Chapter 244: Is This What You Want?
"As I said, it's not me who spies on you." Gu Yanze roared, like a trapped lion, unable to break free from the shackles brought to him by love.
Gu Yanze never understood, why didn't Xiaoqing believe in himself?
"Who else could it be if it wasn't you? Every time I feel his gaze, you show up, who else but you? His eyes were drowned in tears.
She pushed Gu Yanze away and turned around to leave, "I don't want to stay with you, your surveillance will only make me uneasy." ”
"Why don't you believe me? I'm not going to spy on you. Gu Yanze felt as if he was stuck in the quagmire, and no one could pull him out.
"Seeing me and Wei Yuanzhi together, isn't it you who reacts the most? Isn't it because you're jealous that you're spying on me all the time? If you dare to do it, why don't you dare to admit it? ”
Zhong Qing decided that that gaze was Gu Yanze, and he refused to believe it no matter how he explained it.
Zhong Qing ran out of the door like crazy, this action completely angered Gu Yanze, he picked up Zhong Qing by the waist, took him into the bedroom, locked the door with his backhand, and left the room of the two of them extremely anxious.
"Why did you leave me? I've been looking for you for so long, don't you want to stay with me at all? ”
"Xiaoqing, I won't let you leave!"
Gu Yanze fiercely pressed Zhong Qing under him, and all his emotions poured out, weighing heavily on Zhong Qing's heart.
"You let go of me! Gu Yanze! Are you crazy? Let go! ”
However, no matter how she struggled, it was like an itch to Gu Yanze,
Until she used her last strength, she still couldn't escape from Gu Yanze's side.
Gu Yanze, who was occupied by impulse, didn't notice Zhongqing's desperate eyes, but just imprinted his mark on every part of Zhongqing's body to declare his sovereignty.
In the small space, choking and breathing are intertwined, weaving a net that tightly envelops the two people.
couldn't bear Gu Yanze's rudeness, and fainted tiredly, with moist tears hanging from the corners of his eyes.
When he woke up, in addition to the pain, Zhongqing also felt that he was in Gu Yanze's arms at the moment.
His chest used to be the most intimate harbor of love, the place she was most willing to rely on.
But now, everything has changed.
Feeling the person in his arms wake up, Gu Yanze lowered his head and kissed her earlobe, "I'll cook for you, and I'll be at home with you these days." ”
"No, I only took two days off with Wei Yuanzhi, and I'll go to work in a while."
"You can work from home, send the manuscript over, or I'll hand it in for you." Gu Yanze encircled her in his arms domineeringly, and a dull voice came from the top of his head to her ears.
"So you won't even let me go to work, will you?" Biting his lip to keep the tears from falling, he removed his hand from his body in disgust.
"You can work from home." Gu Yanze said this sentence firmly, not giving Zhong Qing the slightest room to refuse.
"Okay." Zhong Qing held back tears and agreed, and then calmly faced and said nothing.
Gu Yanze doesn't care, one day Xiaoqing will understand her good intentions, and she will forgive herself.
"I'll cook for you, good."
The magnetic voice could no longer stir up the waves in Zhongqing's heart, and when he felt the person behind him leave, the quilt became cold, and Zhongqing seemed to regain consciousness.
She lay on the bed and turned her head to watch the sunlight falling through the gap in the curtains on her fingers, as if she could feel the warmth of that time.
This was her last warmth.
Zhong Qing had to face up to the fact that she was imprisoned by Gu Yanze and couldn't go anywhere.
Gu Yanze made breakfast and put it on the table, walked into the room and was about to wake her up, but saw that Zhongqing had already changed her clothes, sitting cross-legged on the bay window, staring at the sunlight outside the window in a daze.
"Xiaoqing, it's time to eat." Gu Yanze walked over, hugged her tightly from behind, and kissed her swan neck, intoxicated and warm.
But the moment his lips touched his skin, his trembling body betrayed her mind.
"I want to go out and soak up the sun." Zhong's hoarse voice touched Gu Yanze's heart, but she couldn't agree to her conditions.
Xiaoqing's mood is unstable now, and if she goes out, I'm afraid she won't be able to come back.
"Not recently. When you calm down, let's go out together, okay? Gu Yanze let go of his arm and refused her request.
Zhong Qing stretched out his hand to push Gu Yanze away, a trace of disgust flashed in his calm eyes, and he was not discovered by Gu Yanze. She went to wash in silence, her stunned gaze lost her soul.
Leaving Gu Yanze to sit alone by the bay window, he didn't dare to think about Zhongqing's current situation, he just wanted to keep Xiaoqing by his side, which belonged to him alone.
Hearing the movement of slippers outside, Gu Yanze came back to his senses, and when he walked to the living room, he saw Zhong Qing dumping the noodles in her bowl into the trash.
"Little ......" Gu Yanze called her name, but Zhongqing didn't seem to hear it, just replied in a daze, "I have no appetite", and returned to the room.
The computer desk that was supposed to be opposite the sofa has been moved to the bedroom by Gu Yanze to facilitate his work.
After returning to the bedroom, Zhong Ai sat at the computer desk, staring at the computer in a daze, and did not paint, as if it was a soulless body.
Looking at such love, Gu Yanze couldn't say much no matter how much he said.
He turned and went out to clean up the table, and with little appetite for himself, he threw out all the breakfast he had prepared.
After tidying up the living room, Gu Yanze sat on the bay window with the computer, watching Zhong Ai sit in front of the computer in a daze, while being distracted from official business.
On the computer, the general assistant sent a message telling him that Gu Tingsheng and Huang Wanying had left the country, and this news made Gu Yanze barely have a hint of joy.
"Xiaoqing, I have already dealt with those hot searches, and no one will embarrass you in the future." Gu Yanze shared the good news with Zhongqing, but she was still staring at the computer in a daze, without any superfluous movements.
I don't know how long it took before she slowly took out her mobile phone and opened the hot searches that were still on the hot search list.
The first one to click on was the one with her and Wei Yuanzhi's names, and she wanted to know how Wei Yuanzhi clarified.
As she thought, Wei Yuanzhi put the monitoring of the office on the Internet, which was reprinted more than 10,000 times at a time, instantly washing away the innocence of her love.
Looking at the following comments that shirk responsibility, Zhong Qing felt extremely ironic, but he couldn't laugh at all.
These people believe that when they step on two boats, they scold more than anyone else, but when they are slapped in the face, they are stingy to give even an apology.
Everything was really boring.
Zhong Qing was frightened by his own thoughts, but it was as if he saw a new path.
At the same time, Gu Yanze also saw the hot search, saw Wei Yuanzhi's monitoring, and sent it to his grandfather.
In the other two hot searches, all entertainment families also apologized to Zhongqing and told the truth of the matter.
But all of this is not important to Zhongqing, she just feels boring, boring!
The mobile phone clicked, Zhong Qing subconsciously lowered his head, and saw Wei Yuanzhi's message displayed on the status bar: "Take a look at Weibo, it has been clarified." ”
"Thank you." Zhong Qing sent these two words expressionlessly, and added a smiley face by the way.
Since she can't laugh anymore, let these expressions help her laugh.
"Xiaoqing, shall we go out for a walk?" Gu Yanze watched him move sometimes and sometimes quietly, extremely worried in his heart, and proposed.
Zhong Qing didn't say a word, and after Gu Yanze finished speaking, he turned on the computer and began to paint.
Even if she didn't say it, Gu Yanze knew that it was aimed at herself. But it doesn't matter, he can accept all of Xiaoqing's actions, as long as she stays by his side.
But because of the delay between the computer and the mobile phone, Wei Yuanzhi's message interface suddenly popped up on the computer, and that small smiling face stung Gu Yanze's heart.
"Xiaoqing, can you change the editor? You don't have to have him with you, do you? Not wanting to stimulate Zhongqing, Gu Yanze slowed down his tone, but even so, he didn't get a response from Zhongqing.
She just crossed out the chat interface in front of Gu Yanze, and then scribbled on the drawing board as if nothing had happened.
But she couldn't draw anything now, and there was a mess on the drawing board, and no one could tell what she was drawing.
Gu Yanze sat on the bay window, staring at her motionlessly, filling the room in silence.
After a few days like this, Gu Yanze didn't go to work, he stayed with her at home, and made sure that she wouldn't do anything stupid, so he got up and stood behind Zhong Qing and whispered: "I'll go grocery shopping, cook your favorite dishes at night, you wait for me at home." ”
Standing in the hallway, he was still not at ease, looking at Zhong Qing sitting in front of the computer as usual, and his heart was always uneasy.
In the supermarket, Gu Yanze's eyelids kept jumping, and he hurriedly bought some vegetables and rushed to the apartment.
However, the moment he opened the apartment door, Zhong Qing was no longer in front of the computer.
"Little love!" Gu Yanze rushed into the bedroom in a panic, and the bedroom was empty.
"Xiaoqing, where are you?" He called his favorite name like crazy, and pushed open the kitchen door, but there was still no favorite figure.
Suddenly, for a moment, Gu Yanze seemed to hear the sound of water dripping down.
"Bathroom ......" he turned and rushed to the bathroom, shaking his hands to push open the bathroom door, praying that what he feared would not happen.
But the bright red in the bathtub was raging like a strong wind, sweeping away all Gu Yanze's expectations.
The icy water flooded her beloved nose, revealing only her closed eyes, and her pale skin made it impossible to take her eyes off.
"Love, you are not allowed to die!"
Gu Yanze picked her up from the bathtub in a panic, and the hideous scar on her wrist stung Gu Yanze's heart deeply, as if he was going to break his heart in half.
Gu Yanze got into the car in embarrassment, stepped on the accelerator to the end, and sent her to the hospital.
"Someone! Save her! ”
When the nurse saw Gu Yanze, who was covered in blood, and the love in his arms, who was also soaked in blood, she couldn't help but be stunned, until she saw the wound on her wrist, she reacted and shouted, "Go and notify the doctor for emergency surgery!" ”
The person fell from Gu Yanze's hand on the operating cart, but it seemed to be in his arms all the time, and it was so light that it seemed to leave him at any time.
"Mr. Gu, are you injured there? Do I need to have a full body check-up? The nurse's voice became a little illusory in Gu Yanze's ears.
He just repeated three words: "Save Love!" ”
"Miss Zhong is already in the operating room, how are you? Mr. Gu? Mr. Gu ...... "The nurse shook his arm, but there was no response.
When darkness struck, Gu Yanze leaned against the cold tiles and completely lost consciousness.