Zhuang Zhou didn't feel sleepy at all now.

But he can't be sure that he is in a bad mood right now.

Anyway, it's hard to put into words.

Since Song Fusheng didn't say it, let's pretend that he didn't know. Zhuang Zhou thought so.

If Song Fusheng asked this question directly, then answer it truthfully.

He didn't do anything to be sorry for his friends anyway.

Don't feel guilty.

Zhuang Zhou decided in his heart.

Zhuang Zhou opened the book again, and he was about to tear off the piece of paper that was full of Shen Qingjia's name just now. When he was about to tear it, he became sober again - what if he tore it? Time doesn't turn back. Does tearing it up mean that what happened just now did not happen, and Song Fusheng did not see it; Could it mean that he has never liked Shen Qingjia or that he will never like Shen Qingjia again? The answer, of course, is no. Zhuang Zhou is very clear.

In the end, Zhuang Zhou gave up this stupid and ridiculous idea.

It's not a shame to like someone, since it's known, then it's known.

You've always had an idea in your heart anyway.

Zhuang Zhou comforted himself.

*

The long-awaited winter vacation is finally here.

Shen Qingjia returned to Lianhuadu with excellent results.

The next day, not an hour after breakfast—

The people of Lianhuadu naturally flocked to the city again - they were looking forward to seeing if there were any special changes after Shen Qingjia studied in the city, and they wanted to know if Shen Qingjia was still as smart as before and at the top of the class when he studied in the city.

After some pleasantries, everyone's topic got to the point.

"Qingjia, how did you study in school? I've heard that the students at your school are doing very well. Are you still number one? ”

"Sister Qingjia. How is your school feeling? I've heard that the tuition fee is quite expensive. ”

"Qingjia. Did you do well in the exam this time? Oops, it must have been all for nothing, you must be the first again. ”

"That's it. Our Qingjia is the smartest. It's definitely still number one. Got a scholarship, right? ”

"You don't get a lot of scholarships. It's a lot more than the scholarship from our school here. You don't have to spend money to go to school. That's a good thing. ”

……

Although Shen Qingjia was not interested in these questions, he didn't really want to answer them.

But she was still the same as she had been going to school in Lianhuadu, she still smiled slightly, and answered the questions of every neighbor and villager in a light voice. There was no impatience at all.

Everyone's reaction was also expected by Shen Qingjia, and when they heard the news that Shen Qingjia said that he had not won the first place in the new school in a row, the air was still. But the tension didn't last long. Everyone reacted quickly, and some people began to comfort Shen Qingjia: "It's okay, it's okay." A dog has his day. There are always people who want to sit on the throne of first place. You don't have to worry. ”

……

Words of comfort for this. Shen Qingjia really didn't like it. But she couldn't show any dissatisfaction, she just smiled awkwardly and politely, "yes, yes." I need to work harder. I was embarrassed to make everyone laugh. I have lived up to everyone's expectations. ”

In fact, Shen Qingjia doesn't care what everyone thinks of her, she works so hard to go to school not for these people. But in the current situation, she needs to be so generous and frank, otherwise these crowds will not disperse.

When Shen Qingjia finished saying these modest words, these people who came to see the excitement began to slowly disperse. Everything was in line with their expectations. It may be a bit cruel and heartless to say this. To put it another way – for those who watch the excitement, the answer seems to be expected. They are proud and satisfied, because their wishes have not been disappointed.

"This is the human heart."

When everyone was gone, Mother Hengwen suddenly came over and held Shen Qingjia's shoulder and said.

"Mom."

Shen Qingjia called her mother. Then she saw the indescribable emotion on her mother's face, and Shen Qingjia couldn't think of words to describe it. Shen Qingjia looked at it for a long time, and felt that it was a calm emotion like water - because he had seen through people's hearts and the world, he didn't think it was a big deal.

Just take a look. Since it's all about acting on the spot, then follow the trend and follow the scene, laugh when you should laugh, and don't take it to heart.

It's my mother's philosophy – she doesn't seem to be so burdened by these false reputations, nor by other people's opinions. She has always adhered to her own doctrine and does not change easily because of the outside world.

That's amazing. Shen Qingjia thought that he didn't know when he would be as indifferent as his mother, and really smiled at the clouds in the sky.

"What do you think? Are you still a little upset? It doesn't matter. It's not a big deal if you don't get the first place, Mom believes that you will be able to do it next time. It's okay, Kiyoka. "Constant temperature is always so gentle and so understanding.

Shen Qingjia remembered that along the way, her mother Hengwen never forced herself to do what she didn't want to do. Regarding the results, my mother cares more than anyone else - yes, she has always hoped that Shen Qingjia will always win the first place. But despite this, the pressure she gave was never like a mountain that came straight to the top. Mom always told her like a gentle breeze and told her - you have to do your best to get the first place. As long as you do your best, really do your best, there is nothing to regret.

Whenever Shen Qingjia came home with the first place, her mother was always the happiest. If Shen Qingjia failed the exam and fell into second place, her mother was not particularly disappointed, but said with a smile: It's okay, next time it will definitely work, mother believes you.

That's it. did not scold loudly, and the beating and scolding naturally never existed.

Perhaps it is precisely because her mother believes in herself that Shen Qingjia has never been willing to slack off.

Until then, she had been number one.

"Mom. You're so nice. I love you so much! Shen Qingjia had a lot of things to say, but all the words ended with a sentence of thanks.

Shen Qingjia hugged the constant temperature and said with a smile: "Mom, I will definitely not let you down." Next time, I will definitely do my best. ”

Just saying these things like this, just holding my mother like this. Feeling her mother's body temperature and heartbeat, Shen Qingjia's originally nervous mood is much better now.

Home is the warmest harbor. Mom is the strongest backing.

"Mom. What about my dad? Shen Qingjia remembered that he would never see his father Shen Chi again after breakfast today. Did you go to the ground? That's pretty fast.

"Today I went to work in a neighboring village. I probably didn't come back for dinner at noon. Constant temperature said.

"That's a long way off. Did he walk? There's still someone going with you. Shen Qingjia asked worriedly.

"It's too far away, those uncles and uncles don't bother to go." Constant Temperature said with a sigh.

"I should have asked someone to deliver it." Shen Qingjia said.

"It's fine. Everyone has their own choice. "Thermostat said.