Chapter 62: I Lost

Gu Xinran smiled and reached out to take a crab. Break it hard, and suddenly the crab roe is full of fresh fragrance.

She put the crab in front of Ke Shaochen and took another one for herself: "Look, the crab can still be eaten." ”

Of course, the crab can be eaten, and it was Gu Xinran who helped steam it. If she hadn't come back in time, not only would she have become an iron plate smoked crab, but I am afraid that even the steamer would have to be scrapped.

However, just eating crabs, Gu Xinran may still be able to settle down, although Ke Shaochen usually doesn't eat much, but for normal men, it is definitely not enough.

"You eat first, and I'll fry two simple ones with the rest of your vegetables." Gu Xinran stood up and went to the kitchen for an operation, and in less than twenty minutes, two dishes were served on the table.

Ke Shaochen took a bite, and it was still the taste of home. He really wanted to be able to eat her cooking every day, but cooking was so hard that he couldn't bear to let her do it.

Eating silently, Ke Shaochen glanced at Gu Xinran, who was eating crabs hard, coughed twice, and said, "The woman who ate with me that day will return to France in two days." ”

Gu Xinran's hand moved, and the mouth that was biting the crab leg opened unconsciously.

"Isn't she your future girlfriend? I'm not coming back this time to marry you? Gu Xinran pretended not to care and said, but her eyes kept glancing at Ke Shaochen, afraid that he would say something she didn't want to hear.

"Originally." Ke Shaochen put down his chopsticks, "But I told her that I won't get married for the time being." ”

"Not getting married for a while?" Gu Xinran snorted coldly: "That means that I will still get married in the future." ”

She threw the crab on the table and stood up: "Ke Shaochen, I am indeed not qualified to ask you about it, including who you like and who you marry." But can you please stop humiliating me again and again, always reminding me that I am worthless. ”

"Gu Xinran!" Ke Shaochen exuded a cold aura all over his body, he squeezed out her name from between his teeth almost word by word, and at the same time, the chopsticks in his hand were also thrown out vigorously: "Talk to you well, do you want to quarrel?" Who the fuck I'm doing all this for, you don't know what's going on. ”

Oh, it's so righteous and awe-inspiring, do you want her to be a junior when you cook a broken meal that you can't eat?

Gu Xinran pushed away the chair and wanted to leave, but Ke Shaochen grabbed his arm quickly, staring at her with his eyes. "Where are you going?"

"If you have time to care about where I go, it's better to care about your future girlfriend, don't let her go back to France, you will get married as soon as possible, and I will be relieved." Gu Xinran wanted to shake off his hand, but after trying a few times, he couldn't shake it off at all: "Ke Shaochen, you let go of me." ”

Ke Shaochen's bloodthirsty eyes were red and terrifying, and Gu Xinran knew that every word she said touched his bottom line. But she just wanted to say it, not only to say it, but also to say it as ruthlessly as possible.

In this way, she can warn herself not to cross the line, let alone fall deeper and deeper.

The wrist was grabbed tighter and tighter, and the pain made Gu Xinran inhale. She saw that Ke Shaochen's forehead was already protruding, indicating that a storm was coming.

"Say it again!" Ke Shaochen finally gritted his teeth and said, "Gu Xinran, you have a kind of saying it again!" ”

"It's the same a few times." Gu Xinran let it go, these words were held in her heart for a long time, not to mention that she would be driven crazy: "I don't know what the point is to stay by your side, since you already have a candidate for marriage, let go and let me go." ”

From being extremely angry to now looking at her sneering, Ke Shaochen's sudden change in expression made her a little at a loss. The hand was still clutched, Gu Xinran was indeed a little scared, but this fear came from nowhere.

Afraid he'll really let go?

Still afraid that he would say more heartless words.

Ke Shaochen's sneer revealed a sense of helplessness, his broad shoulders were no longer straight, and even from the wrists where the two were connected, Gu Xinran could feel a slight tremor coming from his hands.

"If I could let go, I would have let go a long time ago, and I would have to wait until now." He spoke lightly, his expression filled with sadness.

Gu Xinran looked at his uncertain face, and with a word, she was stumped. "What do you mean?"

"What do I mean?" Ke Shaochen sneered twice more and sat on the chair decadently: "What else do I mean, it's me who lost." ”

"Huh?"

"Whoever likes the other person first means that the person has completely lost."

Gu Xinran became more and more incomprehensible: "Ke Shaochen, you make it clear!" ”

"Don't you understand?" Ke Shaochen let go of her hand: "I said I like you, can you understand now?" ”

Gu Xinran also sat on the chair, she felt weaker than ever at the moment.

Ke Shaochen said he liked her.

He said it to her personally, and he liked her.

Days of sadness and despair had become meaningless at this point, and if it weren't for her leaving, how long would she have to wait to hear it.

If he likes it, why does he still want to find a girlfriend, and if he can't let go of his hand as he said, why doesn't he even want to say that he likes it first.

But Gu Xinran didn't understand at all, the proud Ke Shaochen, who had always lived at the top of the pyramid, if he compromised first, it would mean that he had completely lost.

In her heart, there is no difference between winning or losing if she likes someone, but she doesn't know that she is also as stubborn as Ke Shaochen, she obviously likes it, but she has never been able to say it.

When he really knew his heart, Gu Xinran didn't feel very happy, but a kind of breathless burden.

"I can tolerate that you don't like me, but I can't tolerate that you will like someone else when you leave me in the future. So I can't let you go, and I can't get you to leave me. At this time, Ke Shaochen no longer has the heroic appearance of dominating the shopping mall, he is more like a loser, and he can no longer exude the essence of pride.

Only then did Gu Xinran understand what he meant by what he said about losing.

The person who falls in love first will lower his arrogant head because he is afraid that the other party will leave, and he will give up all his dignity. Just like Ke Shaochen now, he wants to cook for her, wants to please her to let go of the mustard and continue to stay by his side, and has inadvertently done a lot of unimaginable things.

But there is also an important question, what to do with the woman in the middle of them.

"I believe that what you said is true, but Ke Shaochen, now it's not whether I want to stay or not, but how long can you promise me the future."

Ke Shaochen was stunned for a moment, and then he let out a long sigh: "That's why I told you, telling you that there will be someone who is about to become my girlfriend, I don't have to hide it, because sooner or later you will face it with me." ”

"With you?"

"The Ke family wants a business marriage that can help the family business, and I ...... As long as you. ”

After another long silence, Gu Xinran stood up and took the dishes to the kitchen to reheat them, and returned to Ke Shaochen's side, she picked up the chopsticks and put them in his hands: "Let's eat first." ”

"Gu Xinran, aren't you leaving?" Ke Shaochen took her hand again and asked her to sit next to him.

"Hmm."

"When you can't hold on anymore, you tell me. Or I can't hold on anymore and I'll take you away. ”

"Where are you taking me?"

"Santorini, your favorite place."

Dinner was eaten in silence, and each other's hearts were so heavy that they were tired for another day. They took a bath and rested.

Lying in Ke Shaochen's arms, Gu Xinran listened to his strong and powerful heartbeat, and felt more steadfast than he had ever been.

This state of mind naturally arose after she heard Ke Shaochen's sincere words. Gu Xinran always thought that he was just a bed partner, and he was nothing in his heart. They were also only for their own purposes, he wanted her body, and she wanted to find a safe harbor.

But in the dark, their purpose has changed again, but what really gets closer is each other's sincerity.

"Why haven't you fallen asleep?" Ke Shaochen's voice sounded in her ears, and the bedroom that had been silent for a long time made this voice particularly clear.

Gu Xinran moved his body and said in a low voice, "I can't sleep." Why haven't you slept yet? ”

"I'm thinking about you."

The sweet words came a little suddenly, Gu Xinran smiled and patted him lightly on the back: "I'm in your arms, what else do you want?" ”

"Just because you're in my arms, that's why I thought." Ke Shaochen said, his big hand already stretched out to her body. "I heard Lao Zhang say, are you going to send me to the cold palace?"

Gu Xinran's face flushed, and she pretended to be dumb in a muffled voice.

"Don't speak?" Ke Shaochen turned over and pressed her underneath: "It's just right, it's time to kiss." ”

It's been a few days, and he hasn't touched her since Ke Shaochen was called away by a phone call that day. As soon as he thought of this, the fire in his body burned a little more, and he couldn't wait even a second, and wanted to ask for her immediately.

Gu Xinran was hurt by her rude behavior, screaming and trying to dodge, but he was firmly grasped by him and couldn't move.

"Dishonest...... I won't let you sleep tonight. Ke Shaochen's breathing became more and more rapid, and he couldn't even speak coherently.

At this moment, Gu Xinran's mobile phone suddenly vibrated twice, and she just wanted to reach out to get it, but she was disturbed by a kiss from Ke Shaochen.

For a long time, they gasped and lay down again, Gu Xinran remembered the mobile phone that had just vibrated and found that it was An Xiaoxi who sent her a message.

"Gladly, my dad was admitted to the hospital with a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, and I went back to my hometown, and I haven't been in City A for the past few days."

Gu Xinran immediately became nervous, and hurriedly replied: "How is Uncle now?" ”

"I've had surgery, but I haven't passed the danger period yet, and I've been unconscious."

Ke Shaochen frowned at the light of her mobile phone: "Still playing with your mobile phone, what time is it?" ”

"Xiao Xi's father has a serious cerebral hemorrhage, Ke Shaochen, can I go over tomorrow to have a look?" Gu Xinran replied to An Xiaoxi with a few words of comfort, but she was still not very relieved.

"Where are you going?"

"Her hometown is in the suburbs near City B, if I don't have a ticket, can you arrange a driver for me to take me?"

"Okay, don't worry too much, call the driver to send you tomorrow."