Shidong came to check the lights and windows for Mingyi as usual before going to bed, and saw that she hadn't fallen asleep yet, and Kazui was lying on the bed, and said in surprise: "Why hasn't the lady rested yet?" Is it too cold in the house? Or is the bed not soft enough? ”

Ming Yi shook his head, and stopped talking, what is there to say to such a child? However, although the squire's mansion is simple, her room is always the warmest, thinking about it, the corners of her mouth have a tendency to rise again, and she quickly controls it.

"You go back to your room and sleep first, I'll turn off the lights myself." Ming Yi replied.

Shi Dong nodded, picked up the medicine cup on the table, and then remembered the matter of the visitor just now, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were smiling, and he looked at Ming Yi: "Fang Cai Wu Shilang stopped me and wanted to deliver medicine for me, I didn't want to, he somehow moved Mother Yin." Is it because of this that the lady has no intention of sleeping peacefully? ”

Ming Yi raised his face and glared at her, so frightened that the little girl stuck out her tongue: "I'll go out first, and the lady will rest early." ”

Before she could strike, she had slipped out the door. Ming Yi really felt that he lacked too much majesty after the accident, and the four little girls were cowering when they saw her before, but now they are all about to ride on her head.

Ming Yi said helplessly: "I knew that I would give you to Shentu and be a concubine." ”

After that, I laughed too. It seems that it has been lingering for too long, and the momentum of the whole person is different. There are still twenty days to go, and there is no longer an excuse to recuperate.

Twenty days? This number is so familiar. Oh, Wu Qianping said when he left, twenty days. I don't want to do anything to hurt you...... Twenty days to go, I'll remember......

After pondering for a while, her face burned again, slowly spreading downward. She finally understood the meaning of his words, and twenty days later, it was time for her to go out of the small moon.

Thinking about it, her eyes were misty, afraid of falling into the bottomless place, she quickly sat up, the words in her heart were about to overflow, and she had to find an outlet.

"Mom, are you sleeping?" Mingyi asked in a whisper at the door of Yin's mother, faintly hoping that there would be no sound in it, and he would die of this heart.

The lights soon lit up inside, and at the same time, a gentle voice sounded: "Mingyi? Come on in. ”

Ming Yi pushed the door in, and saw that Yin's mother was wearing obscene clothes and a robe, and she should have fallen asleep, so she quickly closed the door and said apologetically: "It's really too bad to disturb my mother so late." ”

Yin's mother moved the lampstand to the table and motioned for her to sit down: "Don't be so outside, I don't feel sleepy, you come to talk to my mother, it's exactly what I want." ”

Ming Yi licked his lips and settled down: "In the past, I would tell Hong Yi about everything, but this time she has been gone for so long, I ......"

She was still a little embarrassed and didn't know how to say it. Although he is already so close to Yin's mother, he used to talk about things on a case-by-case basis, and he only started to talk about his feelings earlier today.

Mother Yin sat beside her and hugged her gently: "Mom understands." It's not easy for such a serious thing to happen, and you've been holding it up alone. Now that mom is back, you can talk to me about anything. ”

Mingyi suddenly had a sour nose. Yin's mother's Yin's mother's mouth has always been just an ordinary title, but at the moment it coincides with the "mother" she has been calling since childhood. She remembered that she had a crush on a male classmate when she was in junior high school, and she couldn't help but tell her mother about the boy's deeds. But that was the only time their mother and daughter talked about the relationship between men and women. By the time she really started to fall in love, her mother had gradually moved away from her life and became a stranger's wife and mother.

What you lose, fate will eventually return to you in another way, it turns out, it should be here.

"Mom, I'm a little messed up right now." Ming Yi leaned on Yin's mother's shoulder, his eyes were empty, as if talking to himself, "When you say that your feelings are strong enough, you don't believe it or not." I just felt it. ”

Yin's mother seemed to have expected it, but she was not surprised: "This is a good thing, how many times can people feel such strong feelings in their lives?" Some people may not have it at all. ”

"Isn't it going to be too fast? Could it be that there is just a space in the heart and an illusion? Mingyi couldn't tell what kind of answer he was expecting.

"There are no emotions for no reason. If it's so strong that you can let go of believing or not believing, it means that it has been secretly growing for a long time. Even if it doesn't break out now, it will eventually have to be faced. Mother Yin said slowly.

Ming Yi remembered that day, when she was troubled by Liu Enchao's little lady Cui and found a city order to stop her carefully planned Shijing Fang publicity activities, Wu Qianping appeared in front of her at the most important time, and easily resolved the crisis. Under the summer sun, his handsome face and gloomy eyes were imprinted in her heart. At that time, she secretly thought that if she could become Wu Shaoyin's wife, she would have no more trouble.

"However, are the feelings born because of identity and power also true?" Mingyi was confused.

"Is it true that the feelings that arise because of talent and character?" Yin's mother asked.

"Yes." She doesn't think twice.

"Isn't identity and power brought about by talent and character? Why is it no longer sincere? Yin's mother smiled.

It seemed to make some sense, she thought. She obviously understands these truths very well, but it is much more practical to say them through an elder she trusts.

"Mom, do you ever regret liking Wei Ao?" Mingyi cautiously asked the question. Wu Qianping has something very similar to Wei Ao, although the driving force may be different, and the path they take is also different, but they all have the heart of the power imperative, good at layout, cautious and realistic.

"Nope. Without him, I would not have been able to remember anything in my life. Mother Yin did not hesitate.

Mingyi seemed to be a little relieved in his heart, yes, he has been chasing the result, and he wants to find a way to ensure that he can get a perfect result, will he lose a big one because of a small one?

Yin's mother added: "Moreover, I have already drawn the worst lottery. I was never on an equal footing with him, and from the first glance, I was replaceable, and he was unique. He also never loved me, maybe just pity. I can only connect with him if I am used by him. You are different, you still have the opportunity to compete with him for the initiative. ”

Ming Yi knew what Mother Yin meant, and she was very grateful to Mother Yin for saying this, which required her to cut open the bloody wound. Wei Ao appeared in Yin Xiuyu's life as a savior and became the absolute master. She knows that she is being used, and she is willing to do it, not only because she is willing to love her, but also because she has no other helplessness - there is no better way to live than to become his pawn.

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