The sudden news stunned Mingyi. Happiness came too suddenly, like winning a big lottery inexplicably. What the? At the beginning of the time, he would find his grandfather, and then take her to retire to the rivers and lakes together, and find a place where no one recognizes him to live a comfortable and ordinary life......

Mingyi couldn't speak, it felt too unreal, light, as if it shouldn't have been.

Isn't it supposed to go through a thousand hardships and dangers? She needs to become the real talker of the Shangguan Gang, she will fight with the Tianyi Gang and the Shentu family, and step on blood to become the leader of the first gang in the world. Her Chengwei Pavilion will be full of friends, talking and laughing to uncover all the secrets of the Empire. And wealth, the least to worry about, comes in a steady stream and grows secretly.

At that time, she will be able to protect all the people she cares about at the beginning, find out his grandfather, and negotiate with his uncle head-on, and break it off or benefit each other......

Until the end, it was the perfect ending for the two of them to retire and have fun.

Shouldn't the story be like this? Why did you skip to the end at the beginning?

Shi Chuchu noticed that she had been silent for too long, and hugged her and shook it: "Is it too sudden, too happy?" ”

Of course, she knew that she "should" be happy, so she smiled anyway: "Really? That's great. ”

At the beginning, he didn't think there was anything wrong with Mingyi because he was too excited, but after all, he was a keen and extremely familiar person with Mingyi, and at this moment, he could no longer deceive himself, and said solemnly: "You can tell me the truth, are you not willing to leave Chang'an?" ”

Ming Yi was a little flustered, he couldn't look directly into Shi Chu's eyes at all, lowered his head, and his heart was churning. She knew that her lies were not out of fashion, but the truth was unacceptable to herself, let alone him.

Then let's talk about it and hide some of it.

"My greatest wish in this life is to stay with you day and night, without any other troubles. It's just that many things are now at the most critical moment, and in two days, Shi Ruoshan will get married, which is when I officially serve as the acting helper. Today, I just persuaded Chu Niangzi to cooperate with me, and promised her that you would teach Chu Boyan martial arts, and I would pass on the throne to Boyan. There is also the Shijing Fang, which I have decided to leave to Lianshan and Yinniang, but now they can't support the situation on their own. Chengwei Pavilion lives in Yin's mother, Cen Bo, and the four gentlemen, I have to explain to them......" Ming Yi counted these and felt dizzy.

At the beginning of the time, there was a chill in his words: "So, you can't let go of the gangs and shops, and it's impossible to leave Chang'an, right?" ”

Ming Yi's heart tingled, and he hurriedly grabbed his hand and shook it vigorously: "Of course not!" You also know that I am not a man who is greedy for fame and wealth. But faith is very important to me, and it's not my business anymore......"

Shi Chuchu said lightly: "Got it." ”

Ming Yi looked at him in a daze, as if everything was wrong.

At the beginning of the time, he stopped talking and silently took off his clothes: "I'm also a little tired, let's rest early." ”

He lay down, his eyes closed, and there was a knot between his eyebrows that could not be untied.

Ming Yi felt that the knot in his heart would probably take a while to dissolve. But she believes that after all, feelings are real, and this inconsistency cannot bring a fatal blow.

What she needs most now is to figure out what she's thinking.

Is it important to be a helper? Unimportant. She didn't really care about the respect and benefits that could be gained from sitting in the position of helper. So she really planned to give it to Chu Boyan, and she didn't have the slightest regret or hesitation.

Is Gleaning Shop important? Unimportant. This is the Feng family's property, not hers. Whether you do rouge or not, make money or not, it's good if you just have it, and it doesn't matter if you don't have it.

Is Chengwei Pavilion important? Unimportant. The so-called career that has not yet begun, the success or failure of which is not known, which is as important as the lover around you.

Lianshan, Kwai Niang, and Yin's mother, are they important? There are feelings, and she will not be stingy with the help and material things she can give them, but how important can it be? Not necessarily. Although she is also a person she cares about, compared to the beginning of the time, Hong Yi and herself, she will not change the decisions and plans she has made for these people she cares about.

That's right, it's decisions and plans.

Her stubbornness is to change her original plan and course, which will be very uncomfortable, irritable, and depressed.

Originally, she was nervous and anxious that she was going to play such a grand game of chess, but at the same time, she was excited and expectant, and expected a full sense of achievement. Now, it's all shattered. It was as if a piece of her heart had been gouged out.

There was a buzz in her head, thinking of what Xia Huanfeng asked herself, is she really willing?

Reluctant, reluctant. Give up power, give up wealth. What is reluctant is his past planning and dedication. He is right, these achievements are too difficult for her to obtain, and they require the cooperation of all parties and a very rare opportunity. She finally came to this point, everything was within reach, how could she be willing to let go.

She wants to do that, knowing that she can, that everything she has done in the past is right, and then, let go without regrets, and will be proud of herself for the rest of her life.

She is like another kind of Stockholm, she can't sleep well day and night, and her heart is under great pressure, but she is willing to eat. If you are full all day and don't know what to move on, will it be harder to sleep?

She may be the same kind of person as Xia Huanfeng.

I couldn't sleep, and after all, I fell asleep in a daze, a moment before dawn. When she woke up, her first thought was, would she leave her at the beginning?

She sat up suddenly, her heart beating so violently that she was about to lose her breath, so she pressed her hand to her chest and was terrified.

At the beginning of the time, he came in with water: "Awake? Let's wash your face. ”

She was so weak that she didn't dare to say more, so she tiptoed to bed obediently, and was about to stretch out her hand, when she had already wrung out the handkerchief and sent it to her.

She always felt like she had done something wrong, she didn't dare to disobey anything, she didn't dare to make a loud voice, and she looked particularly aggrieved.

At the beginning of the time, he couldn't cry and laughed, and sighed: "Okay, no need to do this, I don't blame you." ”

"But I'm really wrong, I should have celebrated you happily, after all, it's such an important thing, it's what you've been looking forward to." Mingyi still whispered, and he didn't dare to raise his head.

Shi Chuchu raised her chin and looked at her: "I was really a little angry at first, wondering if you are really willing to retire with me, or if you are more nostalgic for the rivers and lakes." Later, I also figured out that I love you because you are smart, resolute, know what you want, are not a person who submits to fate, and have a heart that can think about others. Now that you haven't changed all this, how can I blame you for that? ”

Ming Yi was shocked, he had come up with such a perfect excuse for her. 2k reading web