1 [If, Su Yinong] 1
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Qi Suya's mood has been depressed for a long time, and it was Zijin who first discovered her problem. Later, Zijin took her to the doctor and found out that she had depression.
But she thought she was just in a little bit of a bad mood, not so bad as depression. People are like this, sometimes happy like a dog, but sometimes they are suddenly lost without warning, and the emotional ups and downs imply subtlety, just like the prosperity must decline, the moon is full to the extreme, and the moon is short, and it is impossible to stay in a high-pitched mental state forever, unless stimulants.
All in all, Qi Suya thinks that she does not suffer from depression, and even if it is really depression, it is not as severe as they imagined.
After finding out about depression, Su Yinong was working as a volunteer doctor in the Middle East war zone at that time, and he rushed back immediately when he learned about it.
It was early summer, and the sun was shining at 10 a.m.
Qi Suya was lazily nestled on the sofa, she was holding the gamepad in her hand, there was an ashtray on the small table next to the sofa, the ashtray was full of cigarette butts, and next to it were two cigarette cases, one of which was empty, and the other box was half left.
She started playing electric from night to now, and she didn't close her eyes all night, and she also smoked a lot because she stayed up late.
"Do the math for yourself how long it's been since you've been out!"
Su Yinong came back from outside with a large bag of vegetables and fruits bought from the vegetable market, he glanced at Qi Suya faintly, but his own expression was pitiful, as if he was the one who was blamed.
Qi Suya didn't reply: "It's only been half a month." ”
"Half a month!?"
Su Yinong raised his voice: "Half a month is long enough, the last time I went out, Feng Yao had something to look for you, and you had been at home for two months before that!" Didn't go out once! I even took out the garbage!! ”
Qi Suya: "......" is a little weak. "Ahem, I don't want to go out."
She frowned: "I feel that it's too noisy outside, and it's easy to get upset when it's noisy, so it's better to be quiet at home, which is beneficial to my self-cultivation." She was not ashamed.
Su Yinong glared at her for a long time, and then seemed to be deflated.
He played with his disheveled short hair, which was not old, but added a bit of extraordinary charm to the handsome man.
"Yaya, isn't it good to actively cooperate with psychotherapy?"
"I'm not sick, can I be treated? And it's not like I haven't cooperated, I've cooperated for more than half a year, but I'm still like this, which only proves that I'm really okay. ”
Su Yinong became even more irritable.
"Loneliness is a harbinger of misanthropy, and I'm really worried about you like this."
Qi Suya was speechless: "Is the TV series not good-looking, or the game is not fun?" How could I be misanthropic? ”
She let out a 'ha', thinking that she still had hundreds of game discs that she hadn't cleared, enough for her to play for a lifetime. Until then, misanthropy? Impossible, never world-weary!
Su Yinong looked upset.
The two of them have different philosophies and have a huge disagreement on this matter.
Su Yinong thinks that Qi Suya's mentality is unhealthy, she has no motivation, and every day is a muddy and lazy day. She was not short of money, fame, her name is still on the list of national treasures, and the papers published in the past have earned her a lot of fame.
She already has the fame and fortune that many people have pursued all their lives.
So life lacks challenges for her, she goes with the flow and does nothing, and her casual attitude towards life is like living one day at a time.
It's not that she doesn't want to live, but in Su Yinong's view, her mentality is more like self-exile.
It is tantamount to chronic suicide.