Chapter 19: Returning the Favor to the Aftermath
In "Liao Zhai", the strange things done by the fox fairy abound, and there is no lack of premeditated and carefully arranged. All of these are full of mysteries. But my brain, which can't even catch up with one-ten-thousandth of Hawking's, can I think of going deep and far to touch the mysteries of the vast universe. But I can't help but give myself a statement to implement, or I will become a balloon hanging in the air, hanging on the ground. Hanging is not a game that ordinary people like, and there is no reason to be weightless on the earth. Due to mental limitations, we can't explain in depth, but superficial explanations can still be tried. It should look like this:
On this day, the fox fairy felt that the time was ripe, so he came to my eyes according to the previous plan, deliberately letting me see through, the purpose of which was to let me see what I saw - in this world, there are fox fairies. The fox fairy is well aware of my years of waiting and unswerving faith, so he regards physical feedback as an obligation that must be fulfilled to me. Just like people who have believed in the existence of flying saucers for many years will one day be reciprocated by flying saucers that take the initiative to fly into their eyes. This kind of reciprocal correspondence is not to satisfy the curiosity of the infatuated, but the sincere externalization of affection and righteousness in the temperament, and the retribution of the heart.
Although the environment has undergone drastic changes - the road has become harder, the city has revealed the coldness of steel and concrete, the oil lamps and candles have long been extinguished, and the thatched huts and huts, fences and firewood doors have turned into dust - but in order to let me feel her more, know her, and understand some of the conditions of her inner world, the fox fairy with affection and righteousness still endured these discomforts, and slowly opened my heart with her body language and the metaphors and symbols of her gaze, and silently presented the fox fairy of the previous entity, the present and the past in the world, In this way, I fill in the blank part of my heart that has been blank for many years: repay my obsession and thank me for waiting.
In the next step, the thoughtful and warm fox fairy sincerely led me here, with the purpose of giving me a hint and a showdown with me through the place I saw in the book and which made me feel familiar, or to show me a showdown: You are right, there are fox fairies in this world! But now, the fox fairy is no longer worth waiting, and the current fox fairy will not be able to wait like before, a worldly result. In this era of industrialized machines, which have turned the idyll upside down several times, the human fox has lost the home to get together and the opportunity to renew the relationship. The door to the two worlds has been closed forever.
It's okay to put down the one you picked up, to confuse and solve your doubts, and Erya will break it. I can't dispute that. The harsh reality and the shattered skies and land, do I still allow me to disagree? No matter what kind of hints the fox fairy uses to achieve the final showdown, I can't come up with a dissent, I can only accept it frankly and helplessly. Yes, from the day I waited for the fox fairy, I firmly believed that the fox fairy held the truth.
It is said that he does not know the true face, but it is only because of this. The fox fairy, who is independent of the world, sees the things of the world very clearly and thoroughly, and stands on this base point, looking ahead of the end of the "such" era we have created, and seeing the sun held up by human beings sinking and falling, and the endless night is coming. When the hustle and bustle of the city is carried by haze and dust, exhaust fumes, plastic bags, fragments of small advertisements, etc.; When the surging muddy sewage containing all kinds of toxins and all kinds of strange smells, etc., forced the vast countryside to be unable to clean itself with extreme expansion and step-by-step, the fox fairy was disheartened and had to resolutely start from the current era and return to the ancient.
It is a pity that the people who are in it, with unprecedented enthusiasm and discontented desires, are marching unbridled and greedy towards a more industrialized machine age, abusing their so-called wisdom and stupid hands like a fever, and hastening their own demise in a daze and ignorance. Obviously, he is drinking to quench his thirst and relieve pain, but he also thinks that his mouth is full of nectar, chewing the carefree and happy fairy grass, seeing a happy and rich life, he strides forward.
The Tao is different, and it does not conspire. The human fox went in the opposite direction, one day is farther than the other, one day is different from the other, and in this way, the beauty of the fox fairy is becoming more and more unattainable, imaginable and unrealizable. From now on, the fox fairy can only be a story.
Throughout the ages, there has been no time when the dust has not been dispersed, and there has been no time when the wine feast has not been dissipated. Her arrival set me up for a drunken banquet and sent me a farewell without saying goodbye. I don't know where the last fox fairy is in the world, but I know that she is the last fox fairy in my life. After this, she will never appear in front of my eyes again, and she will not even return a breath. I will have a lot of waiting in the future, and there will be a lot of unsuccessful results, no matter what, death can be waited for. However, such a long sleep in the ground is not a luxury.
I can't really say, how many people will be able to taste it, waiting is a waste of time; And how many people can feel that the waiting suspended in time, without actual mass, has an unbearable weight. On the other hand, all my waiting, when they threaten me, can overwhelm me. Fortunately, this wait for the fox fairy can be put down, and as a result, my existing wait has been reduced from the total amount - a very large one. I think that's what the fox fairy wants.
Whether people are active or passive people will be debated forever. But man, in the face of waiting, is passive. Waiting, when it will come into the flow of our lives, we can't predict. But once the wait comes in, the average mental person can't get rid of it. I have average mental strength, but I am not afraid that I will not be able to get rid of it, I know very well that what should come must come, and no one has the ability to stop it. I've never been afraid of the pressure that I can't stop, because I know it's useless to be afraid.
The unexpected opening and unexpected ending are another boring cliché. This cliché did not have much impact on the people of the world in the past, and it has no effect on the people of the world today. At the moment, although you talk for a long time, let go of the talk, but talk about it vigorously, people should be how they should be, as always: should fight for fame and fortune, should be clever and robbed, should be framed and framed, should fall into the well and fall into the well, the gold house should be hidden and the gold house should be hidden, and the little white face should be raised. In a word, you talk about yours and I do mine. - Educator, don't blame me for not sticking my ears to you, you have to figure it out, I only focus on today, live today, what tomorrow is, and talk about it tomorrow.
It is much more difficult to accept the cliché re-education than to accept the re-education of the poor and middle peasants!
If you think about it, people keep saying "living today", and there are good reasons. In such an era of industrialization, where it is difficult to distinguish between demons and demons, and murderous weapons are everywhere, and it is killed in the blink of an eye, who knows which will come first, tomorrow or misfortune? They all opened their eyes and saw that they were killed by the collapse of liquefied gas tanks in roadside shops, collapsed by shoddy buildings, hit by random cars, burned to death by factory fires, hacked to death by terrorist attacks, stoned to death by falling planes and fell to death with airplanes, and those who ate poison-soaked food all day long, and finally ate cramps and rolled their eyes, and were poisoned and died, which of these unfortunate people does not want to watch the sun rise tomorrow as usual? But today, when it is easier and more convenient to kill people, and it is more and more convenient to place a meat grinder, any action can make you have no tomorrow.
Tomorrow is imaginary and unknown for everyone today, and it cannot be postponed as naturally as in the pastoral era. If you don't stand at tomorrow's time, who dares to pat your chest and say: I'm tomorrow! It is also the unsound and insane who dare to do so.
How can this eloquence be put in the hands of the most outstanding ideological and political workers? Now, I really don't know what to shake my head at or what to nod to.
Straight to the point. In short, the beautiful and charming appearance of the fox fairy is just to repeat this old principle: beauty is like morning dew, prosperity is a dream, and in the end everything becomes a barren grave. Come on, let's not join in the "cliché" excitement, the broken mouth that has no practical value for the world is annoying. Well, the last few sentences say fox fairy.
In fact, while the fox fairy conveyed all kinds of information to me, it also conveyed my own life information to me. In fact, I knew before I fell asleep leaning on the tree, that she knew everything about me; She knows not only the beginning of my life, but also the end of my life. If she wanted to, she could easily describe the whole course of my life, and circle which part was dark and cold, and which part was bright and red. Even the situation of my funeral can be reproduced exactly, telling me to see in advance who is crying, who is laughing, who is worried, who is thinking about you,—— life, life is clear, death, death is clear.
It's a pity that the rules of that realm are too strict, and the fox fairy is not allowed to directly intervene in human affairs and wake up the people in the world. Although she undoubtedly passed on my life message to me, all I received was an unbreakable code. To this day, I can't crack a single one, so I have to continue to seal it as it is. I don't know when I get it, but it must be when I have a certain revelation, right? In a flash, it took many years, wasting a lot of food, vegetables and water, exhaling a lot of carbon dioxide, and in a flash,—— maybe in the last hours of my life, I would suddenly gain the ability to crack it.
But even if it is all cracked at that time, what's the point? You say, don't you?
She listened a little intently, looked me in the eye and didn't answer immediately.