Chapter 103: Redemption in the Heart

"I didn't expect you to have such good cooking skills." Han Mo looked at the pudding in front of the children in surprise, these were all done by William alone, "It is done with simple materials, but it is surprisingly delicious." ”

In such humble conditions, lacking all kinds of materials, and being able to make pudding, this William is also a talent.

"And they were accepted by them because of this."

"Well, after all, I used to take care of children a lot, so I should say I'm used to it." William unbuttoned his apron and smiled as he looked at the children happily eating pudding.

It's just that in this way, you can be easily accepted, and it should be said that children are easy to deceive, but they are still unsuspecting. Hanmo looked at this matter from the other direction, such a person is too easy to be deceived. If you go to Gotham, I'm afraid you won't be able to stay for a day and you'll be gone.

"I don't know if Batman will change something after killing that Joker."

I'm afraid not...... He remembered the way Batman looked at him at that time, and it was a hateful gaze, as if a loved one had been killed, looking into the eyes of an enemy.

"You guys, can you come out for a while?" William spoke suddenly, he was speaking to Nigolan and Hammer.

Outside, William made sure that no one else had followed, and asked the two of them about his doubts.

"First of all, why do you call them special weapons? Why, they were able to wield holy swords! William asked puzzledly, "The holy sword is a weapon that can only be used by those who have been selected as brave in the human race, why?" ”

"If you can, I hope you don't ask this question, I want you to interact with them as long as you can with ordinary people." Nigolan sighed and stared into William's eyes, "Do you want to know the answer to this question no matter what?" Even this answer can have bad consequences. ”

William said sincerely, "Well, please tell me. ”

Nigolan's face was filled with sorrow, "The answers to these questions are actually the same. The Holy Sword, in modern times, is known as the 'Relic Weapon', and it is the only ...... we can compete with the Seventeen Beasts today."

At this point, Nigolan paused and looked at Hanmo, "There is only one way. They are the 'Golden Elves', a goblin that has mimicked humans since ancient times, and they can manipulate Terran weapons in the same way as Terrans. Their bodies are born to be consumed as weapons, so they are not afraid of death. That's why those kids are called 'special weapons'. ”

William was silent, his face heavy, and he didn't ease up for a moment.

"If you stay here for a few more days, you'll be able to do it yourself. I also don't want you to know, so I've been hiding it from you. Nigolan looked at the house on the other side, "If Hanmo hadn't done that, they would have enjoyed a little more time being taken care of by you." She was referring to the fact that Hanmo had asked them to come out for training at noon today.

"If he changes his attitude because of that, then there's no need for him to stay here." Hanmo glanced at William and said, he didn't think he had done anything wrong.

After being silent for a long time, William asked Hanmo, "The second question, who are you, those skills, normal people don't know at all. ”

"I'm sorry, I didn't want to answer your question." Hanmo said indifferently, "I originally admired you a little, after all, not everyone can save someone who has nothing to do with them regardless of danger. It's annoying to be in this way of being on top. ”

The wind pressure exploded from Hanmo's body, and William's body was instantly knocked away and fell to the ground.

"Maybe you used to be really good before, so you used to talk to people in this tone. However, even the so-called brave are not my opponents, you have to understand this first. Hanmo slowly walked in front of William.

Why did he do it?

Probably because I thought of a certain type of person.

What's that person's name? God purifies demons...... No, it's the upper one.

At that time, he was obviously incapacitated, but he forcibly stood up. A person who acts first with his body rather than thinking. That's not a hero, it's an idiot who messes things up.

"I don't know what you think, but before that, can you think about your own abilities? Maybe you think that you can't ignore it if you know it. It's just that you're too weak, so what if you know? Do you have the power to change the world, or do you have to rely on words alone to stop them from dying? I should tell you plainly by now that you can't do anything. ”

"......" William lay on the ground and looked up at Hanmo.

"You don't care so much, do what you can, take care of them, understand?" Han Mo stretched out his hand and pulled him up, "I'm in charge of dealing with the Seventeen Beasts, and I'll find a way to keep them alive." As for you, whether it's cooking or helping with household chores, as long as you don't interfere with me, it's up to you. ”

With a loud bang in place, Hanmo disappeared here.

……

"Ah!!h Han Mo raised his head and roared, and the energy in his whole body exploded, forming a wave of qi that shook the ground to cracks.

After a full minute of yelling, he slowly stopped and fell to his knees.

"What's wrong with me......"

He lowered his head and looked at his hands, an inexplicable irritability taking over his heart.

"Depression? Impossible, with my strength, anything can be easily obtained, and no one is my opponent, so how can I have such a psychological problem as depression. ”

But what's going on......

Seeing William's performance like that, he couldn't help but be angry.

'Satomi Rentaro, this is the person you met in the first world you crossed. Because he was kidnapped by justice and killed the child you wanted to protect. Although your memories were acquired by Marie, the subconscious mind still retains the impression, and in the event of this resemblance, it bursts out. ’

The world that hadn't spoken for a long time spoke, and no matter how Hanmo asked, it didn't reply, and fell silent.

"Staggered the time again...... It will never be the reason for this one thing, it is at most an introduction, is it that I have accumulated too much pressure in my daily life? Hanmo muttered to himself, until now, what he has faced is a situation where if he doesn't handle it well, he will lose everything.

The result of his defeat in the battle was the destruction of a city at the lightest, or the earth was directly shattered, and the battle with Sannomiya, even if he was victorious, destroyed several cities. And what he wants to protect, he will fall into hell.

The invisible pressure had been pressing on him, making him almost suffocate.

While he is getting stronger all the time, with every fight, his enemies are getting stronger.

Will he be lucky enough to outperform his enemies every time?

Luck won't be on his side every time, and once he encounters an enemy with too much strength from him, he will fail and be defeated.

The reason why he is angry when he sees someone berating people for their failures in the Zhenglian world is because he is afraid that he will also fail one day, and he is afraid that all the people he wants to protect will die. He is not the kind of person who can smile confidently and face any situation bravely.

If this were the case, he would not have wanted to seek death to escape the cruel life in the first place.

At the end of the day, he's at least one vulnerable person wrapped in great power.

He will stand up to help others, because he doesn't want his own tragedy to happen to others. Even if he reversed time and reversed the fate of all his family members with the consent of the Tianyang World Consciousness, the price he paid was that his beloved family would never remember him again. It was he who was separated from history.

"If I had the choice, I would like to be able to live with my family now, even if I am not very wealthy, even if we are on weekdays, there will be quarrels......"

Tears dripped on his clenched fists, and the feeling of powerlessness that he had at the beginning once again occupied his body.

Hanmo is not a god, and he is only a twenty-four-year-old young man until now. Strong and strong appearance, just a mask he has molded......

"If even I give up, then how can those who are weaker than me have a chance of winning." It was this idea that has supported him until now.

Why, after leaving the Zhenglian World, he didn't go back to the Demon World. Because he is not sure that he will defeat that kind of enemy.

Even Sannomiya didn't give him that feeling.

A complete planet, from the arrival of the enemy to its complete destruction, took less than ten minutes.

He's going to get stronger, stronger, strong enough to beat any enemy with one punch.

"Are you alright?"

This voice is Nephren!

'Don't show weakness in front of others. Hanmo stood up with a smile on his face, "What's wrong?" Aren't you with the kids? ”

"I heard some movement here, so I came over and took a look." Nephlian said calmly.

If the ground around it has been torn open, and the trees that have been uprooted, or the clouds that have been empty from the middle, are some movement.

That cathartic sound can be heard even if it is thousands of kilometers away.

“…… Have you seen them all? Hanmo asked cautiously.

"I just arrived, and I didn't see you kneeling and crying." Nevelyn walked over and said this with a blank face.

When the sound exploded, she rushed over, and happened to see Hanmo crying silently there. It wasn't until Hanmo calmed down that she spoke.

The smile on Hanmo's face gradually faded, a little frustrated, "You can just say that you have seen them all, it's really ...... Loss. He sighed.

"Don't comfort me, I'm not that 'vulnerable' yet." He said something he didn't even believe. Even now, he doesn't want to expose his vulnerability.

Then he felt his hand being grasped.

He looked down, and now Nephren took his hands in her small hands.

Hanmo met Nephren's eyes, calm, deadly, without waves.

"If nothing else, go back. You said you had to go to class after dinner. They're waiting for you to teach them. It sounded like a rush, but the voice didn't fluctuate, it was like telling something that didn't care.

"Lotus."

"What?" Han Mo asked subconsciously.

"You can call me 'Lotus.'"

Nephren pulled Hanmo and walked in the direction of the fairy warehouse.

Hanmo looked at the tall, slender back in front of him, and the warmth drove away the despair in his heart for a moment.

This is the feeling called redemption, and he never thought that he was redeemed by others before he could redeem others.

Yes, it is to protect them, to protect these people who deserve injustice, that I will continue to fight. ’

(PS: Maybe this chapter will dissuade some people, but I wrote it anyway.) Because, what I want to write about is a person, flesh and blood, who will move and fear. )

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