His mentality is not serious, and he can't be called obsession, but what happened to the Su family back then made him too powerless, especially in the later stage, when he saw the third brother Nianchu change from a sharp teenager at the beginning to a cold appearance that couldn't cry or laugh, his heart hurt even more.

The crux of his problem was to hate his own incompetence. But when he saw Qi Suya living so hard, he was healed.

Once he was saved by her, and now he wanted to save her, but he couldn't. A similar powerlessness found him again.

"Yaya, will you go out for a walk with me?"

That afternoon, Qi Suya was lying on the sofa reading a book on Chinese studies, when she suddenly heard the man speak almost pleadingly.

She looked sideways and saw that his eyes were bloodshot and his expression was full of pity.

She was stunned: "Hey!! ”

sighed fiercely, and then stared at him for a while: "Okay, I'll change my clothes." ”

He looked relieved.

Ten minutes later, the two came downstairs to the community.

Some half-grown children are running and jumping, a few old men are sitting in the shade of trees playing chess, some residents are riding bicycles when they come back from work, and some cars can be seen passing through the streets.

There are several small stalls in front of the gate of the community, one of which is barbecue and the other is pancake fruit. Su Yinong bought a pancake and stuffed it into her hand, and then grabbed a handful of skewers back.

Qi Suya followed him idlely, walking and stopping, staggering, but she really felt bored. I don't know when even 'living' has become a meaningless and boring thing.

She frowned, thinking about the game discs at home, the rule of law society does not allow her to do too bloody things, so in the game to kill and kill, when cutting monsters is very cool, the exciting game can make her feel a little 'ah, so I'm still alive'.

But even if you have nothing to do all day, you will still be tired. Very tired, very tired, mentally tired, this kind of exhaustion is difficult to resolve.

He said she was sick, but she didn't think so. She just found out very soberly and sensibly that the world was really boring, boring, and boring, no matter where she was.

But she never thought about dying, so she just lived, like a mess, day after day, sometimes she didn't even feel the passage of time, only the change of spring, summer, autumn and winter made it realize that a few months had passed.

The two of them were eating roadside stalls while walking outside the community, and walked around the community until Qi Suya was a little tired, and they sat by the flower bed downstairs in the community.

Su Yinong asked her, "Don't you have something you want to do?" Even if it's a small thing, you want to do it from the bottom of your heart, don't you? ”

"Is it a house? Does playing a game count? ”

Life is not easy, and Yi Nong is autistic.

Su Yinong buried his face in his palm and sighed. "You weren't like that before. The one who said that he likes the fireworks in the world, the one who is afraid of loneliness and likes to be lively, where did you go? ”

"You don't always have the same as before, people change, and I don't want to do this, but I just can't get up."

"That's why I said you have a problem."

"I'm normal, thank you! If I were really mentally ill, I would have started to do those things that harm society by now, instead of being dragged out by you to have a meaningless heart-to-heart exchange with you like I am now. ”