The tall man leaned against the wall with a weak look.

"Listening to you say thank you, it feels so ironic."

He wiped his face.

I don't know how to face her.

There are still grievances in the past, but recently, she is good to her family, and he also knows that his heart seems to be pulling back and forth, and he is about to be torn into two pieces.

Forgive?

Don't forgive?

If you forgive the evil deeds of the past, but your heart is full of pain and it is difficult to let go, and if you do not forgive, will you continue to be hostile?

But conscience has always been condemned, and life is too tormented.

He held a cigarette between his fingertips, and a few strands of hair scattered in front of his forehead, and finally asked in distress: "Why do you always change around?" ”

Qi Suya: "??? ”

"When the old man picked you up, you said how good it would be if you had been so well-behaved all along? But as soon as the injury is healed, you will be exposed. ”

"It's just that the original form is revealed, you might as well keep it bad, why did it change again?"

He ruffled his hair and took another deep puff of cigarette, the smoke circulating in his lungs and pale smoke spilling out of his thin lips.

His eyes were hot.

"I really don't understand you."

The corners of Qi Suya's lips twitched, and she was also helpless about it: "I can probably understand your entanglement, but if I am asked to beat you twice for three days like before, I really can't do it." ”

Chu Rujin glanced at her gloomily, feeling even more irritable in her heart.

He wanted to continue to hate like before, but the hatred was weak and weak, he had no strength, he would rather have no conscience, he would rather never notice her changes, and he would rather not see her good.

"What the hell do you think I'm going to do? What else can be done? It's hanging like this, if only there was a medicine to make people amnesia. ”

Speaking of which, he was a little envious of her.

If you say you forget, you forget, how light, unlike him, many things, you can't forget if you want to.

He remembered the well again.

A deep dry well, the eldest brother was lying half-dead beside him, his flesh and blood were blurred and dripping with blood, he himself was the same, and the third brother, Sanyu too, they smelled the smell of meat, those people were boiling soup and roasting meat.

What is this?

What are they?

Livestock in captivity?

Those terrible things, dreaming back to him every midnight, always haunted him, even in the daytime, they still enveloped him.

Constantly.

I have never forgotten, not even a minute or a second.

Who wants to live so hard?

If he had a choice, he wanted to take it easy, but he couldn't escape, like a rope around him, tied around his neck, and he couldn't break free.

The palm of his palm was on his forehead, and he pressed his forehead hard, trying to stop the chaotic shadows, but those things, like demons, kept rushing towards his head and drilling into his heart.

"Damn it!"

He bit his lip, suddenly snuffed out his cigarette, smashed his fist on the wall, his finger joints were broken, and his lip was about to drip blood, but he didn't seem to feel it at all.

His handsome and bewitching face, the color is very yin, but his eyes are full of blood, and the bloodshot is full of blood sockets, and densely crawls up his eyes, making this originally gorgeous and charming face become very distorted, hideous and terrifying.

Qi Suya's heart was furious, and she hurriedly grabbed the dog and stepped back, as if she was worried that this man would go crazy and do something irrational.

Those shadows passed, and she actually guessed a few points in her heart.

It cannot be said that it is not sympathetic.

But even if it's sympathy, what can it be?

She is not a doctor, and even if she is really a doctor, unless she is studying psychology, she will not be able to cure those injuries in his heart.