Chapter 36 Get out of the country as soon as possible and no longer get stuck in this quagmire
Summer took Lin Anping's hand and sat on the bed, "Brother Lu has already told me about this on the way here." Although you shouldn't say such things now, you and Xiang Siqing have already separated, and he hasn't looked for you again for so many days, which means that he really wants to break off with you. Are you going to die on a hunger strike without eating or drinking for him? ”
Lin Anping glanced at her, and his voice was a little hoarse, "If you come to help my brother tell me this, you might as well go." ”
Lin Anping lowered his eyes, it seemed that he really didn't want to talk about it.
Xia didn't say this anymore, she took Lin Anping's hand, "You haven't eaten for a few days?" Haven't drunk water in a few days? If you don't eat and drink any more water, you're going to die! You're just tossing yourself around? If you don't feel sorry, I'm still distressed, go, if you don't want to say it, I won't say it, but you have to go out with me, I don't want to stay in this dark room and talk to you, I'm panicked, like I'm in prison. ”
said that she would go to pull Lin Anping to get up in the summer, Lin Anping didn't want to move, but she couldn't resist the summer, so she could only get up with the summer.
"I don't want to go out, and I don't want to see people."
"If you don't go out again, you're going to get mold on your body! No one lets you meet anyone, and there's no one out there now. You only have the big sun, let's go to the village entrance to stand under the big sun for a stop, and go to get rid of the mildew on you! ”
Lin Anping can refuse everyone,
Summer found a set of clean clothes for Lin Anping from the closet, reluctantly changed them for her, and combed her hair again, and then got up and pulled her out.
Summer opened the lock and took her hand and walked out.
As soon as Lin Anping's eyes came into contact with the sunlight outside, his eyes swollen and stinged.
She raised her hand to shade out the sun, and only then did she gradually get used to it.
Lin Yilu was standing at the door, and when he saw him in the summer, Lin Yilu handed over the water cup in his hand.
Summer took it and handed it to Lin Anping, Lin Anping originally wanted to refuse, but Summer pulled her and put the water cup forward, and Lin Anping took it and drank a few sips.
After drinking, Xia took the cup and handed it to Lin Yilu, and opened his mouth: "Don't follow us, I'm going to take Anping out for a walk and bask in the sun." ”
Lin Yilu glanced at his sister Lin Anping, nodded, and didn't say anything.
Gao Haoyue, who was originally feeding chickens in the yard, seemed to have gone out, so he took Lin Anping's hand and walked out in the summer.
The two of them walked all the way to the entrance of the village, found a random tree, found two clean stones under the tree, and sat down.
The afternoon sun was still very strong, the day was also very hot, and the wind blew from the road, making the leaves rustle, and it was hot on Lin Anping's body.
Lin Anping hadn't been out for several days, sitting under a big tree, feeling the sun and air outside with his eyes closed.
Xia Xian couldn't help but open her mouth and asked her, "What are you going to do in the future?" ”
It's not that summer has to poke her heart, now that things have happened, Lin Anping has been depressed for several days, and he always has to come out of the past.
Lin Anping didn't seem to hear what Summer said, she didn't speak, only closed her eyes, feeling the hot wind of summer.
"I at least want to know what you think, right? You don't know how worried I was about you when Brother Yilu told me. You also told me before that we have to discuss anything in the future, don't put up with it alone, and now that something has happened to you, you have forgotten all about your own words? Isn't it true that in the future, the two of us will be far away? ”
As soon as Xia said this, Lin Anping immediately opened her eyes, and she turned her head to look at Xia.
"You're going to leave me too? You're going to break with me, too? ”
As Lin Anping spoke, the crying had already come out.
Seeing her sad, Summer hurriedly said, "Isn't this worrying about you?" If I don't say something cruel, you still won't pay attention to me! What the hell are you thinking, you have to at least tell me, right? I'm worried that you're worried about what will happen to you! ”
Lin Anping was really convinced that she was on his side, and cried out.
Although Lin Anping has cried many times, even her eyes have always been swollen, but this time she cried, as if she had put down everything before.
Summer knows why she's crying, and she knows she needs to vent, just like she did back then. So she hugged Lin Anping and let Lin Anping cry happily in her arms.
Lin Anping hugged her waist tightly, buried her head in her waist, and cried for more than ten minutes, crying until the clothes on her waist were wet, and then let go of the summer.
Summer pulled out a handkerchief and handed it to her, telling her to wipe her tears.
Lin Anping wiped her tears, only to hear Summer ask her: "Are you comfortable?" ”
She nodded, wiped away her tears, and then said to Xia: "My parents don't agree that I am with Xiang Siqing. If they don't agree, wait for Xiang Siqing to leave and then whisper to me that it's not okay? came up and gave him a big faceless. A young man from another family followed me home, shopping for things, and calling uncles and aunts, none of them agreed, and they came up to ask about their family background. I never knew my parents were so snobbish, so snobbish that I didn't want to stay in this house anymore. Xiang Siqing and I were completely broken, and when he left, I cried and called him, and shouted at him so many times that he didn't even look back. This time my parents broke his heart, and he didn't feel sorry for me anymore, and he won't be nice to me in the future. I don't think I'll ever meet him again. ”
Summer listened to Lin Anping's words, and her heart was also panicked, she put her arms around Lin Anping's shoulders, and the two hugged each other.
"You don't have to jump to conclusions. How old are you now, maybe in a few years, waiting for you to work, he has a good job, and then your parents will think you are suitable. ”
Lin Anping looked at Xia, his tone was calm and terrifying, "The two of us won't have a future." Xiang Siqing will always have such a pimple in his heart, he will always remember how my parents ridiculed him and belittled him, he is so strong, a person with such heavy self-esteem, he will definitely not have contact with me again. Moreover, my mother told me that I must marry a rich man in the future, or else I will have a good job and a future, and no one else should even think about it. After all, I was raised by them with a lot of money and effort, and when the time comes to marry me off, it will be quite a good deal, and they will not agree to it if they don't make back their capital. ”
Lin Anping's words were so sad that Xia didn't know how to comfort her for a while, just took her hand and held it tightly.
"In the summer, you don't have to comfort me, since I know that my parents are like this, I can't break the relationship. Then I won't do such a stupid thing again. I won't tell them anything in the future, I want to do what I like, and I won't let them interfere with me in the future. I will get out on my own as soon as possible and no longer get stuck in this quagmire. ”
Lin Anping said word by word very firmly, but it was sad in the heart of the summer.
It's too uncomfortable to call your home a "mud nest". How disappointed is Anping in this family to say such things, and how disappointed is in his parents before he wants to be independent from this family?
She thought of herself again, and thought of Lin Yilu's words that she wanted to marry herself.
Does Lin Yilu really want to marry himself?
If she really marries Lin Yilu, will she really be happy in the future?
She smiled bitterly in her heart: Looking at the situation of An Ping and Xiang Siqing, she is not sure whether she can marry Lin Yilu herself!
Today, Lin Anping and Lin Yilu's mother looked at their eyes, and their eyes were full of defense.
Will Lin Yilu's mother allow Lin Yilu to marry her?
She shook her head at the thought of this, and cleared all the things she was struggling with out of her head.
looked at Lin Anping again, took her hand, and said to her, "If you want to open it, just open it." As long as your heart is not restricted by your parents, you are still free. Don't be disappointed in life and the future, in fact, there will be more and better scenery in the future. Don't be in a hurry to be disappointed in all this. Maybe you'll meet a better one in the future! Perhaps, Xiang Siqing is not suitable for you. Who said that if you fall in love, you must marry your first love? We just don't, we have to talk about love a few more times, choose well! ”