Extra-two Fuxi chapter
Ten years in the blink of a finger, the silver bell boy returned to southern Xinjiang and was no longer a teenager. It's just that he's the same as before, and he can't help but feel sorry for the cats and dogs on the side of the road.
As soon as the son landed, he was the pet of the whole clan, and he had a smooth ride in half his life, and he should live a carefree life, marry a good wife, have a full house of children and grandchildren, and be buried in the southern Xinjiang mountains for a hundred years.
But the son never married, and he was buried at the foot of the mountains in southern Xinjiang before he was a hundred years old.
At night, the bright moon is shining for thousands of miles, and Gongzi often stays on the top of the mountain in southern Xinjiang, trying to find the most distinctive one from the stars, which may be his beloved.
There were so many stars that he couldn't count them even in half his life.
Qinghan, are you still complaining about me?
Childe asked, looked around but no one answered, he raised his dusty eyes blankly, looked at the girl in the green dress beside him, waited for a long time before he suddenly realized, and then laughed at himself.
Also, how could the puppet answer his words?
Childe often thinks that if he could have seen his heart clearly, would there still be regrets in the later stories?
It's just a pity that everything is unknown.
So when did he fall in love with the girl? It was probably the first time they met, and the girl's eyes were full of tears, and those clear and translucent eyes he had never seen before.
As soon as she spoke, her soft voice melted his heart, but at that time, he only regarded her as a poor cat, and simply took her home.
The girl was so cute in a green dress, like an elf coming out of the forest, he unconsciously looked at it a few more times, and he didn't know that the seed in his heart had already secretly sprouted.
Childe treats her differently from others, poetry and songs, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and should teach her. Even in order to learn to play chess well, he specially brought Ah Yan over and studied this chess skill all night.
Childe once thought that since Qinghan was picked up by him from the side of the road, what he did was naturally very ordinary, until one day the girl's father came to the door.
He froze in place and didn't know what to do, and he was still shaken when he saw Qinghan's father shed tears of remorse.
Pity the parents of the world, Qing Han should return to her own home, not to mention that he has no reason to let her stay.
That night, the girl was very drunk, and came to him and asked him why he had agreed to send her away. The girl cried heartbroken, and refused to let go while holding her son.
Ah Xi, do you know how much I like you.
Ah Xi, don't send me away, okay? Let me stay and accompany you to see the stars in the sky and catch the fireflies in the mountains......
Ah Xi, marry me, so that I can stay rightfully.
Ah Xi ...... Why don't you speak, don't you like it...... I...... Like......
Childe was stunned and looked at the sleeping girl in his arms a little overwhelmed, what does it mean to like? It never occurred to him that he had only treated the girl as a cat until then, as if he had only pity for her.
It was a very strange feeling, something he had never felt before.
But then the son understood, because he understood, so he pityd, he actually liked the girl a long time ago, but he didn't know it.
The next day she came to say goodbye to him, and he was worried that he would be embarrassed to see the girl, but he found that the girl seemed to have forgotten everything about the previous night, and he could only pretend to say goodbye to her lightly.
Ah Xi Gongzi, you must come to Changshanmen to find me in the future!
Good.
I...... Waiting for you!
Good.
Childe didn't know how many years his good sentence made the girl wait stupidly.
I'm sorry he couldn't keep his promise, because he didn't plan to go to her, and even when he passed by Changshanmen, he never thought to go in and see her.
Even if we meet, what should we say? Or maybe she had forgotten about him a long time ago, the strange feeling of that night still stayed in his heart, and he couldn't say why, he just kept running away.
Suddenly, one day, Ah Yan said that he was going to Chang'an City to investigate the case, as a friend, he naturally had to go with him, and the son thought that as long as he was busy, he could forget those strange feelings.
The next time they met was in Linyuan City, the girl seemed to have changed a lot, if it weren't for those bright eyes and a green dress, he would almost not be recognizable.
In the first sentence of the reunion, the girl did not call him son-in-law as before, but called him bluntly: Fuxi
But for some reason, he no longer dared to look the girl in the eye, perhaps because he felt guilty for breaking the appointment.
Fortunately, the girl did not ask him why he did not come to her, but every time she saw her, she always felt uncomfortable, but she had to pretend that she didn't care.
In fact, he doesn't like this kind of self, it's too awkward, but he doesn't know what to do, so he can only try to avoid her.
That day, Qinghan was trapped in the sea of fire, looking at the raging fire, Gongzi didn't even frown, only poured a bucket of water on top of his head, and rushed into the sea of fire to save her.
Fortunately, the girl was fine, but she was alive again after a few days of recuperation.
Immediately after that, one murder after another occurred in Linyuan Palace, until the palace master of Linyuan Palace was also killed, he stayed on the roof of the girl's house every day, alone with Mingyue.
Childe often wonders, what does it feel like to like someone?
Ah Yan once said that if she likes someone, she wants to see her all the time and be with her.
Childe thought about himself, it seemed that he just wanted to avoid her, so he shouldn't like it, right?
But when he looked up at the lonely moon in the sky, he would always unconsciously think of the girl's appearance in his mind.
Helplessly, the time left by God for him to see his mind clearly was too short, so he was caught off guard and took away Qing Han's life. Obviously, at that time, he desperately told her to run, but that stupid girl didn't listen to him......
In the end, he could only watch the girl fall in a pool of blood.
It turned out that people liked each other differently, and it was only then that he saw his mind clearly, and he slowly crawled towards the girl's cold corpse, reciting the words over and over again in his mouth.
Qinghan, I like you, will you go back to southern Xinjiang with me?
Qinghan, I'm sorry, I failed you in this life.
It wasn't until the girl's tombstone that he finally knew what it meant to like and what it meant to be heartbroken, and he gradually understood the heartbreak of the girl.
The cemetery is too cold, Qinghan is so afraid of the dark, how can he be buried here?
Come, I'll take you to the south.
Childe dug up the soil buried in the girl's body with his bare hands, took the girl back to southern Xinjiang, and sealed it in the ice cellar underneath.
Childe read through ancient books, and finally found a way to make the girl's body into a puppet, and no matter where Childe went, there would always be a puppeteer in a green dress behind him, and I heard that the puppet man looked like Childe's beloved.
If Childe is bored, he will take the puppeteer on a boat on the lake, step on the snow and enjoy the plum blossoms, the puppeteer can't speak, but Childe does not feel lonely.
Childe would always talk to himself to the puppeteer, and everyone said that Childe was confused by the puppeteer. But there are also people who claim to have seen the puppeteer smiling at him, like a man of flesh and blood.
Maybe the man was dazzled, and the puppeteer was ruthless and desireless, so how could he laugh?
It's just that people can often see Childe climbing to the top of the mountain in southern Xinjiang with a puppeteer in a green dress to count the stars, and the brilliant stars in the sky, Childe always forgets where he counts.
Most of the stars in the world look the same, but where is the one he loves?
Qinghan, if you don't tell me which star you are, how can I recognize you when I die?
After the death of the childe, the clansmen buried it on the top of the mountain in southern Xinjiang, the favorite puppet of the child's life stood quietly in front of the grave of the child, the sky was dark, and a slight drizzle gradually fell in the air, but the puppeteer's face was stained with a teardrop the size of a bean.