576: Esports genius is autistic tablemate 56
For Kong Twilight, the place where Ji Li is not there is black and white. She is the only ray of color in the world.
No matter how luxurious the house is in her absence, it is just an ordinary house, without a little temperature.
Only where she is, he will have peace of mind.
Only where she is, the clouds are soft, the weather is clear, the rivers are flowing, the mountains are endless, and the stars are bright, just like the bright color in her eyes.
Where she is not there, the sea of clouds will never churn, there is only stagnant water in the sea, and the stars have disappeared into the sky.
Ji Li doesn't understand his persistence, and even if he does, he probably doesn't take it very seriously.
She had long warned Twilight not to pin all his hopes on her, and that he would be disappointed if one day he found out that things were not what he thought.
That's not what Twilight Yang thinks.
He felt that no matter what, as long as Ji Li was willing to take care of him, as long as she was willing to be by his side, then no matter what it was, he could accept it.
Whatever it was, he didn't bother.
Whatever it was, he couldn't be disappointed.
Whatever it is, as long as she's there.
She overestimated what she wanted.
He's not that greedy.
As soon as the thought came to him, he laughed at himself fiercely.
If this is not greedy, then how can he explain that he wants to tie Ji Li to his side all the time.
How could he not be greedy.
He is the most greedy man in the world.
It's just that he carefully hides his dark mind so that he doesn't let himself be seen.
He was afraid that as soon as he said that Ji Li was all he had, she withdrew like his parents back then, how would he deal with his feelings.
There's simply nothing he can do about it.
It was like this at the beginning, and he will naturally not be much better now.
It's just that this kind of thinking is too humble to say.
He never dared to tell Ji Li how much he was afraid of in his heart.
He never dared to tell anyone.
He was afraid that after he said it, everything he cared about would disappear in front of him.
This is not the first time this has happened.
So the personalities of the two of them are not suitable for being together.
A person who has something in his heart will not speak directly, and a person whose heart is so big that he can't see everything.
Or maybe it's confused.
If no one makes the change first, it will only be a disaster.
Even if they are really forced together, it will become a catastrophe, and in the end, it will not end well.
It's a pity that Kong Dusk Yang doesn't understand, and he doesn't know how to say anything if he has ideas.
There are too many things in the world and they are helpless, and they don't know when they will step into the road of no return.
This is a youth movie without a trailer, and no one knows when they will come to an end.
The only thing you know is to grasp the moment.
"Study hard." Ji Li gently touched his head, "What to do thinking about things so far away." ”
Kong Dusk Yang subconsciously pursed his lips, and finally reacted that it was Ji Li who said such dry words, and said again: "It's not far away, there is still a month to go before the college entrance examination." ”
How can he say that it is too early for him to think about this now.
"Do you still know that you will have exams in a month? Did you do the three-year college entrance examination and five-year simulation? ”
"Five-year college entrance examination and three-year simulation."
"yes, it's all the same anyway." Ji Li didn't care.
"I also got the highest score." He added, "There was already a guaranteed school before. ”
(End of chapter)