Chapter 210: Do You Know What Despair Is?
Song Chaoyang followed behind them, looking at them with some bitterness. Fang Yiyuan's attitude towards her was cold and arrogant, but when facing his wife, he instantly turned into a little milk dog. treats being bullied as a kind of pampering, and readily accepts the way they get along with each other.
Envious but not jealous, Song Chaoyang has never thought about it, he just feels that he is already satisfied to look at him like this.
Every love deserves to be respected, whether it is love between lovers, unrequited love full of expectations, or simple worship like Song Chaoyang.
Still looking at them from afar, watching Fang Yiyuan sweat on the treadmill in order to please Gu Xinran, watching him get off the treadmill, bending down and coquettishly resting his chin on Gu Xinran's shoulder. She knew that she shouldn't have feelings other than admiration for each other, and in the face of their affection, she still lowered her eyes lonely, and never had the courage to look at them again.
"Sister joy, Designer Fang, I'll go back first, and my classmates called me to go back to accompany her to self-study classes."
"Aren't you going to dinner together?" Gu Xinran was surprised, she called Song Chaoyang just to let her have more contact with her idol.
"No, my classmates are still waiting for me, go first." Song Chaoyang hurriedly waved goodbye to them as she spoke, and before Gu Xinran could say anything more, she had already run out of the gym.
Weird.
Fang Yiyuan still put his chin on Gu Xinran's shoulder, moving with her movements: "Wouldn't it be better for the two of us to go to candlelight dinner, wife, your baby is hungry, let's go eat." ”
"You're sick, you're so sticky to me today, go take a shower first, you are still so close to me with the smell of sweat."
"I love the feeling of being glued to you." Fang Yiyuan's shameless strength came up again.
"If you do this again, I will serve the family law."
Gu Xinran thought about Fang Yiyuan's abnormality recently while taking a bath, as if his whole person had changed since he returned to City A. I like to stick to him, I like to talk to my husband and wife in and out of my words, and I like to talk to her in a flirtatious way.
This is not a good sign, and it can't make Fang Yiyuan fall deeper and deeper. Gu Xinran knew what he was afraid of, he was afraid that after she met Ke Shaochen, she would rekindle her old feelings, and he was also worried that their nominal husband and wife relationship would come to an end.
In fact, not only Fang Yiyuan would be worried, but even Gu Xinran himself was afraid that he would not be able to control his heart.
After they finished eating outside, Fang Yiyuan didn't follow her into the door after sending her home, saying that he was going to go to the night club for a spin and would come back soon.
"I'll start taking on business tomorrow to make money, and I might be busy for a while. When we've made enough money, let's go on vacation. Fang Yiyuan sat in the car and said to Gu Xinran, who was standing outside the car.
"Saipan."
"Well, my wife speaks, and your husband is full of motivation."
"I'm a little tired today, I may go to bed early, don't wake me up when you come back, I'll get up early tomorrow to make breakfast for you."
"A kiss goodbye?" After a little warmth, Fang Yiyuan began to be indecent again.
Gu Xinran rolled his eyes: "I really want to try what the consequences of smashing a sports car with a stone will be today." ”
"Little retirement, bye-bye."
Gu Xinran shook his head with a smile and turned around and walked towards the villa, only to feel that he suddenly burst out of the darkness
A figure. Before Gu Xinran could react in time, he only felt a chill on his face, and then his eyes became more and more blurry.
Gu Xinran forced her consciousness to take out the mobile phone in her bag, but her increasingly heavy eyelids made her unable to make any more movements. Her body fell lightly as the figure shook in front of her, and someone grabbed one of her feet and dragged her in one direction with great difficulty.
Who is it......
Who is it......
When Gu Xinran regained consciousness again, he felt that he was tied to a chair. If it weren't for the biting cold wind, she might not have woken up so soon.
This is the top of a tall building, and after the line of sight gradually became clear, Gu Xinran saw a person standing on the edge of the guardrail with his back to her, looking into the distance, letting the cold wind blow his long hair.
This figure ......
It's Li Ruohan.
Xu heard the movement behind her, Li Ruohan turned her head to look at Gu Xinran, her face was already full of tears.
I don't know how long I stood there, but I felt that Li Ruohan's movements were a little stiff when he turned around. Gu Xinran struggled to break free from the rope, but it was in vain, she watched Li Ruohan approach her little by little, until she stood in front of her.
"Li Ruohan, you are about to let me go." As soon as Gu Xinran spoke, a cold wind poured directly into his mouth. The latter words were not spoken, and she felt that she should be tied up by her for this night. Her body is also very stiff and even has symptoms of coughing and runny nose.
Li Ruohan shook his head with a smile, squatted down, and looked at Gu Xinran at eye level: "After waiting for so long, you finally woke up." ”
"What do you want to do, let me go."
"Do you think I went to great lengths to tie you up here to invite you to see the scenery?" Li Ruohan stood up suddenly, kicked Gu Xinran's body, and kicked her people down along with the chair: "What do you think I will do next, I've seen enough of the scenery here, or let's have some excitement." ”
Li Ruohan raised her foot and stepped on Gu Xinran's body, and Gu Xinran struggled to break free from her feet. In the panic, her hand touched a stone, and she immediately calculated and struggled with more strength, in fact, she was using the stone to grind the stone that bound her hands.
"Li Ruohan, if you let me go now, I can promise you any conditions, and I won't care about your kidnapping of me."
"Promise me anything? Heh, Gu Xinran, you can't give me the conditions I want, I just want your life now. She said and took two steps back, looking at Gu Xinran's powerless struggle, her heart was extremely happy: "Have you ever tasted despair?" It's when you're at your hardest and saddest, when no one can help you, and everyone abandons you......"
Li Ruohan said this, his eyes were full of tears: "My son is my life, I watched him hit the sky by a car, and watched him die of excessive blood loss, do you know how sad my heart is?" She stretched out her hand and pointed in a random direction, her emotions becoming more excited than before: "I have loved a man for 23 years, and I have been in love with him since the moment I first saw him on my 8th birthday, and it has been 23 years now......"
Gu Xinran listened to her words, the movements in her hands did not stop, she rubbed the rope with a stone, and at the same time tried to break the rope with force: "You can live better, but you want to ruin your life because of a man, is it worth it?" ”
"Now again
Is it worth it, what can I do, the people I love the most have left me, my son, the man I love the most......" Li Ruohan ran over and kicked Gu Xinran like crazy, kicking her one by one, as if she still didn't understand her hatred, grabbed an empty big plastic jar next to her and smashed it directly: "I have nothing now, it's all because of your appearance, I have nothing!" ”
"Do you think I have lost less than you!" Gu Xinran was also anxious, and shouted loudly with a roar: "Li Ruohan, your life was destroyed by your obsession, and my life was destroyed by you." Do you think you're the only one who lost your child? If you hadn't forced Ke Shaochen to divorce me, how could Ke Shaochen's children and I not be saved? Before the divorce, I was already pregnant, because I lived in pain every day, and my child was gone before it was born, and I haven't settled this account with you. ”
Li Ruohan stopped her kicking Gu Xinran, was stunned for two seconds, and laughed.
The pain on his body was over, Gu Xinran coughed and took a long breath, and then continued: "Li Ruohan, do you feel hopeless as you watch your child leave. What about me? You deliberately caused a traffic accident in order to kill me, and I watched Wei Qingfeng being burned alive in front of me, did you ever think about my despair at that time? ”
“……”
"You can't blame others for your current fate, if you hadn't killed me completely, on the day you and Ke Shaochen got married, I would have planned to go abroad for further study and forget Ke Shaochen, and then come back to marry Wei Qingfeng. You are the one who drove me to a dead end, made me strong with hatred. It's you who don't leave a little room for yourself, so that Ke Shaochen treats you as the person he hates the most. What if you marry him, do you dare to say that you have lived happily for the past three years? ”
"Shut up, shut up for me!"
Gu Xinran only felt that the rope had been cut deep into the flesh, because of rubbing the rope hard, there were already many places on his wrist that had been scratched by stones. But she still didn't mean to stop, because she knew that only by untying the rope would she not be a knife and a fish.
At least she can resist, then she has a chance to live.
Seeing that Li Ruohan's emotions were getting more and more excited, in order to prevent her from hurting herself again, Gu Xinran decided to calm her emotions first.
"Well, now that I'm in your hands, I know you won't let me go easily, before I die, can you answer me a question."
Sure enough, Li Ruohan's mood stabilized a little, and when she saw Gu Xinran talking to her in such a low voice, she put on a haughty posture again, tidied up her clothes and hair, and looked at her condescendingly: "Death is coming, just ask if you have any questions, for the sake of our acquaintance, I will let you leave clearly." ”
Compared with the pain of being kicked by Li Ruohan, the pain in her wrist was like a drill. Fortunately, she was frantically punched and kicked by Li Ruohan, even if she made a painful expression now, it would not make Li Ruohan feel suspicious. Gu Xinran gasped, endured the pain, and opened his mouth again: "There is something I don't understand. You have slept with Ke Shaochen and conceived a child as you wished, why was the child not Ke Shaochen's in the end. ”
Li Ruohan sneered after hearing this, her expression looked even more painful than Gu Xinran, and the tears that had just stopped flowed again.
She laughed self-deprecatingly as she stumbled to the ground: "If I said that nothing happened to Ke Shaochen and I that night, would you believe it?" ”