Even though she was very worried about Lin Xinxin, Jiang Yan didn't go to the hospital to visit her as soon as she came back.

Because his current situation is very bad.

If Lin Xinxin sees it, he will definitely be very anxious.

I think it's because of myself that I made him what he is now.

Although Jiang Yan didn't think there was anything about it, he even felt that it was sweet.

But he didn't want Lin Xinxin to mind, because if he had something on his mind, it would not be good for his body.

What's more, all of this is voluntary, so there shouldn't be any pressure on Lin Xinxin.

Suppressed thoughts, Jiang Yan returned home, took a good bath, and carefully shaved his beard.

Changing into clean and tidy clothes, he looked at the misty mirror.

He couldn't remember how long it had been since he looked in the mirror.

I used to be a person who cared so much about the outside world.

Although he doesn't like stinky beauty, he is very strict with himself.

He is the president of Jiang's and the backbone of the entire group company, and if he is sloppy every day, he will definitely make the employees in the company feel that he is not a reliable boss.

Although he is a star and does not need to be very demanding, sometimes appearance and dress are also a weapon.

There was no need to say anything more, as long as he stood there.

The elegance of the body is the most powerful persuasive.

He knew this very well, but in the days when he went out to look for Ye Qian, he couldn't take care of many things.

He was so anxious that he just wanted to find someone sooner.

Now it's back, though it's covered in weather.

But the vicissitudes of that face, in fact, can't be cleaned by this bath.

Jiang Yan was a little worried, what if Lin Xinxin saw it?

Will he ask himself what happened during these days?

In fact, Jiang Yan didn't want her to ask about it, but he inexplicably felt that he was looking forward to it very much.

Because that is proof that Lin Xinxin cares about herself.

The relationship between him and Lin Xinxin is actually very delicate.

Although there is less-for-tat, there is still no kind of couple intimacy that he expected, which is something that Jiang Yan has always been very concerned about.

He hopes that through this incident, Lin Xinxin can completely open his heart to himself.

There was no way to change the things of the past, and in the future, he hoped that the two of them could write together.

What's more, they already have lovely children early on.

Such a family of three should be happy, not as precarious as it is now.

Jiang Yan looked at himself in the mirror and suddenly smiled faintly.

How much helplessness is contained here, probably only he knows.

When Jiang Yan felt that he was ready, he set off for the hospital.

Although he has been gone for months, the scenery in the hospital does not seem to have changed.

It's as if he's been away for a day.

He stood in the small garden of the hospital and looked up at Lin Xinxin's window.

She likes sunny rooms, so the curtains in the ward are always open.

However, due to her physical condition, she could not touch too much dust, so in order to avoid accidents, the window was never opened.

And Lin Xinxin couldn't move at all while lying on the bed.

So standing in this position, Jiang Yan had no way to see her at all.