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Cui Jue was carefully pondering what the master said today, and he suddenly felt that he might not be as bad as he imagined when he came here.
And on the first day of entering the mountain, what the master said was right. He was an outcast by the family, and in the whole family, he was an outlier. His father, who had many concubines, looked different from his mother.
And he also looks different from other brothers and sisters. You can tell from the face that he is an outlier in this. When I was a child, I was ignorant and was bullied by a few people, so I would cry and ask my mother why this was.
Why are they different from themselves, and why are mothers different from other people's mothers.
His mother slapped him in tears and after that, he didn't dare to ask again. The mother-son relationship, which was not very good in the first place, is even worse.
There was even a time when he was bullied by other children in the clan who fought back, and the man's family found his mother. I couldn't help but say that I was tied to a tree and tied up for two days. It was supposed to be tied up for ten days, but the next day, the third brother explained the reason in front of his father.
When my father arrived, he had been struck by lightning and was unconscious.
As for what happened later, the third brother was by his side. After the injury recovered, his father also asked the mother of the third brother to raise him.
When I went to my mother's place to pack my things, I realized that all my things added up to just a burden. Just this burden, it was taken out by the maid, and the mother did not appear at all.
Later, I learned sporadically that my mother was the one my father brought back from the Central Plains. As for how to bring it back, no one knows. Her position is not high, even if she gives birth to herself, she will only change to the palace farthest from her father.
And the mother of the third brother lives closest to his father, and there are many rewards. Even if someone in their palace is sick, they can ask the high priest in the divine palace to come over. Sometimes, it's the little girl from the shrine who comes to deliver the medicine.
This treatment is a right that only the father and his main family can enjoy. The mother of the third brother can enjoy it.
She must be very favored.
When she arrived at her palace, her food and clothing were much better than before. The relationship with the third brother is also a lot closer.
This time to study at Bailu Academy was the request of the old patriarch of the family. The father really couldn't refuse, but he wanted to send his precious son to a place that was not very famous, but far away.
And I stayed for three years, and I couldn't go back once, not even to communicate. When he heard the news, of course, he didn't miss the expression on the face of the third brother's mother. Her gaze was on herself, so passionate, it was something she had never seen before.
The result can be imagined, among the brothers in the family, the eldest brother, I and the third brother are of the right age. The fourth brother is too young, and his health is not good. A long journey will kill him.
The eldest brother is the child of his father's main room, and he will definitely not let him go. The third brother's mother has raised herself for a few years, and it's time to repay it.
As a result, when I packed my luggage, what I really had to take with me was the things I brought with me when I came out of my biological mother's palace.
Although, the third brother also gave a lot of things, and the third brother's mother also generously gave a lot. However, the ornaments of jade, antiques and porcelain are still not very convenient to take away.
Before leaving, the biological mother sent a maid and brought a bag of gold ornaments. Although I don't wear them, I also know that these things are worth a lot of money in the Central Plains, and they should be exchanged for a lot of money.
"What else did the concubine say?"
I watched the maid who had served my mother since I was a child for a long time, and I couldn't say anything.
"Say, what else did my mother say?"
Finally, she cried and said, "Go see her, she's dying." ”
Mother is dying? Such a cold person, a person who doesn't care about his life or death, actually ......
When she ran to her mother, sure enough, she was already thin and only had a handful of bones left. She leaned back on the pillow and held a pair of shoes.
"Ning'er, are you here?"
She had a smile on her face and was very gentle, something I had rarely seen in more than ten years. However, it scared me very much. It's not that I'm afraid of what is hidden behind my smile, but I'm afraid that it's a candle flame that swings in the wind, and I don't know when it will go out.
"I have the impression that the shoes of the Central Plains are like this." She took out the shoes, handed them to me, and said, "I made them to your size, and they are finally ready to use." ”
I sat on the edge of the bed and asked softly, "Mother, have you always hoped that I could go to the Central Plains?" ”
"I can't go back to my bones. You go to the Central Plains, your appearance is no different from the Central Plains people, and that is where you should stay. ”
"Why did you come here with your father?"
I asked this again, because I knew that if I didn't ask at this time, I was afraid that I would never have a chance again.
Mother obviously didn't expect me to ask this question again. However, she was stunned for a moment, then immediately smiled again, and said, "It's too long ago, and it will be a burden for you to tell you." ”
She took off a jade bracelet from her wrist, put it on my hand, and said, "This is a family heirloom, even in the most difficult time, I didn't sell her, this is what your grandmother handed over to my mother." said that after saying that, I will pass it on when I have a daughter. Now, I'll leave it to you, and when I meet the girl I like in the future, I'll leave it to her. Ahem"
Before he could finish speaking, he began to cough, coughing loudly, as if he was going to cough out his whole lung.
"Go find someone from the shrine."
The maid knelt on the ground and cried vigorously, "It's useless, the people from the Divine Palace have already come and said that there is no cure." Woowoooooooo
"Forget it, Ning'er." The mother said with difficulty, "Ulan has served me for several years, and I have already arranged her whereabouts, and you can send her out before you go." ”
"Mother's ......"
Tears blurred my eyes, and the cold mother in the past held mine with her thin hand, and said in my ear, "My maiden name is Ye Qiao, and I am the county lord of the Dafeng Dynasty, and I am also ...... The daughter of a traitor. But I know that the White Deer Academy is ...... Target...... People, not ...... Simple.
You went,...... I learned the skill,...... Only...... Don't ...... anymore It's back. That way, you'll ...... After...... After ...... "regret for a lifetime."
Before she could finish her mother's words, she collapsed.
Except for me and my maid Ulan, the family didn't care about this place. After dawn, my father just walked around, around my mother's coffin, and sighed. Then, after driving everyone out and staying alone with her for an hour, she was buried.
After that, he gave me a lot of silver tickets, and a few people who had to use them.
"A few of them have been in the Mingxi Dynasty for several years, and if you want to do something there after you finish your studies, they will help you." My father handed me a wrench and said, "This is a token, and they will understand when they see it." ”
"The mother told her son not to come back in the future."
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