I thought that my son would leave with Zhou Xianzhong immediately, but I didn't expect my son to want to live with her for a while.

This reversal and reversal of the plot even Lin Anping didn't expect, but fortunately, Lin Anping was a little relieved in the end.

Zhou Xianzhong and Lin Anping took Xiao Lin to walk around the mall again, and the sixth floor was a video game city for children's dreams, and Xiao Lin also went to play.

But apparently his interest was not as high as when he came, and even video games couldn't make him particularly happy.

In the end, after playing a few tricks of catching dolls, Xiao Lin took Lin Anping's hand and wanted to go home.

Zhou Xianzhong was also a little tired, and when he saw that they were going home, he said that he would drive them back to Lin Yilu's house.

Lin Anping originally wanted to refuse, but seeing that Xiao Lin nodded and agreed, she could only follow Xiao Lin into the car.

After playing all day, Xiao Lin quickly became sleepy after dinner, although he sat on the sofa with Lin Xiaoxi and watched TV, he couldn't help but yawn.

Summer and Lin Anping sat at the dining table and looked at the two of them, yawning one after another, and for a while they didn't know if Lin Xiaoxi infected Xiaolin, or Xiaolin infected Lin Xiaoxi.

Summer felt funny, and gestured to Lin Anping with his eyes to the two people on the sofa, and Lin Anping also laughed.

The children were watching TV at this time, and Xia quietly asked Lin Anping: "How did you talk to Zhou Xianzhong today?" Who did Xiao Lin choose? It must be you, right? ”

In the summer, he thought that Lin Anping brought Xiao Lin back, so Xiao Lin must have chosen her.

Unexpectedly, Lin Anping shook his head and said with a wry smile: "Xiao Lin chose his father." ”

"What?" Summer's voice suddenly became louder, causing Lin Xiaoxi and Xiaolin to look at them, Summer quickly covered her mouth, and Lin Anping said to them: "Look, the two of us are chatting." ”

Lin Xiaoxi and Xiaolin turned their heads to watch TV shows again.

Summer lowered her voice to the lowest, but she still couldn't hide her surprise in her whisper: "Xiao Lin...... Why did Xiao Lin choose Zhou Xianzhong? ”

Lin Anping shook his head, his voice a little depressed: "I don't know." Maybe I'm not a good mother......"

Lin Anping has really changed a lot compared to before, she is not as confident as before, and she is not as positive and optimistic as before, she always looks at problems very negatively now.

Summer took her hand and said solemnly, "Why do you think so much about yourself?" I don't know if someone else is a good mother, but you must be a good mother! You've endured it for so many years! If it weren't for the irreversibility of this incident, I don't know how long you would have endured! ”

Lin Anping was moved but a little empty when she heard this, she thought to herself: What's the use of talking about this now? Even though she was a good mother, Xiao Lin didn't choose me.

Summer saw that she was a little stunned, so she patted her: "Don't think about it." A child's mind is the purest of minds, and perhaps he doesn't even know what the choice you ask him to make. He probably didn't think it through. Moreover, even if you and Zhou Xianzhong divorce and the custody is in his hands, he can't restrict you from seeing Xiaolin. You're still the same! Okay, okay, don't think about it, Xiaolin is also sleepy, you go and take him to sleep, tomorrow he has to get up and do his homework with Xiaoxi. ”

After Xia finished speaking, Lin Anping stood up in a daze and called Xiao Lin to wash up and sleep.

Waiting for the two of them to wash up and lie on the bed, Lin Anping still couldn't guess Xiaolin's thoughts, anyway, now that Zhou Xianzhong is not there, she can ask if she wants to.

She touched Xiao Lin's little face and asked, "Xiao Lin, why did you choose your father today?" Don't you like Mom? Why not choose a mother? ”

Xiao Lin was already a little sleepy, and now that his mother was talking softly next to him like this, he was even more sleepy.

He closed his eyes and said whatever he thought in his heart, "Dad, he has money, so he doesn't have to quit his job to take care of me...... But mom is different. Mom will be unhappy if she doesn't work...... I don't want my mom to be unhappy because of me...... I chose my father, and my mother didn't have to accompany me, so I could go to work......"

Xiao Lin spoke with a hazy little milk voice, and it was upside down, but Lin Anping understood, her eyes turned red all of a sudden, she held back her crying, pursed her lips, and asked: "Xiao Lin, who told you that your mother is unhappy because she doesn't have a job?" Even if my mother can only accompany Xiaolin, she is very happy. ”

Xiao Lin was already asleep, and his words began to be a little slurred: "Mom is lying...... Once...... Mom and Dad Quarrel...... I go to the toilet...... At night, I heard that my mother wanted to work......"

Xiao Lin fell asleep after saying this, he played too much today, and he also slept very deeply at this time.

Lin Anping held back his tears, closed the door and came out of the room, sat on the sofa, and his tears completely broke the embankment.

When Xia heard the sound and came out of the room, he saw Lin Anping wiping his tears in the living room.

Summer hurriedly walked over to her and asked, "What's wrong?" Why do you cry all of a sudden? ”

Lin Anping hugged Summer, lay on her shoulder, and whispered while crying: "Summer...... Xiao Lin said that he chose Zhou Xianzhong because he wanted me to go out to work. He once heard me arguing with Zhou Xianzhong. Zhou Xianzhong didn't let me work and asked me to quit my job to be a housewife, which I didn't want at the time. Xiao Lin took it to heart. He said that he didn't want me to be unhappy, he chose Zhou Xianzhong, and I didn't have to accompany him, so I could go out to work. Do you know, Xiao Lin also said in front of me and Zhou Xianzhong that he chose Zhou Xianzhong because he was rich...... I didn't know what that meant...... I'm sorry for the little pro...... I'm not a good mother......"

Lin Anping cried really sadly, and he didn't expect these words to be said by Xiao Lin in the summer.

Such a young child can actually think of this, and he was shocked in the summer, but he felt that Xiaolin was too sensible and distressing.

It's no wonder that Lin Anping is so sad.

She was both moved and guilty, moved by her son's sensibility and thoughtfulness, and guilty of her relationship with Zhou Xianzhong, which invisibly made her son Xiaolin mature that did not belong to a child.

Summer patted Lin Anping on the back and comforted her: "This is a good thing." This shows that Xiaolin is well-behaved and sensible, and knows that he feels sorry for his mother. Don't be so sad......"

Lin Anping cried so much that he couldn't help himself, "I'...... I'd rather he be a little less sensible, not considerate of me, not think about me, think only of himself. He is so sensible, which only makes me feel that the problems between me and Zhou Xianzhong have affected his growth. He was supposed to be carefree! ”

"You're thinking too much, Anping. Children will grow up. It's just that some people are born sensible early, and some are born sensible late. Xiao Lin is too smart. So sensible early. Even if you and Zhou Xianzhong are not divorced, he will see the problems between you, and maybe the personality will become even worse.

On the contrary, if you are divorced, you will be honest with each other, so that Xiao Lin will not have so much pressure in his heart. Think about it, if you have been putting up with it, there is no divorce. Xiao Lin will grow up sooner or later, and when he grows up, he knows that you have been patient for him for so many years, is he happy or sad? I'm afraid he will be even more sad and angry!

Children are individuals, and so are you. He didn't choose where he was born, but he still had a choice about how he grew up. Your choices will only affect him in a small part, but more importantly, what he will learn and what you will teach him. ”

Summer was scared of her as she told her these words.

Lin Anping listened to Summer's comfort, and her heart felt better, "Really, Summer?" ”

Summer nodded, "Of course it's true." Xiaolin will think about you, but also because you love him very much, and he feels your love, so he also wants to give you his love in return. ”

After Xia said these words, Lin Anping's heart was completely calm.

When she closed her eyes, tears still flowed from the corners of her eyes, but this time the tears were her moved and relieved.

Even if Xiao Lin chose Zhou Xianzhong, she still knew that Xiao Lin chose to follow Zhou Xianzhong because he loved her.

In the future, she will love her son even more, will find a job again, will live well, and be happy! will not disappoint his heart for himself.