
Chu Zijin seemed to understand, if Yan hadn't died, she probably wouldn't have accepted him, and after a long time, he said: "Rest early, I will still come to pick up my relatives tomorrow." He paused and added, "For the sake of the face of the Yunchu family." After speaking, he didn't look at Yun Yue's diameter anymore and left.
Yun Yue didn't know how long she had been sitting under the tree and crying, the rain on the summer night was menacing, one drop or two fell on Yun Yue's little face, and then the heavy rain poured down from the sky, pouring her heart through, and a thunder rolled down, waking up Yun Yue, she muttered to herself: "It's really a dream." ”
She didn't know how to face Chu Zijin tomorrow, let alone how to face her relatives who cared about her and loved her, so she simply became a coward today and fled to a place where no one knew her.
On the second day, everyone in Yunfu flipped Yunfu up and down, and only found a letter left by Yun Yue, which read: "Daddy, mother, brothers and sisters, don't worry, Yue'er is just tired and wants to go out for a walk, and come back when Yue'er has had enough!" When I come back to bring you delicious food and fun, my relationship with the Chu family will be nullified, please apologize to the Chu family on my behalf, and the unfilial daughter Yue'er will stay. ”
Yun Yue fled back to the Yun family's old house in Linxi Village overnight, and in just five years, she seemed to have lived a lifetime. The house has long been uninhabited, and the nurse and the two rough mothers-in-law have disappeared, recalling that at the beginning, she was still the little overlord of Linxi Village, and the people in the village were going to run away when they saw her.
After calming down for a few days, Yun Yue thought about the cause and effect of the matter. She only mentioned the matter of Yan to her two best friends Li Yi and Tian Shan, and she believed that it was not her two who said it to Chu Zijin, but who could it be? That person must be someone who doesn't want her to marry Chu Zijin, a face flashed in Yun Yue's mind, that person has a pair of Danfeng eyes, and a tear mole under his right eye, it is Su Xin.
Yun Yue remembered that the yen was swimming in the lake, Su Xin and Yi'er walked closely, Yi'er was simple-minded, and she must have asked Su Xin to talk. Yun Yue's eyes sank, she shouldn't have let her go at that time. But after thinking about it, how could the matter between her and Chu Zijin be destroyed by a simple heart? Yan's existence is a fact, and it is also a fact that she likes Yan. This hurdle can't be overcome, Chu Zijin will always know one day, maybe she should have told him from the beginning, and he wouldn't have come to this point.
At night, Yun Yue had a dream, she dreamed that on a snowy night, the young man in Tsing Yi held her hand tightly, rubbed it and put it in front of her heart, and she dreamed that the young man in Tsing Yi rode a horse and waved a whip to walk towards her, and she also dreamed of the house in the peach forest, and he was smiling and making soup for her. When she first woke up from the big dream, Yun Yue looked at the moonlight that fell on the ground through the wooden window, and her tears soaked the pillow at some point, she may have missed him. She actually likes him, but for some reason she became like this. Tired from crying, she fell into a deep sleep again, and this time she didn't dream anything.